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spookysquish13 · 3 years
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First time knife play with JJ Maybank
First time knife play with JJ Maybank
*Author note: I got locked out of my old account (spookysquishsworld) and am reposting all of my old writings
This morning there was a tiktok video going around where Rudy was playing with a knife. It brought something out of me, and i know everyone wants more JJ smut. So here yall go. I hope you like it.
ALSO if anyone has tips on how to format more easily, i write on a different app and then paste it into the text box… ??
TRIGGER WARNING HARD CORE. KNIFE PLAY. THIS COULD BE TRIGGERING TO SOME. DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED BY BLADES OR KNIVES. WARNING: Knife, blood, blindfold, choking, fingering,
JJ was sitting in the little cabin of the steering wheel of the boat, groaning that he was bored, leaning his head back against the wall. He takes out one of the fishing blades packed on the boat. He takes the blade out of its canvas sleeve, in a place that you could have sworn was slow motion. You are watching him through the back window of the cabin. Watching him take out the knife, you feel your eyes grow in size. Gulping quietly so you could continue enjoing the show started feeling your core grow hotter. JJ starts tossing the blade up into the air trying to catch it. The danger of him potentially getting hurt grew an excitement deep inside of you. You didnt know what this was. Why the sight of the blade excited you to your core. What would it feel like? Would it be cold? What would it feel like to give JJ all of that control. You knew he would never do a thing to hurt someone else unless provoked. You swallow hard trying to keep your hand out of your shorts. The others close by. Now JJ is starting to twirl the blade between his fingers. His face twisting with concentration, making his dimples come out. You could see one of his brows furrow. With the rings on his fingers, and the knife moving swiftly could have made you cum from the sight. JJ felt someone watching. He looked over his shoulder, still twisting the blade. You both made eye contact. JJ giving you a sexy smirk, his eyes growing a deep blue. You moved away quickly from the window and plastered your back to the wall aside the window. Trying to catch your breath from the sight of the sun kissed blonde with a shiny knife. —————– All of you have now returned from the boating adventure and you excused yourself into the bathroom of John Bs house. You splash cold water onto your face trying to collect yourself. You all were still hanging out but your heat never faded. As you unlock the door, you find JJ standing in the doorway across from the bathroom, his arms crossed. You started getting worked up again just from the sight of his muscles. “Hey, y/n, can I talk with you?” JJ asks. Motioning to his bedroom. “Where are the others? ” you ask JJ, your heart beat raises, feeling like you just ran. “I shooed them off” JJ says giving you a wink as he looks back behind him to make sure you are still following. As soon as both of you enter into his bedroom he closes the gap between you and backs you into the door, closing it behind you with a force that made you stop breathing. This is it, this could be the moment you were waiting for. JJ kisses you with such a force you could not keep the moan down that was escaping your mouth. His hands were on your hips, pulling you closer. Your head was spinning from his touch, you waited all day for this. JJ kisses from your mouth down your jaw, hitting all the right spots. Against your neck he says “Y/N, we need to talk about something.” You take a deep breath trying to focus on what he was saying. You try to untangle both of you, so you weren’t distracted. “Ok” you say sighing that he broke up something you were waiting for. “ I saw you watching me playing with the knife….” He trails off, you nodding you head, hoping that he could put two and two together. He was a smart boy. “…. I think I want to try something with you.” You heart jumps and your eyes fill with the same lust that he looked at you with multiple times before. “Im not sure how or why but watching you play with that knife did something in me that I didn’t know could happen….” You confess, letting all guard down, looking at your hands because you didn’t want to look him in the eye, you would have just died from embarrassment. JJ comes swiftly to your side and gently puts his hands on both sides of your face, bringing you to look at him.“Baby, there is nothing to be ashamed of, I know these thoughts can be scary and intimidating, but as long as we are honest with each other and talk about things before And after, we can do this. Honestly, it what I was thinking about while playing with it.” He kisses your nose, resting his forehead against yours. “I
was curious how you would take it, we already have been dabbling into some kinky things in the bedroom…” he continues talking as he wraps his hands around your waist. Closing your eyes with the feeling of him wrapping you into him, you laid your head against his chest. You were trying to memorize his smell around you. How his arms felt wrapped around you. “You know my rule, you can tell me anything and I wont judge. As long as you are honest and remember the safe word, we are golden. You remember the word right, babygirl?” How could you have forgotten, you sat in bed with him late at night, laughing and forgetting the world around you. You were trying to come up with a word that would completely pull both of you out of anything you were doing. Toilet. Toilet was the word you settled on. You talked about golden showers and both of you agreed that, that wasn’t something you’d be into. JJ spoke up, pulling you out of your memory. “Do you want to try? The gang wont be back for hours. The house is ours. We can be as loud as we want….” He kisses you hard and chokes you a little, the coldness of his rings makes you gasp against his mouth. “we all know you have trouble being quiet, princess” JJ says against your mouth smugly, knowing full well the power he has over you, to make you into a crumbling screaming soaking mess. He picks you up and tosses you onto the bed. He makes contact with your mouth and you moaned at the touch, kissing you so you wouldn’t notice, he blind folds you with the bandana from his back pocket. Kissing down your neck, sucking hickies into your collarbone, he slowly pulls out the knife from his pocket, the one you saw earlier, he lifted from the boat. The first contact was your shoulder, you gasped shockingly from how cold the metal was. Colder than you imagined, ice like.JJ drags the knife softly against your delicate skin, never picking up the blade off of you. He cuts one of your straps from your shirt, which makes you scream quietly from excitement. He continues to drag the blade up against your neck, against the sweet spot near your ear, and down your cheek. Your heart is racing and you are practically panting, drool tipping out of the corner of your mouth. JJ sees you drooling under him, a soaking and panting mess. He becomes hard and grinds his hips into you so you could feel what you do to him. “Open your mouth stick your tongue out.” JJ orders with a deep sexiness to his voice. This tone of his is one you love, one where he is taken over by lust and cant get enough of you. You close your mouth tight, being the brat you are, knowing there would be a fun punishment for this act of disobedience. JJ stopped grinding into you and lifted himself up off of you. He turned your hip to the side, your back still on the bed but your left hip in the air. He dragged his hand across your underwear, making brief contact with where you wanted him the most. All of the sudden you feel a smack and a sting. He spanked you, leaving a red hand print on your bare ass. The noise that escaped your mouth earned a growl from him. Your chest raising and falling rapidly from all of your excitement. “Open your mouth. Stick your tongue out. I will not repeat myself.” JJ says as you feel his hand around your throat. You stick your tongue out, letting all juices free flow. You feel the cold metal pressed flat against your tongue. You couldn’t stop drooling. You only ever could drool that much while you were sucking him off. When you feel the cold leave your mouth you start begging. “JJ please, I need you. Now, please.”“Tell me what you want, brat” He spat back at you, tightening his grip around your neck. Your head falls back and you beg him “Please touch my pussy, I want your fingers, your tongue, the knife, your dick. Please anything. I just need something. Please” The need you had for him almost brought you to tears. JJ drags the knife down your bare stomach, your shirt was long gone. You arch your back and JJ could see all the goosebumps forming. He starts biting your hips, sometimes too hard and there was blood popping out
of some of the teeth marks. He dragged the knife down to your panties and with one quick motion he cut off both sides around your hips. Tugging on the cloth he ripped them from the front so there was friction against your clit. You gasped so loud and was so shocked you gripped the sheets around you. Knowing if you reached for him there could be bad consequences. Biting and sucking at your hips again, he pushes your legs aside and finally gives you what you begged for With out any warning he pushes two fingers into you. Still feeling the blade, over a hip and down one leg tracing your ankle and then coming back up. “Baby, you are a dripping mess. I never knew you could get so wet and wanting. All for me.” JJ practically growled against you “Yes baby you are doing so well. I love seeing you like this.” You bucked your hips against his fingers, still inside of you. This Was all you needed to just about cum. He immediately removed his fingers and you whined so loudly you startled yourself. Edging you once before letting you get any closer. “OPEN"He demanded once again and you obliged you needing him more then a punishment He stuck his fingers in your mouth "Taste yourself, baby girl taste how wet you are for me.” You start sucking on the fingers in your mouth, tongue dancing around them like you were sucking them off. This earned a deep growl from JJ in your ear. A “please” escaped your mouth without even thinking. He starts to drag his fingers, softly barely touching your skin, down to your wet hot core he pushes you back over so you are laying flat on your back, legs wide open his for the taking. He flicks your clit just to tease a little bit more before giving you what you want. You were now open mouth panting and whining, some noises you didn’t even recognize. He put two fingers into you going at a pace you didn’t think was humanly possible, again things were slow motion you didn’t think he could go any slower. “Stay very still, do not move a muscle or I will stop he orders” JJ places the cold blade onto your clit and you move your hands deeper into the blankets bracing yourself so you didn’t move. He curled his fingers to hit your g spot and you almost cried. You needed him more than you ever needed him before. “p…..please JJ… please make me cum….. please baby….. I’ll do anything just make me cum……” you plead knowing you couldn’t stay still for much longer he removes the blade and you start to protest “Please…” as quickly as he removes the blade he replaces it with his mouth sucking and twirling his tongue so skillfully he starts pumping his fingers rough and hard, a pinky grazing your other hole his hand is now dripping from your juices “baby cum for me you are doing so well, you are almost there….” pounding your g spot over and over with his hand you feel the rings slipping close and close to your entrance, his fingers deep inside of you. your back raises from the bed as you feel the knife flat against your belly just enough to feel the coldness you release and scream like you were on a rollercoaster you were on one of your own high JJ had to use his arm to keep your legs open, holding you down still pounding you with his fingers making sure he gets everything out of you as you let go of the sheets coming down from your high he moves to place the knife on the bed and to slip the bandana off of your face kissing you everywhere on your face and finally your lips you lay there limp tears escaping your eyes you breathing so heavy you weren’t sure if you’d ever catch your breath He lays down next to you in awe and kisses you gently against the mouth you laugh against his lips unbelieving that you just came that hard “wow” escapes your lips as you run your hands through his hair his hand laying lazily on your hip “I didn’t know you could scream that loud Y/N” still laying there euphoric blinking to try to make sure this was reality, nodding slowly “you really liked that didn’t you y/n”“yes I had no idea…. i .. it… wow…. more ….” JJ giggled that he had you speechless “ I will be right back baby okay? Just stay here, Im so
proud of you” he put away the knife and brought you some water and covered you up with your favorite blanket you could make sense of words now…. “Wow JJ fuck, that was awesome. I had no idea” He came up behind you cuddling into you under the blanket kissing the side of your face “Im glad you liked it I can say its one of my favorite things now.” “Me too, i thought it would be different” “how so” JJ looks down at you making sure you were okay “that it would be more dangerous i guess” he feels you shrug against his arms around you “as long as you don’t jerk and move too much i have all of the control. I wont ever hurt you baby, I’m so proud of you. you did so well” “ JJ I’m glad we can trust each-other this much. I wouldn’t be able to do any of this if it wasn’t with you.” He kissed you softly against the mouth and your hunger reappeared How could it not with a sun kissed blonde god next to you “Your turn for me to make you cum JJ” You say climbing on top of him feeling his dick hard against your bare clit. Shuddering at the feeling since you were still sensitive, smiling. you both melted into the blanket, not coming up for air until the sun rose again
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spookysquishsworld · 4 years
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First time knife play with JJ Maybank
This morning there was a tiktok video going around where Rudy was playing with a knife. It brought something out of me, and i know everyone wants more JJ smut. So here yall go. I hope you like it. 
ALSO if anyone has tips on how to format more easily, i write on a different app and then paste it into the text box... ?? 
TRIGGER WARNING HARD CORE. KNIFE PLAY. THIS COULD BE TRIGGERING TO SOME. DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED BY BLADES OR KNIVES. WARNING: Knife, blood, blindfold, choking, fingering, 
JJ was sitting in the little cabin of the steering wheel of the boat, groaning that he was bored, leaning his head back against the wall. He takes out one of the fishing blades packed on the boat. He takes the blade out of its canvas sleeve, in a place that you could have sworn was slow motion. You are watching him through the back window of the cabin. Watching him take out the knife, you feel your eyes grow in size. Gulping quietly so you could continue enjoing the show started feeling your core grow hotter. JJ starts tossing the blade up into the air trying to catch it. The danger of him potentially getting hurt grew an excitement deep inside of you. You didnt know what this was. Why the sight of the blade excited you to your core. What would it feel like? Would it be cold? What would it feel like to give JJ all of that control. You knew he would never do a thing to hurt someone else unless provoked. You swallow hard trying to keep your hand out of your shorts. The others close by. Now JJ is starting to twirl the blade between his fingers. His face twisting with concentration, making his dimples come out. You could see one of his brows furrow. With the rings on his fingers, and the knife moving swiftly could have made you cum from the sight. JJ felt someone watching. He looked over his shoulder, still twisting the blade. You both made eye contact. JJ giving you a sexy smirk, his eyes growing a deep blue. You moved away quickly from the window and plastered your back to the wall aside the window. Trying to catch your breath from the sight of the sun kissed blonde with a shiny knife. ----------------- All of you have now returned from the boating adventure and you excused yourself into the bathroom of John Bs house. You splash cold water onto your face trying to collect yourself. You all were still hanging out but your heat never faded. As you unlock the door, you find JJ standing in the doorway across from the bathroom, his arms crossed. You started getting worked up again just from the sight of his muscles. "Hey, y/n, can I talk with you?" JJ asks. Motioning to his bedroom. "Where are the others? " you ask JJ, your heart beat raises, feeling like you just ran. "I shooed them off" JJ says giving you a wink as he looks back behind him to make sure you are still following. As soon as both of you enter into his bedroom he closes the gap between you and backs you into the door, closing it behind you with a force that made you stop breathing. This is it, this could be the moment you were waiting for. JJ kisses you with such a force you could not keep the moan down that was escaping your mouth. His hands were on your hips, pulling you closer. Your head was spinning from his touch, you waited all day for this. JJ kisses from your mouth down your jaw, hitting all the right spots. Against your neck he says "Y/N, we need to talk about something." You take a deep breath trying to focus on what he was saying. You try to untangle both of you, so you weren't distracted. "Ok" you say sighing that he broke up something you were waiting for. " I saw you watching me playing with the knife...." He trails off, you nodding you head, hoping that he could put two and two together. He was a smart boy. ".... I think I want to try something with you." You heart jumps and your eyes fill with the same lust that he looked at you with multiple times before. "Im not sure how or why but watching you play with that knife did something in me that I didn't know could happen...." You confess, letting all guard down, looking at your hands because you didn't want to look him in the eye, you would have just died from embarrassment. JJ comes swiftly to your side and gently puts his hands on both sides of your face, bringing you to look at him."Baby, there is nothing to be ashamed of, I know these thoughts can be scary and intimidating, but as long as we are honest with each other and talk about things before And after, we can do this. Honestly, it what I was thinking about while playing with it." He kisses your nose, resting his forehead against yours. "I was curious how you would take it, we already have been dabbling into some kinky things in the bedroom..." he continues talking as he wraps his hands around your waist. Closing your eyes with the feeling of him wrapping you into him, you laid your head against his chest. You were trying to memorize his smell around you. How his arms felt wrapped around you. "You know my rule, you can tell me anything and I wont judge. As long as you are honest and remember the safe word, we are golden. You remember the word right, babygirl?" How could you have forgotten, you sat in bed with him late at night, laughing and forgetting the world around you. You were trying to come up with a word that would completely pull both of you out of anything you were doing. Toilet. Toilet was the word you settled on. You talked about golden showers and both of you agreed that, that wasn't something you'd be into. JJ spoke up, pulling you out of your memory. "Do you want to try? The gang wont be back for hours. The house is ours. We can be as loud as we want...." He kisses you hard and chokes you a little, the coldness of his rings makes you gasp against his mouth. "we all know you have trouble being quiet, princess" JJ says against your mouth smugly, knowing full well the power he has over you, to make you into a crumbling screaming soaking mess. He picks you up and tosses you onto the bed. He makes contact with your mouth and you moaned at the touch, kissing you so you wouldn't notice, he blind folds you with the bandana from his back pocket. Kissing down your neck, sucking hickies into your collarbone, he slowly pulls out the knife from his pocket, the one you saw earlier, he lifted from the boat. The first contact was your shoulder, you gasped shockingly from how cold the metal was. Colder than you imagined, ice like.JJ drags the knife softly against your delicate skin, never picking up the blade off of you. He cuts one of your straps from your shirt, which makes you scream quietly from excitement. He continues to drag the blade up against your neck, against the sweet spot near your ear, and down your cheek. Your heart is racing and you are practically panting, drool tipping out of the corner of your mouth. JJ sees you drooling under him, a soaking and panting mess. He becomes hard and grinds his hips into you so you could feel what you do to him. "Open your mouth stick your tongue out." JJ orders with a deep sexiness to his voice. This tone of his is one you love, one where he is taken over by lust and cant get enough of you. You close your mouth tight, being the brat you are, knowing there would be a fun punishment for this act of disobedience. JJ stopped grinding into you and lifted himself up off of you. He turned your hip to the side, your back still on the bed but your left hip in the air. He dragged his hand across your underwear, making brief contact with where you wanted him the most. All of the sudden you feel a smack and a sting. He spanked you, leaving a red hand print on your bare ass. The noise that escaped your mouth earned a growl from him. Your chest raising and falling rapidly from all of your excitement. "Open your mouth. Stick your tongue out. I will not repeat myself." JJ says as you feel his hand around your throat. You stick your tongue out, letting all juices free flow. You feel the cold metal pressed flat against your tongue. You couldn't stop drooling. You only ever could drool that much while you were sucking him off. When you feel the cold leave your mouth you start begging. "JJ please, I need you. Now, please.""Tell me what you want, brat" He spat back at you, tightening his grip around your neck. Your head falls back and you beg him "Please touch my pussy, I want your fingers, your tongue, the knife, your dick. Please anything. I just need something. Please" The need you had for him almost brought you to tears. JJ drags the knife down your bare stomach, your shirt was long gone. You arch your back and JJ could see all the goosebumps forming. He starts biting your hips, sometimes too hard and there was blood popping out of some of the teeth marks. He dragged the knife down to your panties and with one quick motion he cut off both sides around your hips. Tugging on the cloth he ripped them from the front so there was friction against your clit. You gasped so loud and was so shocked you gripped the sheets around you. Knowing if you reached for him there could be bad consequences. Biting and sucking at your hips again, he pushes your legs aside and finally gives you what you begged for With out any warning he pushes two fingers into you. Still feeling the blade, over a hip and down one leg tracing your ankle and then coming back up. "Baby, you are a dripping mess. I never knew you could get so wet and wanting. All for me." JJ practically growled against you "Yes baby you are doing so well. I love seeing you like this." You bucked your hips against his fingers, still inside of you. This Was all you needed to just about cum. He immediately removed his fingers and you whined so loudly you startled yourself. Edging you once before letting you get any closer. "OPEN"He demanded once again and you obliged you needing him more then a punishment He stuck his fingers in your mouth "Taste yourself, baby girl taste how wet you are for me." You start sucking on the fingers in your mouth, tongue dancing around them like you were sucking them off. This earned a deep growl from JJ in your ear. A "please" escaped your mouth without even thinking. He starts to drag his fingers, softly barely touching your skin, down to your wet hot core he pushes you back over so you are laying flat on your back, legs wide open his for the taking. He flicks your clit just to tease a little bit more before giving you what you want. You were now open mouth panting and whining, some noises you didn't even recognize. He put two fingers into you going at a pace you didn't think was humanly possible, again things were slow motion you didn't think he could go any slower. "Stay very still, do not move a muscle or I will stop he orders" JJ places the cold blade onto your clit and you move your hands deeper into the blankets bracing yourself so you didn't move. He curled his fingers to hit your g spot and you almost cried. You needed him more than you ever needed him before. "p.....please JJ... please make me cum..... please baby..... I'll do anything just make me cum......" you plead knowing you couldn't stay still for much longer he removes the blade and you start to protest "Please..." as quickly as he removes the blade he replaces it with his mouth sucking and twirling his tongue so skillfully he starts pumping his fingers rough and hard, a pinky grazing your other hole his hand is now dripping from your juices "baby cum for me you are doing so well, you are almost there...." pounding your g spot over and over with his hand you feel the rings slipping close and close to your entrance, his fingers deep inside of you. your back raises from the bed as you feel the knife flat against your belly just enough to feel the coldness you release and scream like you were on a rollercoaster you were on one of your own high JJ had to use his arm to keep your legs open, holding you down still pounding you with his fingers making sure he gets everything out of you as you let go of the sheets coming down from your high he moves to place the knife on the bed and to slip the bandana off of your face kissing you everywhere on your face and finally your lips you lay there limp tears escaping your eyes you breathing so heavy you weren't sure if you'd ever catch your breath He lays down next to you in awe and kisses you gently against the mouth you laugh against his lips unbelieving that you just came that hard "wow" escapes your lips as you run your hands through his hair his hand laying lazily on your hip "I didn't know you could scream that loud Y/N" still laying there euphoric blinking to try to make sure this was reality, nodding slowly "you really liked that didn't you y/n""yes I had no idea.... i .. it... wow.... more ...." JJ giggled that he had you speechless " I will be right back baby okay? Just stay here, Im so proud of you" he put away the knife and brought you some water and covered you up with your favorite blanket you could make sense of words now.... "Wow JJ fuck, that was awesome. I had no idea" He came up behind you cuddling into you under the blanket kissing the side of your face "Im glad you liked it I can say its one of my favorite things now." "Me too, i thought it would be different" "how so" JJ looks down at you making sure you were okay "that it would be more dangerous i guess" he feels you shrug against his arms around you "as long as you don't jerk and move too much i have all of the control. I wont ever hurt you baby, I'm so proud of you. you did so well" " JJ I'm glad we can trust each-other this much. I wouldn't be able to do any of this if it wasn't with you." He kissed you softly against the mouth and your hunger reappeared How could it not with a sun kissed blonde god next to you "Your turn for me to make you cum JJ" You say climbing on top of him feeling his dick hard against your bare clit. Shuddering at the feeling since you were still sensitive, smiling. you both melted into the blanket, not coming up for air until the sun rose again
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dahlialittlejames · 7 years
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Eventually Nick’s supplies run out and he knows he’s going to have to go get more ingredients. His gunk’s suffering now that he’s not eating as much, he knows it is, but it’s when he’s out of pesticide he finally plunges a hand through the glass of his money jar and carefully thumbs out a few twenties. Even balancing them with as much finesse as he can he can taste the exchange of a million hands on the paper.
“I can do this,” he says to himself, dialing down his radio with a prod from a stirring rod on the counter. His hands don’t shake and his breathing doesn’t hitch, but his body’s circulation preps for panic anyway. “I can go to a store. I live in a store!”
He drops the money into a plastic bag. Looks over an old ad for the price of bleach and pesticide and plans. There’s a shop around the corner, not even two blocks away. Does he drive? It’s not worth it if he’s risking more color doses to stay human on the road. No, he’ll just have to walk. He can walk to the store.
“Okay, okay. Easy.” This is easy. He dips a finger in his color mix and lets it ripple over his dwindling surface protection. His skin’s a bit off still, but it’s passable. He goes to the bathroom mirror to be sure.
Not melting. Nick’s not falling apart, and he can do this. “Just fifteen minutes, not even. Five minutes there, five minutes back.”
He opens the door, feels his shape shift a little but not enough to be noticed. He hopes.
There’s no glare of sunshine from having been inside so long. It’s actually still rolling clouds in February, no snow but overcast. He’s still sure to walk an inch above the ground to keep off the wet ground. No one else seems to be out walking, though. That’s good.
He continues up along the sidewalk, hands in his sort-of pockets and shoulders held in tight. Just five minutes there, five minutes back. No one to talk to him and keep him from his mission.
For all his worry, he’s surprised by how comforting the quiet of Perkins in the early hours is. It could be worse. He could be on the streets of Seattle again, surrounded by people who won’t notice a slightly weird man on a walk. Wait. That’s not comforting at all. Anyone who sees him is going to have attention span to notice if something’s off. His body goes white under his false colors at the thought.
His drift picks up speed and he tries to keep his legs moving enough to look like he’s running, but it just ends up looking off-kilter no matter what he does. He just smears past the mural wall on the side of the store, bolting for the door as fast as he can.
The automatic doors slide open and he tries to smile. Wouldn’t it be great if everywhere had automatic doors? He steps in, flinches a little at the greeting from the lady at the counter. Nick waves enough for her to keep her from thinking he’ll try shoplifting. Now comes the tough part.
He looks over the aisles. It’s weird, the glare of the store lighting so much whiter and brighter than he’s used to. Please, please, please have something…
There’s a cleaning aisle. He ducks in, sees it’s empty, sighs with relief. Still, he checks both ends before trying to pick up a bottle. For a second he tastes plastic in his fingers, but he closes his eyes and firms up his grip before picking it up.
And almost drops it once it’s off the shelf. It’s so heavy. How the heck is he going to get it home? He’s terrified for a moment, of losing color right here on the aisle and having to try and run home without being seen. He holds it together and keeps the bottle in his hands. Hefts it so he can keep it balanced on his arms, hugged to his chest. “You can do this,” he mutters.
Now for the pesticides. There’s a not a lot in the way of yard supplies, but even a store this small has a spot for insect killer and a few rakes. Not a lot of selection, and the labels are so tiny they’re tough to read unless he actually picks them up.
He nudges them on the shelf so he can read the labels. Organophosphates are what worked the last time. The closest he gets to it is a little bottle of plant spray. Not like he needs much.
“Need any help, sir?”
He twitches. Drops his bleach on the floor, dented but unbroken. The woman who spoke runs over to pick it up as he fights to keep his colors in place.
“Didn’t mean to scare you,” she says. “Here.”
Nick’s hands go to his chest. He wants to stick them under his armpits, to keep them from touching. The woman wears a vest with the store’s logo. She works here. She’s looking more and more concerned for him.
“I, uh- I’ll- take it,” he says, and holds out his hands for the bottle. She hands it over. It’s deathly slow for a second, before he has his bleach and reaches for the spray. “Thanks.”
“You look familiar,” she notes.
“I- I do?”
“Not customer familiar, like- do you work at the school?”
“Um.”
“I know Maddy was talking about a new teacher a bit ago. Mr. Mortimer’s assistant?”
“Oh! Oh, yeah, that’s… kinda me, I guess?” He doesn’t know why he’s so uncertain about this fact. He’s not so much an assistant as just a guest. Still, weird to think someone’s been paying attention to him outside the school. “How’s Madds doing?”
“She’s good. Kind of nervous about this year but she’s been doing really well in her science class. Tell Alan thanks for me, okay?”
“Ha! Yeah! Um, I’m just… going to get this and then I’ll go tell him.” Weird phrasing, like he’s running right out to find Alan waiting for him in the lot. God, he wishes he would. It’d be awkward and uncomfortable and quiet for a second, but-
Nick shakes his head. Madds’ mom helps him at the counter- “Quiet day so we only needed one checker over here,” she laughed- and at least doesn’t bat an eye about his purchases knowing who he is. She even pokes around to find out what kind of experiment or demo they might use the stuff for, but he just chuckles a little and admits they’re just for his home.
“Sounds like you’ve got a mess to clean up.”
Lady, you have no idea. He just laughs stiffly again and runs out the door with his stuff.
Once he’s out, he stands there by the mural with his bleach and bottle in hand and feels his shape beginning to slip again. His gunk isn’t going to hold up much longer without a good boost, but he can’t go drinking yet. He smiles to himself, though.
“Five minutes there, five minutes back,” he mumbles. Nick just stands against the wall a little longer. The mural’s of an old-timey market, like a country general store all in whites and blacks and blues. All the livestock has a faded look to them like a painted background in an old Disney movie. The ones where you know what a character’s going to grab because it looks like it’s done in pencil- and, boy, do these human caricatures look like they were done up as sketches.
It’s such a funny thing to hone in on, but he’s glad he’s a little less uncanny valley than these bozos even on his worst days. All Nick or no Nick, none of the inbetween stuff on this wall.
The idea reassures him as he continues along the wall toward the end of the block. Maybe soon he can get better, be Nick Cervos all the time instead of a sad puddle in an old convenience store. He can hug and shake hands and kiss and go for walks outside without glancing at the sky like it’s going to attack him at any second.
The first plip fizzles on his head and he fights to stay whole. More drops plinking to the pavement like change spilling from his pockets. Nick freezes, watching the dots appear on the ground and feeling all the stings like tiny bug bites all over him. Rain. If he were human he’d just have drippy hair in his eyes and wet lenses and maybe need to stand in front of a heater for a little bit.
Now rain means something else. His float springs to full speed, the goo in his body white hot and devouring up his color mix quicker and quicker. The taste of it’s overwhelmed by all the stings, all the water that used to be tasteless now just a shower of sparks on his head and shoulders and the front of his legs.
C’mon, c’mon, Nick. “I can do this. I can do this.” He clutches his boon in his arms.
The store’s three houses away, two, one more and an alley he gets into way too late. His colors are totally gone, but he’s hidden from view even if he’s not out of the rain. The spray bottle and the bleach, they’re in protected plastic. He can’t be out here another second.
Setting them down, he fumbles at the knob. He’d left his door open, right? What does he have worth stealing if someone even tried? Habit. Stupid force of habit and he’s kicking himself for it now.
And then he’s kicking the door, gets through it up to his ankle before he remembers to slime the rest of the way inside.
He lands with a splat on the other side, in the dark of the hall and lying on his back.
Nick’s panting. He’s not sure how but his body’s at least giving him the release of breathing whether he needs to or not. The panting spins to relieved, utterly disbelieving laughter. His goo’s screaming from the nicks and dents from the rain but he- he’s actually made it.
“That wasn’t so bad,” he murmurs. His face drips a little like he could be crying again, but that might just be his face after the rain. He did it. He’d turned a fifteen minute event into an ordeal that felt like hours but he did it.
After a moment he wedges the door open and snatches his prizes. His hand plunges through the plastic jug and absorbs the liquid inside, a tingle traveling up his arm into the rest of his goo.
All that work for a gallon of bleach that’s empty in minutes, and the bottle of pesticide he cradles between both hands like a firefly he’s afraid will fly off if he can’t cup it in time. He’s going to have to go back for more in less than a few days.
Nick corrodes the rest of the jug with his hands, crams it into a ball. Just throws it at his belly and lets it sink through. “That wasn’t so bad,” he repeats. The cheer’s weak even to his own ears. He lies again and again and slumps against the door.
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spookysquish13 · 3 years
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JJ ALPHABET
**NOTE: I got locked out of my old account (spookysquishsworld) and am reposting all of my old writings**
***I found this on @thejjarchives and wanted to try my hand at this after so long. I used to be so good at writing but stopped for school.
* A is for After Care -  JJ is the little spoon resting his head on your chest. Playing with his rings on your tummy. He makes sure to wash you off in the shower. Kissing softly the love bites he’s made. He wraps you both up in your big comforter and you both talk until one of you falls asleep. It’s always you who falls asleep first, he loves to watch you sleep. Protecting you from all of the bad things in the world.
* B is for BABY - When JJ lets his lust take over, he can be rough and hard. But once everything is all over and done with he turns into baby and you cuddle him and make sure he feels loved. You make sure he knows hes loved because he never knew what it felt like for someone to love him until you.
* C is for Choking - One night after a few too many drinks you let JJ know that you loved when he choked you. Now its all he thinks about. JJ loves to see his rings send cold shivers up your spine, spreading goosebumps to all of the right places.
* D is for Doggystyle / Dirty talk - JJ’s absolute favorite position when he lets his lust take over. JJ will always choose doggy over any, he loves to see your ass. JJ will always have one hand on your hip and the other on your back, seeing how his rings look near your back dimples or how they look wrapped in your hair. JJ loves to whisper sweet nothings into your ear. He loves dirty talk and will whisper things into your ear deep and low when around the others. So that when you guys are alone you attack immediately. Especially during sex, asking who you belong to, if you are a dirty slut. And when you are close he will demand you to cum. Cum for him while he is finger fucking you doggy style choking you while you rub your own clit in front of a mirror.
* E is for Eyes - JJ loves eye contact, and you can always tell what he is thinking by the shade of blue his eyes are. He loves to fuck in front of a mirror and make eye contact through the mirror. Eye contact is the number one thing to turn him on immidately. Turn his primal self on, making JJ kiss you hard and slam you into any door or wall that you can first get some privacy with. Scooping your knee up around his waist so he can grind into you harder.
* F is for Fucking - JJ will spend his lazy days teasing you, coming up with new ways to make you want him. JJ lets his lusty side out more often then not, ending up with hard fucking that leaves you both breathless and unable to move on John B’s extra bed.
* G is for Grinding- JJ’s favorite form of foreplay. He knows all the right buttons to push while grinding into you, making you grind into him. He loves to watch how eager it makes you. Him grinding into you makes you wild for him, making you beg for him to touch you.
* H is for Holding - While JJ has an animalistic side to him, at the end of it all, craves to just be held. After you both get cleaned up and ready for bed, you wrap him in your arms and tell him how much you love him. How much he means to you. You say it every night to make sure he remembers. You hold him until both of you fall asleep, hold him while you toss and turn finding comfort in burying your face into his back while he sleeps, holding each other as the sunlight peaks in early in the morning.
* I is for Innuendo- While both of you are around the others, JJ loves to see what innuendo he can make. Seeing you blush and get nervous is his favorite part in turning you on. It was esspecially fun when the others didnt know about you.
* J is for Juices -JJ loves to see, taste, smell your juices. He loves to see how worked up for him you get, watching your juices flow down his fingers around his rings.
* K is for Kinks - JJ has some kinks he likes, he was afraid at first that it would be too much for you. But as long as its JJ doing those things, he can do whatever he wants with you. JJ is for sure kinky but on the softer side of kink. Some ass slapping, for sure ice cubes, sensory play, choking of course, maybe some rope but just for the aesthetics, he never will use them to tie you down.
* L is for Locations - JJ loves to take you to new locations to fuck. The unknown of whos around and the new location adds a new thrill to sex.
* M is for Masturbation - JJ loves to think about you while you are off working or with the others. He can simply not get enough of you.
* N is for Nipples - JJ loves anything to do with your nipples. Loves to see them through a shirt, soaked poking through your bathing suit top, touching them, playing with them.
* O is for Orgasm - JJ has probably the sexiest O face youve ever seen. His hands gripping the sheets, his hand veins popping out, his moans are the best sound you have ever heard.
* P is for Pace - JJ has different moods, lustful and animalistic, slow and loving, angry and rough. You never know with him due to his impulsive and chaotic character, which makes it all the more fun.
* Q is for Quickies- Sometimes JJ needs to just bang one out so he can concentrate on literally anything else besides you. On the boat, in the van, in Kie’s restaurant. It clears his head so he doesn’t go to chaotic. Keeps him in line.
* R is for Romance - JJ, while at times can be a total dude thinking of only sex, he can also be very romantic. He wants to spoil you in any way he can. If that means taking extra shifts mowing lawns, he will do it so he can take you to a place you like or surprise you with flowers he bought you this time.
* S is for Safe - JJ is always safe. He always makes sure you take your birth control pill on time, he always makes sure you know your safe word, if he is using rope he always has safety scissors from one of the boats handy. He couldn’t think to hurt you, and will take any safety measure he needs.
* T is for Toys - JJ likes toys sometimes, just to mix things up. Usually he likes to do all the work himself, make you feel special and appreciated.
* U is for Under the influence - JJ loves drunk/high sex, usually at parties you both are drinking or smoking, sometimes you can hardly make it back to John B’s house to use a bed.
* V is for Vagina-JJ loves to see you in your entirety. He will eat you out no matter what, he loves to worship your vagina.
* W is for Water - JJ’s favorite place to have sex is in water. The ocean, in a pool, the shower, the bath. He is a true beach babe.
* Y is for YOU-JJ is always concerned about you. If you are having a good time, if you are okay. You are his world, and he wont ever let anything bad come to you and he for certain wont be the source of any hurt, unless you ask him nicely to hurt you.
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spookysquish13 · 3 years
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Cereal and kisses
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TRIGGER WARNING: EATING DISORDERS
Author note: I was having trouble eating today and I imagined this while eating my favorite cereal. It’s my go to meal when I’m having a hard day.
*PS: I got locked out of my old account (spookysquishsworld) and am reposting all of my old writings**
JJ keeps track of your eating. Knowing you have trouble, you told him about it when you first started going out. Today he was noticing you not eating for a while and gets concerned that you need to eat a little something.
While you are in another room watching TV on the couch under blankets wearing your safety comfy clothes, he goes into the kitchen to make your favorite cereal. This you Always have on hand for situations like these.
After years of working with JJ on your eating it’s becoming easier. You always have something on tv to distract you and you always keep JJ on your side to help comfort you.
He brings you a bowl and himself a bowl.
“Baby. Would you please eat with me? It would make me extremely happy to share a snack with you.” JJ says offering you a soft smile.
You take the bowl from him and cuddle into his side. You can smell him, it surrounds you. The smell of him and your favorite snack makes you happy and grateful.
You start eating and before you know it you two are laughing over the tv eating all of your cereal.
JJ takes the bowl from you and places it onto the table in front of you guys.
JJ sits back taking you into his arms kissing all over your face.
“I’m so proud of you babygirl I love you so much.” Kisses all over your cheeks
“You did so well and you made me so happy. Thank you for doing that for me. I love you so much” kisses all over your forehead and chin and nose
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spookysquish13 · 3 years
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Just a daydream
*NOTE: I got locked out of my old account (spookysquishsworld) and am reposting all of my old writings**
So I’m sitting here listening to all of these songs I want to write pop punk JJ with.
And I picture this
You Pope and JJ are waiting for Kie to get to John Bs house. Its sunset, and a little windy. Your hair is half dry half wet from the swim the three of you just had.
Pope and you get along well because you saw him wear an OBEY shirt and you talked to him about music. The front bottoms, mom jeans, Hobo Johnson.
You put on music just to groove too but pope sits on the floor while you are on one end of the couch, JJ ends up sitting right across from you.
You are on the porch of John Bs house smelling the salty air it getting cooler but not too cold.
You and Pope start grooving and you end up putting on Edward 40hands by mom Jean’s on and the singer starts saying he wanted you under his finger nails.
You feel your face blush at the thought of JJ being under yours.
You play more Mom Jean’s, hobo Johnson, the front bottoms, Modern baseball.
You try to just sing to pope so JJ wouldnt get the hint.
But he saw it and felt sad you werent singing to him. He made a joke, common you gotta sing to me too Y/N.
So whenever any songs mention anything that you wanted to say to JJ but couldn’t…. youd look him in the eyes and sing every word of that part to him.
Then when it was over youd look down so you hoped hed get the picture. Pope did. And he knew. He knew you loved JJ.
After John B came back with Kie you all went to the boat to see the stars.
JJ grabbed your hand and tugged you so youd fall behind the group.
JJ takes your face into his hands and you knew hed gotten the picture.
JJ kisses you so gently, afraid to break you.
JJ, pulls away slightly and whispered, I had no idea.
You nod to confirm, I love you JJ…. I’d do anything for you. Be anything for you. resting your forehead against him.
You could feel the smile growing and could feel his heart racing.
I love you too Y/N, I didnt want to ruin anything between us, I love you so much.
You took JJ into your arms and he hugged you back so tight. Tighter then you could have ever dreamed. I love you he whispers again.
You both turn toward the boat, your arm wrapped around his waist and his arm around your shoulder.
The pogue group cheering you on. Just witnessing everything that happened.
This is family.
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spookysquish13 · 3 years
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THE START
The Start Author Note: Hi guys! Im Morph. I wanted to try my hand in some writing. I didn't know where to start with JJ and saw someone wanted Pop Punk JJ. Pop Punk used to be my life and felt that this was actually meant to be. -- This seems shorter then what I wanted, but I didnt know where to stop or start or any of it.
*ps. i got locked out of my old account and am reposting my works.*
The start "I swear to fucking god Chris, I'll turn this fucking car aroundShut the fuck up" beach boy mccafferty WARNINGS: Drug use, moving, mosh pit, circle pit, blood
After years of hard work things changed drastically in the last few months. You were moving to the outer banks. You found an apartment and an old good friend from way back when, who's lived there for some time is going to help you get your bearings.
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You spent all day with your friend, Charlie, helping you unpack and decorating a bit. You moved into a decent 2 bedroom apartment. It has a nice sized living room, your tv stand is a long 9 shelf cubed bookshelf, which allowed room for your movie collection with room to grow. There is a little patio in the back with a grill, and a cute little kitchen with a pantry out-cove.
There is enough room for some people to comfortably stay over while having space to move around. Nothing spectacular but good enough to call a new home.
In the bedroom you have the regular pinterest decor, headboard and footboard with lights wrapped around the spindles. In the second room you have a futon and a little record player corner, with some old records you found at thrift stores on the wall. In the living room you put out a polaroid camera so when people come in you can take their pictures. A way to remember some memories. You took a picture with Charlie when she received a text. While you are hanging the picture on the wall where the camera is located, Charlie screams and runs into your room looking through your closet.
"WE are going to a show tonight!" Charlie says trying to pick out outfits for herself and for you. She tells you to go shower after moving in this heat you need to be fresh for the concert.
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You settle on a state champs t-shirt that you bleach tye dyed yourself tucked into ripped jean shorts with black matte doc martens. Doing your hair in space buns because they are freaking cute, and minimal makeup. Winged eyeliner, mascara and some liquid lipstick.
Charlie comes out of the bathroom running around gathering her stuff as she tells you that our ride is here. In the old van you see many heads already in the back. Charlie climbs into the passenger side and the side door slides open for you to get in. Charlie introduces you to the driver, Kie and points behind her saying that the two boy's names were Pope and JJ. Pope was studying from some book and JJ was finishing rolling a joint.
Pope looks up from his book and offers you his hand. "pleased to meet you" "Same here" You shake the boys hand and chuckle at him trying to read in the dark.
You offer your hand to JJ but shuffles around trying to do a two handed task with only one hand. You apologize and he ends up giving you the typical dude-bro sup nod, which you return. JJ tries to offer the blunt to the entire car, pope refusing, saying something keeping a channel clear? Clean? Kie said no because she's driving, Charlie says no thank you but you say yes and you could see the surprise on JJ's face.
When you get there you have to buy tickets at the front booth. Kie bought the boys their tickets and you bought Charlie's for all of her help.
You didn't plan on sticking together, so you push through the crowd and you go up to the point of were the mosh pit would eventually start. To your surprise everyone followed you through. Once the main band came on the pit opened and you felt the freedom you were desperate to feel after this move. It was good to be in the pit, no one knew names and no one really paid attention to faces. You could be anyone you wanted to be during this time. How you looked while dancing didn't matter, there was some guys on the floor scooting around pretending to be in a row boat. You felt safe even though there was nothing but chaos. People were always polite and looked out for girls in the pit. During one of the heavier songs there was a circle pit opening and you started to run. You lost footing, clumsy as always, but there were veiny tan arms around your waste as soon as you started falling.
"I got you" JJ tries to not yell too loud in your ear. Where his hands were, your skin immediately turned into fire. It felt like his hands were burning into your skin. You have never felt such electricity from another being ever before. You were speechless, as you two just met. You could just nod in response.
After the song ended, you went to get a water, not being in a concert for a while took more out of you than you expected. You saw JJ coming up next to you, and you shout make it two. You pay for the waters and he walks to go outside, making sure you are following him.
"Hey, Y/N, right?" JJ asks after drinking almost half of the water bottle at once. "Thank you very much for the water"
"It was the least I could do, you saved me from being boot mush." You chuckled at yourself, couldn't you at-least try to sound cooler.
"I heard you just moved here, Charlie is a good friend of Kie, Charlie is a good friend of yours, by proximity you are close with Kie. I protect my friends." there was a darkness in JJ's eyes, a different shade than before. The color did something to your heart but shook the feeling off. You just met this boy, take it easy. In this light you could see his lip had a scab on it, which was now bleeding.
"Hey, did that happen in there?" You point to your lip as he goes to swipe his own.
"Fuck, no, it just opened back up. Im tougher then that a circle pit isn't going to make me bleed" JJ chuckles and rolls his eyes, flexing his muscles through a grey long sleeve t-shirt. Which is he now using the hem as a napkin to brush some blood away.
"Lets head back" JJ nods to the entrance doors, holding one for you.
You knew you would follow this man named JJ anywhere and you just met him. You wanted to know where JJ got that busted lip from. You wanted to know more about this group. The way JJ talked about his group, it felt like it could be the family you have always wanted.
What else could come with this move? This might have been the best choice you have ever made in your entire life.
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spookysquishsworld · 4 years
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Cereal and kisses
Ed reader
TRIGGER WARNING: EATING DISORDERS 
Author note: I was having trouble eating today and I imagined this while eating my favorite cereal. It's my go to meal when I'm having a hard day. 
JJ keeps track of your eating. Knowing you have trouble, you told him about it when you first started going out. Today he was noticing you not eating for a while and gets concerned that you need to eat a little something. 
While you are in another room watching TV on the couch under blankets wearing your safety comfy clothes, he goes into the kitchen to make your favorite cereal. This you Always have on hand for situations like these. 
After years of working with JJ on your eating it's becoming easier. You always have something on tv to distract you and you always keep JJ on your side to help comfort you. 
He brings you a bowl and himself a bowl. 
"Baby. Would you please eat with me? It would make me extremely happy to share a snack with you." JJ says offering you a soft smile.
You take the bowl from him and cuddle into his side. You can smell him, it surrounds you. The smell of him and your favorite snack makes you happy and grateful. 
You start eating and before you know it you two are laughing over the tv eating all of your cereal.
JJ takes the bowl from you and places it onto the table in front of you guys.
JJ sits back taking you into his arms kissing all over your face. 
"I'm so proud of you babygirl I love you so much." Kisses all over your cheeks
"You did so well and you made me so happy. Thank you for doing that for me. I love you so much" kisses all over your forehead and chin and nose 
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JJ ALPHABET
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* I found this on @thejjarchives and wanted to try my hand at this after so long. I used to be so good at writing but stopped for school.
* A is for After Care -  JJ is the little spoon resting his head on your chest. Playing with his rings on your tummy. He makes sure to wash you off in the shower. Kissing softly the love bites he's made. He wraps you both up in your big comforter and you both talk until one of you falls asleep. It's always you who falls asleep first, he loves to watch you sleep. Protecting you from all of the bad things in the world.
* B is for BABY - When JJ lets his lust take over, he can be rough and hard. But once everything is all over and done with he turns into baby and you cuddle him and make sure he feels loved. You make sure he knows hes loved because he never knew what it felt like for someone to love him until you.
* C is for Choking - One night after a few too many drinks you let JJ know that you loved when he choked you. Now its all he thinks about. JJ loves to see his rings send cold shivers up your spine, spreading goosebumps to all of the right places.
* D is for Doggystyle / Dirty talk - JJ’s absolute favorite position when he lets his lust take over. JJ will always choose doggy over any, he loves to see your ass. JJ will always have one hand on your hip and the other on your back, seeing how his rings look near your back dimples or how they look wrapped in your hair. JJ loves to whisper sweet nothings into your ear. He loves dirty talk and will whisper things into your ear deep and low when around the others. So that when you guys are alone you attack immediately. Especially during sex, asking who you belong to, if you are a dirty slut. And when you are close he will demand you to cum. Cum for him while he is finger fucking you doggy style choking you while you rub your own clit in front of a mirror.
* E is for Eyes - JJ loves eye contact, and you can always tell what he is thinking by the shade of blue his eyes are. He loves to fuck in front of a mirror and make eye contact through the mirror. Eye contact is the number one thing to turn him on immidately. Turn his primal self on, making JJ kiss you hard and slam you into any door or wall that you can first get some privacy with. Scooping your knee up around his waist so he can grind into you harder.
* F is for Fucking - JJ will spend his lazy days teasing you, coming up with new ways to make you want him. JJ lets his lusty side out more often then not, ending up with hard fucking that leaves you both breathless and unable to move on John B's extra bed.
* G is for Grinding- JJ's favorite form of foreplay. He knows all the right buttons to push while grinding into you, making you grind into him. He loves to watch how eager it makes you. Him grinding into you makes you wild for him, making you beg for him to touch you.
* H is for Holding - While JJ has an animalistic side to him, at the end of it all, craves to just be held. After you both get cleaned up and ready for bed, you wrap him in your arms and tell him how much you love him. How much he means to you. You say it every night to make sure he remembers. You hold him until both of you fall asleep, hold him while you toss and turn finding comfort in burying your face into his back while he sleeps, holding each other as the sunlight peaks in early in the morning.
* I is for Innuendo- While both of you are around the others, JJ loves to see what innuendo he can make. Seeing you blush and get nervous is his favorite part in turning you on. It was esspecially fun when the others didnt know about you.
* J is for Juices -JJ loves to see, taste, smell your juices. He loves to see how worked up for him you get, watching your juices flow down his fingers around his rings.
* K is for Kinks - JJ has some kinks he likes, he was afraid at first that it would be too much for you. But as long as its JJ doing those things, he can do whatever he wants with you. JJ is for sure kinky but on the softer side of kink. Some ass slapping, for sure ice cubes, sensory play, choking of course, maybe some rope but just for the aesthetics, he never will use them to tie you down.
* L is for Locations - JJ loves to take you to new locations to fuck. The unknown of whos around and the new location adds a new thrill to sex.
* M is for Masturbation - JJ loves to think about you while you are off working or with the others. He can simply not get enough of you.
* N is for Nipples - JJ loves anything to do with your nipples. Loves to see them through a shirt, soaked poking through your bathing suit top, touching them, playing with them.
* O is for Orgasm - JJ has probably the sexiest O face youve ever seen. His hands gripping the sheets, his hand veins popping out, his moans are the best sound you have ever heard.
* P is for Pace - JJ has different moods, lustful and animalistic, slow and loving, angry and rough. You never know with him due to his impulsive and chaotic character, which makes it all the more fun.
* Q is for Quickies- Sometimes JJ needs to just bang one out so he can concentrate on literally anything else besides you. On the boat, in the van, in Kie's restaurant. It clears his head so he doesn't go to chaotic. Keeps him in line.
* R is for Romance - JJ, while at times can be a total dude thinking of only sex, he can also be very romantic. He wants to spoil you in any way he can. If that means taking extra shifts mowing lawns, he will do it so he can take you to a place you like or surprise you with flowers he bought you this time.
* S is for Safe - JJ is always safe. He always makes sure you take your birth control pill on time, he always makes sure you know your safe word, if he is using rope he always has safety scissors from one of the boats handy. He couldn't think to hurt you, and will take any safety measure he needs.
* T is for Toys - JJ likes toys sometimes, just to mix things up. Usually he likes to do all the work himself, make you feel special and appreciated.
* U is for Under the influence - JJ loves drunk/high sex, usually at parties you both are drinking or smoking, sometimes you can hardly make it back to John B's house to use a bed.
* V is for Vagina-JJ loves to see you in your entirety. He will eat you out no matter what, he loves to worship your vagina.
* W is for Water - JJ's favorite place to have sex is in water. The ocean, in a pool, the shower, the bath. He is a true beach babe.
* Y is for YOU-JJ is always concerned about you. If you are having a good time, if you are okay. You are his world, and he wont ever let anything bad come to you and he for certain wont be the source of any hurt, unless you ask him nicely to hurt you. 
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spookysquishsworld · 4 years
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Hi uh
That video of Rudy tossing that blade.... I'm writing a smut.....
Keep posting hot videos or gifs of JJ/Rudy and you'll keep getting smuts.
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spookysquishsworld · 4 years
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So episode 6 JJ has a bandanna in his back pocket.
Can he tie my hands up with it? Gag me with it? Blind fold me with it?
Screw stealing John Bs unless JJ stole one of John Bs and wore it.
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spookysquishsworld · 4 years
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JJ MY BABY
I feel like whenever he was truly upset this is where he would end up hiding.
Most of them wouldnt know it.
But you knew to look up.
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spookysquishsworld · 4 years
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I very much want to write a smut
After the scene where JJ says if I'm the one mediating we've hit rock bottom.
He drops off Pope and kie and you and JJ are the ones left on the boat.
Shit gets NASTY cuz hes angry and fucking is a way to work out his anger healthily, to not make a fight with the Kooks.
Oh man....
But I'm going to try to finish the one smut I'm working on from yesterday
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spookysquishsworld · 3 years
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I'm fucking terribly sad today so I'm just going to imagine JJ being real and in my life so if you need me I'll be buried deep into fics
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spookysquishsworld · 4 years
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The Start
Author Note: Hi guys! Im Morph. I wanted to try my hand in some writing. I didn't know where to start with JJ and saw someone wanted Pop Punk JJ. Pop Punk used to be my life and felt that this was actually meant to be. -- This seems shorter then what I wanted, but I didnt know where to stop or start or any of it. 
The start 
"I swear to fucking god Chris, I'll turn this fucking car aroundShut the fuck up" beach boy mccafferty 
WARNINGS: Drug use, moving, mosh pit, circle pit, blood 
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After years of hard work things changed drastically in the last few months. You were moving to the outer banks. You found an apartment and an old good friend from way back when, who's lived there for some time is going to help you get your bearings.
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You spent all day with your friend, Charlie, helping you unpack and decorating a bit. You moved into a decent 2 bedroom apartment. It has a nice sized living room, your tv stand is a long 9 shelf cubed bookshelf, which allowed room for your movie collection with room to grow. There is a little patio in the back with a grill, and a cute little kitchen with a pantry out-cove. 
There is enough room for some people to comfortably stay over while having space to move around. Nothing spectacular but good enough to call a new home.
In the bedroom you have the regular pinterest decor, headboard and footboard with lights wrapped around the spindles. In the second room you have a futon and a little record player corner, with some old records you found at thrift stores on the wall. In the living room you put out a polaroid camera so when people come in you can take their pictures. A way to remember some memories. You took a picture with Charlie when she received a text. While you are hanging the picture on the wall where the camera is located, Charlie screams and runs into your room looking through your closet. 
"WE are going to a show tonight!" Charlie says trying to pick out outfits for herself and for you. She tells you to go shower after moving in this heat you need to be fresh for the concert.
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You settle on a state champs t-shirt that you bleach tye dyed yourself tucked into ripped jean shorts with black matte doc martens. Doing your hair in space buns because they are freaking cute, and minimal makeup. Winged eyeliner, mascara and some liquid lipstick. 
Charlie comes out of the bathroom running around gathering her stuff as she tells you that our ride is here. In the old van you see many heads already in the back. Charlie climbs into the passenger side and the side door slides open for you to get in. Charlie introduces you to the driver, Kie and points behind her saying that the two boy's names were Pope and JJ. Pope was studying from some book and JJ was finishing rolling a joint.
Pope looks up from his book and offers you his hand. "pleased to meet you" "Same here" You shake the boys hand and chuckle at him trying to read in the dark.
 You offer your hand to JJ but shuffles around trying to do a two handed task with only one hand. You apologize and he ends up giving you the typical dude-bro sup nod, which you return. JJ tries to offer the blunt to the entire car, pope refusing, saying something keeping a channel clear? Clean? Kie said no because she's driving, Charlie says no thank you but you say yes and you could see the surprise on JJ's face. 
When you get there you have to buy tickets at the front booth. Kie bought the boys their tickets and you bought Charlie's for all of her help.
You didn't plan on sticking together, so you push through the crowd and you go up to the point of were the mosh pit would eventually start. To your surprise everyone followed you through. Once the main band came on the pit opened and you felt the freedom you were desperate to feel after this move. It was good to be in the pit, no one knew names and no one really paid attention to faces. You could be anyone you wanted to be during this time. How you looked while dancing didn't matter, there was some guys on the floor scooting around pretending to be in a row boat. You felt safe even though there was nothing but chaos. People were always polite and looked out for girls in the pit. During one of the heavier songs there was a circle pit opening and you started to run. You lost footing, clumsy as always, but there were veiny tan arms around your waste as soon as you started falling.
"I got you" JJ tries to not yell too loud in your ear. Where his hands were, your skin immediately turned into fire. It felt like his hands were burning into your skin. You have never felt such electricity from another being ever before. You were speechless, as you two just met. You could just nod in response.
 After the song ended, you went to get a water, not being in a concert for a while took more out of you than you expected. You saw JJ coming up next to you, and you shout make it two. You pay for the waters and he walks to go outside, making sure you are following him.
"Hey, Y/N, right?" JJ asks after drinking almost half of the water bottle at once. "Thank you very much for the water"
"It was the least I could do, you saved me from being boot mush." You chuckled at yourself, couldn't you at-least try to sound cooler. 
"I heard you just moved here, Charlie is a good friend of Kie, Charlie is a good friend of yours, by proximity you are close with Kie. I protect my friends." there was a darkness in JJ's eyes, a different shade than before. The color did something to your heart but shook the feeling off. You just met this boy, take it easy. In this light you could see his lip had a scab on it, which was now bleeding. 
"Hey, did that happen in there?" You point to your lip as he goes to swipe his own. 
"Fuck, no, it just opened back up. Im tougher then that a circle pit isn't going to make me bleed" JJ chuckles and rolls his eyes, flexing his muscles through a grey long sleeve t-shirt. Which is he now using the hem as a napkin to brush some blood away.
"Lets head back" JJ nods to the entrance doors, holding one for you. 
You knew you would follow this man named JJ anywhere and you just met him. You wanted to know where JJ got that busted lip from. You wanted to know more about this group. The way JJ talked about his group, it felt like it could be the family you have always wanted. 
What else could come with this move? This might have been the best choice you have ever made in your entire life.
Tags: @spicedhunnie
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spookysquishsworld · 4 years
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So for the JJ gun kink
Do yall want it to be rapeplay and consensual non consent - totally fair kinks
Or do you want it softer like babe I want you to fuck this gun?
I dont know what is too much
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