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bbc merlin liveblog - s1 ep1: the dragons call

god the nostalgia of the first sequence of merlin walking to camelot <33

poor merlin honestly, my guy went to camelot to try and better learn his magic and the first thing he sees is the king executing a sorcerer...rip

OMG I FORGOT EVE MYLES WAS IN THIS EP I LOVE HER (i met her at comic con last year. she called me darling and i died. there's video evidence on youtube.)

MORGANA!!

a lot of this is just gonna be me simping for morgana im sorry im in love with her it's a problem

idk why but the "you're not supposed to be here til wednesday!!" "it is...wednesday." "oh." interaction kills me every time

arthurs such a twat in episode 1 lmao

god why are merlin and arthurs first interactions so incredibly gay

merlin getting thrown in the dungeons in episode 1 honestly just foreshadows the entire rest of his character, the guy is so smart and powerful but also SO dumb

just wanted to add - the costumes in this show are SO GOOD

still love that they asked JOHN HURT if he wanted to voice an annoying somewhat evil dragon in this, at that point, tiny fantasy show, and he was just like 'fuck it yea why not'

gwen and merlins friendship especially in the early seasons is everything to me

"what are you gonna do, get your daddy's men to protect you?" "i could take you apart with one blow" "i could take you apart with less than that." then merlin takes his jacket off?? and they weren't supposed to be gay??? i don't believe it

gaius's resting 🤨 face is so funny

merlin: greatest clumsiest sorcerer ever to walk the earth

'hmm strange eerie voice from the cave below the castle seems to be calling my name...you know what? ill go follow it' because logic

funky 2008 cgi dragon is funky

morgana thinking merlin's gwen and him panicking is one of the funniest scenes of this ep

also. morgana.

morgana in that red dress awoke my lesbianism. literally, she was my gay awakening. she's so gorgeous my brain cannot cope

the arthur having a think for morgana plotline, w h y ? i mean i know why, they dont know they're siblings and the legends themselves were pretty...incestuous...but WHY 😭😭

"she looks great, doesn't she? :D" supportive gf <3

magic cobwebs™

uther logic: you saved my son's life. as a reward, you can do literally everything for him forever. ur his servant now.

#no one cares abt my silly little merlin rants but i forgot how much i love this show #it was my whole personality in the first lockdown #bbc merlin #merlin #arthur pendragon #morgana pendragon #gwen merlin #merthur #morgwen #merlin liveblog

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blueinkblot · 5 years

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Fuck ton of asks! 3, 9, 10, 12, 15, 16, 17, 24, 28, 29, 31, 34, 37, 42, 43, 48, 54, 65, 66, 71, 77, 86, 95, 96, 98

This is for the gay-ish asks

3 - what is your favorite part about your body?

My mind. Done.

9 - weird habit?

IIIIIIII can’t think of one right now?

My roommate would probably say leaving the bathroom door open once I’m done in the bathroom.

10 - favorite meme?

YOU CAN’T DO THIS TO ME

Nah, it’s probably “guess I’ll just die”, the one with the dude shrugging, because you can use it everywhere.

12 - ever used a bow and arrow?

Hell yes. It’s exhilirating. Mind you (for those of you who know bows) it’s only like a 12-15 lb. force bow, but it’s GREAT.

15 - do you think musicals are cheesy?

Real talk? I used to before I really got them.

But now I have somebody in my family who wants to do musical theater, so… nah, they’re awesome.

16 - have you ever been a part of a protest or a march?

Yep! Women’s march two years ago at my university.

17 - favorite Cards against Humanity card?

Ah fuck.

“A decent fucking Internet connection” or “A cop that is also a dog.”

24 - what’s something most people love that you hate?

Dresses/skirts is what I’m gonna go with rn. Partially because I wear my pancreas and so I have to have somewhere to put it (*cough* pockets *cough*), but also because I feel exposed in a skirt of either sort.

Although I did love my senior prom dress something fierce.

29 - describe your passion without mentioning it

Words on a page. The smell of ink and old books. Finding *just* the right pen to use on that paper. Not filling half of your notebooks. Finding inspiration in everything and nothing. Stringing together 50,000 words in a month just because you want to, but being unable to fill 2 pages for a class.

31 - give us one thing about you that no one knows

Bah, I’m going to go easy on this one since you all can’t see me.

I have vitiligo! I’m like a really slowly moving, human lava lamp.

34 - what’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

Lots of them.

“Don’t Stop Me Now” by Queen. Just… me bouncing around everywhere.

37 - something you fantasize about?

I answered this on another set of asks, but being famous? Like, on the red carpet, hanging out with celebrities famous.

Also getting one-upping people from my past who thought I was weird. Not… the healthiest thing, but we all have our fantasies.

42 - the last time you felt broken?

hmm… working out. I think I have this perception of myself, and when I can’t physically do something it really puts me off. (This was, like, a month ago? I think?)

43 - are you starting to realize anything?

This was something I was going to say for #3 (the body one) - that my body is mine. Like, my mom hates the idea of piercings (beyond the lobe) or tattoos (at all), but I’m getting to the age where I’m on my own and my body is mine.

48 - do you have any kinks?

Yes.

(This is another one that I’ve answered - partially in this case, because I don’t want people looking me up later and find a defined, spelled-out list of my kinks)

54 - is trust a big issue for you?

I think for friends, no, but there’s a certain point that I hit for relationships - well, maybe it’s not only trust but also boredom? And a little bit of fear? I say it’s a trust thing because I worry I don’t want to get into relationships with people. Like I can get to know people all day (in fact, it’s how I prefer things), but the thought of actually consistently dating sort of freaks me out and I just… stop texting people.

65 - favorite term of endearment?

I think I call a lot of people darling in my head. It can be a lot of things - sweet, sophisticated, raunchy, you name it.

66 - who was your celebrity/fictional gay awakening?

MARGAERY. FUCKING. TYRELL.

Her first scene is, like, at the Tournament of the Roses or whatever that is in Highgarden, I think, and she’s like cheering or something, and those gowns… oof.

That makes it sound super objectifying - but honestly, I think the thing I loved most about her was her cunning and her kindness to Sansa and her ability to love no matter what. But she’s suuuuuuper pretty as well.

Game of Thrones was, like, a total bi experience for me - it was her and Jaimie Lannister. *fans self*

71 - who was the first person you came out to?

My mom. It was… not the reaction I hoped for.

77 - is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

Yes. Mostly because I feel like people would think of me differently if they knew.

86 - hairline kisses or neck kisses?

Reactionary answer is neck kisses because yes. (I haven’t been kissed either way but… still.)

95 - do you have a favorite lesbian ship? Is it canon?

Ahhhhhhh fuuuuuuuuck.

I think it’s Lena Luthor x Supergirl/Kara Danvers - SuperCorp, I think? I don’t believe it’s canon and I even think the actress who plays Supergirl was ugly about Kara not being gay, too.

But Katie McGrath is a gift. (And I loved her as Morgana in “Merlin”)

96 - what is the most aggravating thing someone has said to you about your sexuality?

Okay it’s not even the “oh bisexual people are more likely to cheat” or “bisexual people are half gay, half straight”, but it was the fact that I was on Tinder (which I KNOW is a hookup app, don’t even tell me) and had a couple like me that specifically had “looking for a bisexual third” in their profile. It’s like, you don’t know that I’ll like both of you.

98 - what is love to you?

Love is… selfless. And while I don’t mean giving relentlessly, I mean caring about somebody because it’s them and you like who they are. You like the things they like, maybe not on their own, but because it makes them happy.

It’s feeling connected to somebody because you *know* them - how they tick, what they do, etc. I find knowing people comforting, and so to me gift giving is sort of like a test of how well you know them - if they light up when they see what you found for them, it’s like a confirmation of “oh, the way I think of them is right” sort of thing? That makes it sound sort of cold and calculating, I think, but that’s what I’m gonna brain dump now.

thanks @nonesofjune!

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