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quarks-pussy · 7 months
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Mirror Kira is something that can actually be so personal
#in a number of ways tbh like defo in a gay way and in terms of clone fucker rights and in terms of evil girlbossing etc etc but most of all#most of the mirror characters (to me) feel like au versions of the prime characters and obviously they ARE but they're still very much atta#attached to the prime characters y'know what i mean? like maybe not everyone but most mirror characters do feel like they basically are wha#the prime characters could've been if their lives had been different and like it's not completely out of the question for mirror kira but s#she still feels so... herself. like she's not defined by prime kira on any level. most mirror characters feel very defined by their prime c#counterparts and mirror kira... she's different. she is literally herself and no similarities will change that. she does not exist as an ex#extension of prime kira she is her own separate character. mirror kira could literally exist in the prime universe without even having to b#connected to prime kira by anything other than name and face. file off her serial numbers and you're golden & have a new and extremely comp#compelling villain. she is separate she's herself and nobody else. all the other mirror characters feel like twisted versions of the prime#characters who took a different path at some point. if there's any way to apply this to mirror kira that point would be her birth. like she#genuinely feels like they took a look at the circumstances on bajor in the mirror verse and thought about how a bajoran might grow up there#and THEN they made that bajoran kira. like i'm not saying she's nothing like prime kira but she just feels so much more developed tbh as if#they genuinely wrote out her whole life rather than just its present state y'know. it's great! i adore her#anyway#mirror kira nerys#mirrorverse#star trek deep space nine#ds9#yes most of the meat of this post is in the tags lmao idek why#original posts fresh from quark's pussy
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strawberryybird · 2 years
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happy 1 year to my government!au fic lol . can’t believe ive been Thinking Incessantly about this thing for a whole year .
i am saying this out loud where people can see it bc a) aint nobody else going to be proud of me about it so im proud of me about it. b) 2nd worst year of my life so far & i’m still kicking & swearing so it feels a little bit good to see the milestone happen.
anyway it’s been disgustingly difficult to work in character descriptions in a way that doesn’t sound like enoby dark’ness dementia raven way so to celebrate 1 whole year of fic writing here’s the background info on my ocs:
90% of this will never, ever be mentioned in the fic. like it’s all superfluous info to everyone who isn’t me. but here we go lol
amos amsbury: middle tier pegasus knight, black, fire emblem lordship blue hair in very close curls kept short. no jewellery to comply with the pegasus corps guidelines, but wears little pearl earrings on his off-days. knits all his own jumpers. allergic to shellfish. looks complacent only in relief of bunny & clara, but equally as ridiculous. he has 4 siblings - 3 older sisters & a younger brother. very close to his grandparents growing up, totally his grandma’s favourite child as he likes the same music as his late grandfather & she taught him how to knit/fibercraft. his family live 1hr30 ~ from the capital, but due to working ridiculous hours, he doesn’t see them very often. wanted to work with (winged)horses from childhood. has made knitted blankets for sister 2′s children but is making a quilt for sister 1′s new kid.
benjamin ‘bunny’ bunbury: the Prime Minister’s office assistant, tanned & covered in freckles, rib-length rose-colour curly hair he keeps in a half-ponytail or a bun with quills stuck in it. punctuated by gold jewellery (he’s fond of brooches and asymetrical earrings). dresses like a victorian dandy with a rolodex of embroidered waistcoats. ridiculous sweet tooth. disgustingly upbeat & very much a morning person, to the chagrin of the other 2. his mother was one of dorothea’s close  friends from the mittlefrank who died in the war. one of the conductors and his wife stepped in to raise him & dorothea felt an obligation to act as his godmother. she used to take him for ice cream at the port in enbarr. can’t actually cook food worthy of the name. went in for the heron cup at GM but came 2nd place.
clara chasuble: office assistant to minister von vestra, paler than parchment, deep purple hair - shoulder length, a bit limp, full fringe. wears glasses (shocking eyesight) with thin metal frames - squished rectangle shape. fastidiously wears matching silver stud earrings. wears office formal like its a school uniform - tie, trousers, blazer. lactose intollerant. makes homemade fudge with almond milk once a year (or bunny would not leave her flat ever). the one most likely to consider the consquences of actions, but not in a way that prevents her from being as equally ridiculous as the other two. she has 2 mums & 3 younger siblings under 10 y/o that she’s not particularly close with bc her mums won’t talk about the war inside the house. her family live south of enbarr proper, close to the port. earned an academic merit scholarship that would pay half her accomodation bill at GM, which is why she could reasonably affort to go. deputy head student of the beagle house in her cohort.
if the hair colours didn’t tip u off, they’re all bisexual (icons). and they’re hurtling towards a politically allegorical polyam triad. first and foremost they are shakespearian gravediggers before they are characters. to be in love with each other is the point of them. to be burdened with inglorious metaphors is the other point of them all. they’re supposed to reflect the relationships/foreign policies between each nation in fodlan: clara is supposed to mirror faerghus, bunny for leicester, amos for adrestia. the second point of them is to make ferdinand and hubert look ridiculous for hiring younger versions of themselves/their best friends, depending which way you want to look at it. i have a ridiculous amount of backstory for what are, ostensibly, political allegories. i think its all very funny. i am putting my intentions here just for posterity because it’s been a year & i’ve literally been planning endgame oc triad from ch4 and good god. i had to say it out loud.
where bunny & clara are effectively the derrivative of ferdinand-dorothea and hubert-edelgard, amos is the same blend of character traits from sumia and chrom fire emblem awaking. i deal *only* in references and intertextuality hahaha
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emkay512 · 3 years
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Once Upon A Time
Chapter 1
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Summary: This starts at the beginning of TRR book 2 with the Fydelia ball but with a different series of events. This AU is based off the show Once Upon a Time with Riley and Liam mirroring Snow and Charming. Characters belong to Pixelberry.
A/N: This is my FIRST EVER post and it’s literal trash 😅 I’ve never written before I found you all, and I’ve never had so much fun reading all the stories I found. If you read this please know I’m a complete rookie and I have no idea what I’m doing haha. I welcome and encourage any thoughts and feedback!
A/N 2: my biggest thank you’s to @queenrileyrose and @bbrandy2002 for pre-reading and giving me endless boosts of confidence!!! This first ever, cherry popping post, is in honor of you ❤️
Warnings: This will contain NSFW adult language and content. By reading, you acknowledge you are 18 and over.
I’m tagging those I’ve connected with and thought would be interested. Please let me know if you do or don’t want to be tagged!
@burnsoslow @ao719 @kat-tia801 @callmeellabella @charlotteg234 @neotericthemis
The welcome ball had been exhausting. Riley finally saw them, all of them, the good and the bad. Mostly bad with Liam being the exception.. except the fact that with him came his stupid fiancée. She was forced to deal with the Penelope’s and Kiara’s of the court, and got none of the Olivia’s and Drake’s of the world, with Olivia blackmailed and Drake most likely avoiding the court. Majority of the conversations she had to deal with throughout the night consisted of her rebutting all the allegations against her, most people believing that she had jilted their king. At least she had Maxwell and Bertrand, her home away from home. With the maybe two seconds she had Liam to herself and the amount of work and effort she had to put into her first public appearance, she was completely drained and changed from a gown and into more comfortable leggings and tank after she got back to her room of the Fydelia estate. Just as she was decompressing from the stress of her night, there was a knock on the door. She opened the door to see a particular grin on the face of one Maxwell Beaumont carrying a vase of two dozen roses.
“Greetings, little blossom! One of the staff members stopped me on the way of delivering these, asking what room you were in and I insisted on catching you myself.” Maxwell invited himself into her room after handing her the arrangement. Riley pressed the roses to her nose, inhaling the beautiful scent, and she noticed a note wrapped around one of the stems. She unwrapped the note and turned to Maxwell, who had already cozied himself up on her bed, clearly excited to hear what was on the note. “I noticed the paper in the arrangement too, it’s clearly from Liam isn’t it? You did so great tonight and he had the biggest puppy dog eyes on you, I knew his Prince Charming ass would pull off something like this.. well, go on! Read it!”
Riley quickly unwrapped and read Liam’s note, she had no idea the girlish grin she had plastered on and Maxwell was beaming. He had hated these past few weeks so much, he had been watching one of his closest friends, his makeshift sister, live in desperate torment, questioning her worth after hearing nothing from those she cared most about. She put the roses down and placed the note down next to them and looked up at Maxwell, “He wants me to meet him on his balcony in 20 minutes..”
“That is charmingly romantic, but did he slip in his royal socks and tumble down Madeleine’s overly buffed stairs?? He’s clear across the estate, it’s way too dangerous for you to get out of here alone.”
Riley sighed and collapsed onto the bed with Maxwell, “I don’t know Max, his note is sweet and remorseful, but.. maybe this isn’t about getting back together.. maybe I should just focus on helping house Beaumont and getting home..”
Maxwell stretched across to Riley and smacked her across her head, “Come on, Riles! You have been unable to go a single day without asking about him.. at least twice a day! You NEED to go meet him, otherwise I think both of your little fairy tale hearts will die.”
Riley smirked and rolled her eyes, “You’re so dramatic! And please tell me what fairy tale involved a half nude photo scandal and public humiliation leading to a bullshit engagement between a king and the only ice queen that would rival both Olivia and Elsa while singing let it go? Plus, didn’t you just mention that it’d be too dangerous for me to get to him?”
“Hellooooooo?? Ok first of all, literally all fairy tales are structured that way, couple meets and falls in love, and a public enemy curses them with a dramatic, heartbreaking lie, and then they defile all enemies and live happily ever after.. you’re just living the 21st century version of that! Nudes are basically the most vanilla scandal these days anyway. And secondly, have you JUST met mr covert ops extraordinaire, Maxwell Beaumont!? I said it’d be too dangerous for you to go out alone. Let’s just simply walk out together, and if we get any questions, we can just say we’re meeting my brother for.. you know.. this and that diplomacy reason.. whatever, I’ll wing it. Plus, look at you, you’re already dressed for stealth. I just need to get you outside, and then you can scamper over to Liam’s side of the building. Whaddya say, blossom?”
Riley was exhilarated. Maxwell always knew how to say the right things. She locked eyes with him, pointed straight to his chest and said, “You son of a bitch, I’m in.” They shared a mischievous smile and giggled their way out of her room, totally giddy without even shutting the door all the way. They were completely unaware of the royal guard that had been manning her room and slipped inside.
Thanks to Maxwell, Riley had successfully snuck out of the estate and crept to below the balcony of Liam’s room. She had to think fast as to how the hell she’d get up there, and then she spotted the flower vine growing on a trellis against the building, and she let out a small victorious, “Yes!”
But as soon as she took a step in that direction, a hand grabbed her shoulder and jerked her around so she was facing one of the royal guards. “I don’t think so, lady Riley,” he put a heavy sarcastic emphasis on the term lady, as he was clearly disgusted by her newfound tarnished reputation. “You’re coming with us.”
“Us?” And then from behind her, another guard bagged her head and she felt the grip of two men on each of her arms as they forced her to their destination, practically dragging her as they went. Riley’s heart was thundering in her chest. Where were they taking her? Back to the airport? A jail cell? A dungeon? A firing squad? She wasn’t at all expecting what she got. She was sat on a decently comfortable chair. The guards removed the bag and revealed to see she was in a study. A large one. And there before her on the opposite end of a mighty desk, was the king father, Constantine.
Constantine nodded a dismal to both the guards, and they took their leave. “Well, well. If it isn’t the disgraced American.” Riley was utterly confused and could feel the former kings command in the mood of the room. He did not like her, and she could feel his dislike radiating off of him. “You just couldn’t leave well enough alone, could you, you foolish girl?”
“Wh-what are you talking about?”
“You had your exit, your out. You were scandled. Ostracized! I even had you as far as at the airport gates. But no, you came back. You came back and left me back at square one on how to get rid of you!”
Realization dawned to her, “It was YOU!” Riley leapt to her feet. She felt no fear, only anger coursing through her. “YOU staged those photos, YOU unleashed Tariq on me.. and you timed the release of those photos, at the most prime time allowing maximum humiliation and zero time in between Liam’s announcement. You’re despicable, I bet you’re even disappointed that Tariq’s attack on me didn’t end.. didn’t end up the way he planned.” She had deliberately slowed her speech as each new revelation came to play in her head, she had lowered her voice with disdain and disgust.
Constantine let out a scoff-laugh at what he considered to be a poor attempt of exerting dominance. “You’re right, and quite honestly I don’t care what that pompous buffoon would have done to you, but I must say, those pictures certainly did deliver.” Constantine was teasing and patronizing her, “And now you’re here, still trying to get to my son.”
Riley crossed her arms and rolled her eyes at him, “I don’t know what you’re tal-“
“Enough. I know everything.” He waved in front of her the very note that Liam had written inviting her to his balcony that he got from one of the guards. “You poisoned his heart, and now his marriage. And with that, the entire kingdom is poisoned, all because your feelings.” He spit the last word out as if he found it vile.
“I wish feelings could be helped, but they can’t.”
“Of course they can. Love is a disease, and like all diseases, it can be vanquished in one of two ways. A cure, or death.” Constantine stood and leaned both of his palms flat on the surface of the desk. “Do you know where your beloved is right now? He’s right down that hallway, he should be packing for his new life, prepared to take on his engagement tour to unify two Cordonian houses and assume the responsibilities and sacrifices it takes to be king. But no.. He’s pining for you. Awaiting your arrival.”
“And I suppose you intend to keep him that way? Waiting for me, only to be rejected, never knowing I came for him?” Riley’s voice was desperate, but still cunning in reality. She needed him to know her questionnaire was not doubtful, but challenging. That she hated his deliberate intentions.
“No. In fact, you’re gonna walk down that hallway. You’re gonna sneak in and tell him you got his note,” Constantine slid the note across the table, no longer wanting it in his possession, and Riley picked it up. “You’re gonna tell him why you answered his call.. Because you don’t love him. It’ll break his heart.. And that will cure him.”
Wide eyed, Riley could only assume the consequence if she didn’t do as he said, “Or you’ll kill me.” She stated with no question in her mind.
“Oh no. I’ll kill him. Killing you would only make him love you more. And the marriage and kingdom would ultimately crumble.”
“And what about your precious Madeleine? I know how this works this is all about mergers and business transactions. How else would you get Godfrey and his house to join with yours?”
“Please, if Liam were to die at an assassin’s hand, he would die a martyr. Godfrey would forgive, even laud, the death. And the merger would be complete.”
“You would do that to your own son?”
“I’m doing it FOR my son.” Love was once Constantine's weakness and it led to Eleanor’s death. It scarred him and he became brainwashed. Convinced love was the enemy. And now, the product of his foolish love, was Liam, who he groomed to be the perfect king. Constantine applauded himself all these years. It was clear as day that even Leo knew the job belonged to Liam, so Constantine did everything to assuage any of Liam’s hesitation into taking on his duty. He always planned on Liam being the logical one, ready to take on the duty and a loveless union. Then that damn New York trip happened. And that damn Riley came in the picture. Immediately Constantine couldn’t tell if he actually hated Riley, or if he hated the idea that Riley was basically the new version of Eleanor that he’d never have.
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cnrothtrek · 4 years
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2019 fanfiction retrospective, part 2
For a list of my fave fics this year, see the previous post. Thanks to @mia-cooper for these questions!
Best fic I published all year:
I’m gonna go with two fics because one is the sequel of the other, and they are “When we all fall asleep, where do we go?” and “The world we made.”
Why? I’d had the idea for a femme fatale, space pirate mirror!Janeway in my head for a while, and @angrywarrior69’s @voyagermirrormarch event was the push I needed to finally make it happen. With some inspiration from Billie Eilish, I was able to really nail down KJ’s character and the theme that would come out of the story. I had no idea it would become what it did, but I’m really pleased with how it turned out. I was able to apply a lot of I’ve been learning about story structure. It made the plot and the pacing so much better than other fics I’d written before, and helped me realize how much my skills have improved since I started writing fanfic back in 2016.
I also think these stories added something fresh to the fandom. Mirror universe stories for Voyager are out there, and there are some deliciously evil ones. But for this I wanted to write sympathetic, morally gray, dystopian versions of the prime characters we know. Despite being mirrors, they are just as human as their utopian counterparts—just as capable of love and just as vulnerable to heartbreak—only they have been shaped by a much less kind universe. And given the wonderful response I got from readers, it seems I was able to pull it off.
Favorite opening line:
Nothing fired Kathryn up like getting a little blood on her hands. (from “When we all fall asleep, where do we go?”)
Why? First sentences aren’t something I worry about perfecting, so I don’t have many great ones that can stand apart from the first couple paragraphs of a story. This one, however, just sort of came out. It felt like a good way to immediately pull readers into the mirror universe and make mirror!Janeway distinct from prime!Janeway.
Favorite closing line:
“And if she does give you any problems—“ He smiles. “She’ll have to come through me.” (from “Air”)
Why? I love it when fics flesh out characters who don’t get explored a lot in canon. @jhelenoftrek and @klugtiger did such a good job of that for Joe Carey in their B’Elanna/Joe AU. Those stories made me really like Joe a lot, and so it just felt very right to include him in this fic to support Marla. He really shines throughout the story, and this final line just tops off all that we’ve seen from him—his compassion for Marla when everyone else probably hates her, using things he learned as a parent of a son with panic disorder, and just being an overall gem of a person. But here we see that not only is he willing to defend a pariah, he is one of a few people who can stand up to B’Elanna without breaking a sweat. And I love that.
Favorite overall line (bonus question):
Kathryn scowled at her console, the faint, distorted reflection of her face like a wraith mirroring her expression. (from “When we all fall asleep, where do we go?”)
Why? This is the point in the story where mirror!KJ’s arc really takes off. One of her monikers was “the intendant’s monster,” which is a thematic thread woven throughout this story and the sequel. Is she merely perceived as a monster, or is she truly one? What is it that makes someone a monster? At this low point, she sees a macabre version of herself reflected back at her—a wraith, a ghost-like creature that appears just before death. It’s a telling image.
Fic that was best received & my favorite comment on it:
There are a lot of ways to define which fic was best received. “A Very Bad Doctor, Indeed” (Garashir) has the most kudos. “Game On” (K/7) has the most comments relative to length of the fic. “Aye, Captain” got several non-J/7 shippers to enjoy a J/7 fic. (All of these are Bad Ensign Stories and wouldn’t exist without @curator-on-ao3’s brilliance.)
But I want to give the nod to “When we all fall asleep.” I’m not sure I could pick one favorite comment, but the most meaningful comments were some variation of “I don’t normally like mirror fics, but yours are great.” Honestly, I’m not sure I could get a higher compliment than that.
Fic you wish had gotten more love:
“I’ve got a bullet for a tooth.” This is a short fic between the first and second main parts of the MU series, and it focuses on Ezri. I’m sad that people didn’t seem interested in this one, cuz I actually really like it. Mirror!Ezri is fucking awesome, and her dynamics with Harry and KJ are fun.
Fandoms I wrote for:
Voyager primarily, with some DS9 (one exclusively DS9 and a few crossovers in the mirror universe series)
Favorite pairings to write for:
Obviously, my main ship has always been J/C. But lately I’ve been straying some from them, though I haven’t settled on any one pairing to write copious amounts on. I just write what I feel like writing—whatever I feel the need to explore. I like changing it up, playing with different characters and ideas in ways I haven’t seen others do.
What you’re writing now/next:
Right now, I’m trying to pull the rest of my counselor AU (“Far From Their Bones”) out of my brain and onto the page. I’m slowly making progress—one chapter is completely done, three chapters are partially done, and my outline is getting more fine-tuned all the time.
Next on my list is a fic that explores Tom Paris’ backstory through a lense of bipolar disorder which, after being diagnosed myself a year ago, I have learned a great deal about. And of course there’s always more on my running list of ideas, including that K7 “Someone to Watch Over Me” AU that I keep saying I’m going to write but never do lol. So we’ll see what happens.
Writing goals for 2020:
FINISH FAR FROM THEIR BONES. I’ve never wanted anything more lol.
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My Thoughts When Heroes Become Anti-Heroes
first we knows how The Ending of The End Part 1 to 2 went down...
even if both episodes were still awesome, one part of it wasn't so great... and that is the whole turning Cozy, Tirek and Chrysalis to stone... and yet Discord was the one who started it in the first place.... Celestia, Luna and Discord really couldn't of just I don't know, maybe had the three go to the Human World
that Sunset lives, since Sunset appeared in The Last Problem, it means that she is canon. didn't they learn the last few times that stone spell was used, that it doesn't truly solve anything.
what it might do, is cause Cozy, Chrysalis and Tirek to form Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. or PTSD for short, but it shouldn't be mistaken for the other types of PTSD that doesn't have "Stress" in their names.
I believe that Fiona Fox had PTSD, and even if he might not show it, I believe that Scourge The Hedgehog could of had Post Traumatic Stress Disorder as well. plus it is possible that the relationship of Scourge and Fiona, wasn't pure "in love" feelings.
but at the same time, they could of still cared for each other, but what they thought was romantic feelings, was more likely knowing how it feels to be hurt by those who called themselves "good guys".... Fiona was hurting, and it only got worse when the other freedom fighters didn't understand that and had distrust for her.
I believe that she had enough and turned back to her old ways, because she wasn't welcome by the freedom fighters. yes I believe now, that Fiona and Scourge's relationship, to be a toxic relationship.
I also want to say that I don't blame Lauren for that Ending of The End Part 1 to 2.
I know they didn't have anything to do with that, but I guess I shouldn't blame those who had Discord, Celestia and Luna pull a Anti-Hero move....
and I know some fans think it was 100% okay that it happen that way.
but I and a few other fans will have to disagree on that.
plus if Chrysalis already had PTSD, then being placed in stone, might make it much worse than it is now.
I can't agree with Anti-Hero moves that some characters make. like when Star Butterfly decides to destroy the magic, the last episodes were still awesome, even to the end where dimensions become one and the same.
but placing the blame on the magic, that HER FAMILY misused, is NOT okay. that is just as bad as the Player/Frisk making Chara the scapegoat, which gave birth to the AU versions of Chara where they truly do use Frisk,
but in the canon it isn't Chara who starts the whole Geno Routes.
Star could of came up with a spell to kill Mina and The rest of the Solarian Warriors that Moon help make.
but even that would be going too far, but making the Magic the scapegoat, when it was her family that kept misusing it, was not okay.
I don't think I will ever understand why they had to have characters from both SVTFOE and MLPFIM pull Anti-Hero moves.
we know that there will be Anti-Heroes and Anti-Villains. take Optimus Prime from TFA, even if Starscream did place a small device on Megatron to go Boom. it wasn't him that caused Megatron to be thrown out the ship, that was Optimus. so even if Starscream did cause Megatron to become injured, it was Optimus who caused Megatron to be fully destroyed, and his head ending up in Sumdac's Lab.
Optimus even tried to place the blame on Starscream when he was Lockdown's captive.
plus it isn't like the Autobots are all innocent, because of how the Decepticons became "The Decepticons" in the first place. even if in most of the Transformers Timelines, the history of how the Decepticons formed because of mistreatment, might not be in all the timelines, but it could of still be placed in some timelines.
and yet most Autobots think they are the innocent, but really they aren't, well the Autobots that just became Autobots that had nothing to do with what happen during when the two factions first formed, it is the new generation of both Autobots and Decepticons that are 100% innocent from what the first Autobots and Decepticons have started.
Homeworld Gems and Autobots are kind of the same, same goes for Decepticons and Crystal Gems being the same. but there is still differences too, the Crystal Gems wanted to protect the life growing on Earth. and Autobots well, if the Autobots truly did force the Decepticons from Cybertron in Transformers Animated... then they are no better than how the Homeworld Gems use to be, but at least they reformed. yes the Crystal Gems was able to force The Homeworld Gems off of Earth, but a lot of gems on both sides ended up hurt. Lapis wasn't even a Crystal Gem during that time, and she ended up hurt by both sides. it is possible she had formed PTSD when she was mirror.
Steven's Mom, was both a Good & Bad person....she caused problems that Steven felt he needed to fix.
and at some point Steven ended up in a dark place, I'm not sure if he ended up with PTSD, but we do know that because of what he went through and his Mother's actions, it caused him to view her different, and even started to see his Dad being just like her.
even if Greg was both Good & Bad like Rose, his view of his parents couldn't been right. there are two sides to every story, and Greg might of not seen the full picture on why his parents treated him the way they did.
Steven wasn't really a Anti-Hero, but more like a Hero who was becoming emotionally hurt. just when he was becoming better, his Dad made him go right back to feeling really bad.
and with the money that Greg got from his old partner Marty, he could of taken Steven to the hospital or even send him to school.
well send him to school or get someone to come to Steven's home to teach him, because not everyone is able to handle school.
I mean if both teachers and other students give off too much energies, it could cause seizures to those who are sensitive to energies, from both people and some supernaturals.
such energies causing a person to form seizures can be misdiagnosed, which of course will have doctors who don't know anything about those kind of seizures,
to get ya medicine that you freaking didn't need in the first place, all ya did need is to get as far away from the town and people that were giving off such dangerous energies,
and maybe get some gems to protect you from energies even in the new less negative place you end up living at next.
we can see Energies as Magical Energies, and they can be dangerous to those
who are very sensitive to them if they are not of their own Magic Energy.
I asked my pendulum if unicorns are real, and it gave me a "Yes"
I even asked if I was a Unicorn with Wings in one of my past lives, and it gave me a Yes....
so since Unicorns with Wings are called Alicorns in this day and age,
it means I was technically a Alicorn in one of my past lives, I mean if it isn't one of my pendulum's pranks. but being reborn as a animal and not just a human, might be good....but I think I rather just be reborn as a human. my pendulum even gave me a Yes, when I asked if I was a Dire Wolf in one of my past lives. and it seems in both my lives of being a Dire Wolf and Unicorn With Wings (also known as a Alicorn today.) I was always Female, well biologically female.
I kind of hope that my being a Dire Wolf and Alicorn in one of my past lives, isn't one of my pendulum's pranks.
I hope that no one takes this the wrong way, but I don't EVER want to be reborn as a Male Human....
or Male anything, I guess it be find if I was reborn as a Female who happen to be Intersex.
but I really don't want to be reborn as a Male, I have my reasons....
I mean even if there can be Male Humans I can trust, most of my past life problems have been caused by Men...
and it is good thing I can't remember it, but I think it can be possible for someone to remember a little...
I know that most of my past life problems were caused by Females too...
my pendulum gave me a Yes,
when I asked if I was aborted in one of my past lives.
(but it could be pulling a prank about that, or it could be true.)
but I just don’t think I would be comfortable being reborn as a Male....
also I asked my pendulum, and the little girl who is known as Rosalia Lombardo is in fact haunting her body,
but her soul is not in the body itself, the soul and the body of Rosalia Lombardo that is being persevered, are bonded....so if the reborn soul of Rosalia is alive today, they would be unknowingly haunting their past life body.
so if it is true, then any time someone sees a persevered body open their eyes, it is because of them being bonded to their soul that has a new body and went through rebirth.
I asked my pendulum if I am Rosalia Lombardo's reincarnation, and it gave a Yes. but it could be one of it's pranks, but still I guess it could possibly be true... the yellow bow on top of Rosalia's head is really cute, but if it is true that we are one and the same soul.
that would mean that Rosalia was a Earth Angel.
I even asked my pendulum if the Rosalia body only opens their eyes when I sleep, and it gave a Yes.
but it could be joking about that, I mean it isn't like that is true...at least I think it isn't.
so if a persevered body who's soul has left that body, open their eyes. it could be because of the bond of the soul and it's original body. if I had to, I would pray that I stop haunting that body I use to be the home of my soul....
I can take a guess what would happen if I do so, I don't know if my pendulum is being truthful or not,
but I asked it if I do just that, will it caused my past life body to turn to dust, and it gave a Yes.
I'm not really sure if it is true, but I think it might be for the best to at least try, even if people might be upset. but if it is true that body was me in a past life, then I have a right to stop myself from haunting it.
it is time for that part of myself be given true peace, I'm not even sure it will even happen, but if it does, then I guess my pendulum wasn't pulling a prank on me about Rosalia Lombardo aka "The Sleeping Beauty" being my past life self...I mean if it is true, but there is a chance that it is one of it's pranks.
anyway after I post this up, I will get to work on praying that I stop haunting my past life body of Rosalia Lombardo.
I mean if it is true, but it could turn out my pendulum is just on one of it's prank kicks....
anyway back to the whole Anti-Hero talk, I still can't agree with the whole Anti-Hero move that happen in MLPFIM or SVTFOE,
even if the last episodes of those two shows were still awesome and good, but I can't agree with Magic taking the fall for those who had misused it,
or Discord getting away with what he did, and Cozy, Chrysalis and Tirek ending up as the scapegoats.
also it is possible that the power of the element of harmony, do not have the power to turn living beings to stone.
this spell could only be done by those who know a stone spell, and the elements of harmony can only heal and bring those who have been turned to stone back to flesh.
when Cozy, Chrysalis and Tirek are turned to stone, they are turned that way by Discord, Luna and Celestia. not the elements of harmony or those who truly represent them, and from what we can understand, there is more than one Tree of Harmony.
it can very well be possible that there is a Tree of Harmony in the human world that Sunset now calls home.
what if Moondancer was suppose to be one who was suppose to become the Princess of Friendship, not Twilight?
what if Sunset was suppose to be part of the elements of harmony in her original world, but then when she started to form friendships in the human world, she started to become one of the elements of harmony in that world instead. what if Bubbly Hooves (also known by Derpy Hooves, but I like calling her by one of her other names which is "Bubbly" now, because it seems better.) is Loyalty, Vinyl Scratch is Generosity and Octavia Melody is Inspiration, well I think it could be possible....
but what if Moondancer, Sunset Shimmer, Vinyl Scratch, Octavia Melody, Doctor Chrono Whooves, Amethyst Star, Lyra Heartstrings and Sweetie "Bonbon" Drops were suppose to find the elements of harmony instead of Twilight and her friends?
but that would possibly be in a Alternate Timeline, but I can't help but think that Sci-Twi might really be the counterpart of Moondancer.
don't misunderstand, and just think I believe that because of them both wearing glasses, I wear glasses too you know.
but I think it is possible that the Twilight we have known from Season 1, might really be different.... Twilight could of been given memories of Moondancer, who was truly the one that hatched Spike's egg.
the Twilight we know as Sci-Twi, might be Moondancer's twin sister and Twilight Velvet and Night Light, could be Moondancer's real parents who's memories were altered. Twilight Sparkle could really be a Magical Pony Homunculus that was created. the real Twilight Sparkle who would then be Sci-Twi, ended up taken from her real family and given to homunculus clones of just her father, mother and older brother, then taken to the human world to live there. while Moondancer was given to a pony who was the niece of her mother Twilight Velvet.
it's fine that no one agrees about that theory, but what if it were true.... that the Princess Twilight we known for so long, turned out to be a clone/homunculus that replaced Sci-Twi? maybe that would be better in a Fanon Alternate Timeline.
there is no way that would be canon, I mean fanon yes, but it wouldn't be canon...
no one has to agree with me or others who believe that Cozy, Tirek and Chrysalis were wronged, and the whole turning them to stone was a Anti-Hero move...if the elements did in fact heal them, and doesn't have the power to turn them or any living being to stone, this power might very well be magic that can only be done by those who know the spell for it.
so yeah I now believe that the elements of harmony can not truly turn someone to stone, but are able to heal and bring back those who were turned to stone.
it be kind of interesting if my pendulum was being truthful about one of my past lives being a winged unicorn, which is known now as a Alicorn. like I said many times before, it tend to pull pranks when it isn't being truthful.
so if nothing happens to the Rosalia Lombardo-Body, after I pray to Divine Father & Mother for me to stop haunting it and for my original body be given true peace, then I think I will go watch season 2 of Transformers Animated.
I had been watching some cartoons on my Xbox, well DVDs on my Xbox.
like Sonic Underground, it be nice if Sonia and Manic became canon in the Sega games of Sonic The Hedgehog.
once again my pendulum giving me a Yes, about me being Rosalia Lombardo’s reincarnation, could very well be one of it’s pranks.
but I don’t think I should ignore it if it turns out it isn’t pranking me.
and if it turns out every time I go to sleep, the eyes of Rosalia start to open.
my pendulum gave a Yes, when I asked if Rosalia’s father having persevered the body was a sin, and it went clockwise fast for Yes.
I asked my pendulum, and it seems that preserving a Earth Angel’s original body, is a sin...so Rosalia’s father who had someone persevere the body,
committed a sin, so if my pendulum isn’t pulling a prank on me and it giving a “Yes” or “No” is true.
then it means that the eyes that open on persevere bodies,
are being haunted by their reincarnations, and when their reincarnations sleep, the eyes do open....
I mean it is still possible that my pendulum is pulling a prank about that.
but that would be interesting for some kind of story.
but I’m still gonna pray that I no longer haunt my supposedly original body,
but if nothing happens, like the persevere body doesn’t turn to dust by some miracle after I do pray for myself to no longer haunt or be bonded to that original body I had in a past life, then I will know that my pendulum was just pulling a prank on me.
again even though I really love MLPFIM and SVTFOE,
but I just can’t agree with the Anti-Hero actions that happen in the final seasons.
I do hope to get a real complete series DVD of Star Vs The Forces of Evil.
it isn’t fair that it is only on Prime Videos, where you can either only buy a episode or season, and it sure isn’t gonna be send to you by mail.
which really sucks, because I would like to get a DVD box of SVTFOE.
and hopefully they don’t make it too expensive.
not everyone can go past $100...
I’m thinking of changing my tumblr name, but I still want to make sure others still know it’s me, so I could save the original name by writing it down on my tumblr page.
I guess I can think about it a bit more.
I think after I do pray the prayer that I need to do.
I will check out some stuff on here after doing that, and then I will go and watch Season 2 of Transformers Animated.
and maybe watch a Movie with family too.
once again it be nice if it turned out my pendulum wasn’t pulling a prank
about one of my past lives being a Winged Unicorn, plus it be even more awesome if the whole me being a Dire Wolf in one of my past lives would be really REALLY awesome.
but I still think I would like to be reborn as human, even if some humans are not all that great....I have a better chance living a bit longer as a human than as a animal....because you know, how most humans treat animals...
but if my pendulum is being truthful, Earth Angels don’t reborn as Animals anymore....
I asked my pendulum and it gave a No.
but it’s fine that no one thinks this is true or agrees about it.
I mean some people still believe that Lucifer and Satan are one and the same,
but there not.
but even if it were true that Lucifer is the true father of Cain,
he still ain’t the boss of me, and I’m still technically rebelling against him.
because of me having started to once in a while,
pray that the Anti-Christ never fulfills the prophecy, and their power keeps sealed and they just live a normal life and find happiness.
 I can only hope that my pendulum is joking about the whole Lord of Terror.
I asked my pendulum if the Lord of Terror is biologically female,
and it gave a Yes.
well the Lord of Terror from Sgt Frog is female.
I asked the pendulum if the Anti-Christ is biologically male, and it gave a Yes.
seriously it is fine that no one believes about it.
my pendulum gives me Yes or No replies by how it moves.
so blame it on my pendulum, not me.
according to my pendulum, the reason why the Lord of Terror prophecy wasn’t fulfilled, was because she was not in the place where it would be fulfilled.
which might be a good thing, that is if it were true...
but I’m still gonna hope that the info I asked about the lord of terror, isn’t 100% true and my pendulum is just pulling a prank.
I’m also gonna pray for the Vaccines to help everyone,
anyway it’s fine that those who are either Religious or Atheist,
don’t agree about my believing most of the things that my pendulum gives a Yes or No to, plus even though I had discovered I was never truly a Christian in the first place, I can still believe in God.
but I also believe in The Divine Mother Goddess too.
according to my pendulum, I'm a Priestess of The Ma-Acolyte Religion.
it gave me a Yes when I asked that.
but I don’t think there will be many Ma-Acolytes, and I’m fine with that.
I’m not gonna try to convert others...
like I said before, converting should be of someone’s free will.
and I think those who are Christian, Jewish and other religion,
who aren’t part of the toxic side, will agree that it is wrong to force convert others.
also even if some might not agree about my feelings about it,
I don’t think it’s right to shun those who choose to leave Amish Community for good or the Amish’s religion.
I don’t think it is wrong for someone who is formerly part of the community, to want to visit their family who are still part of the community.
but that whole shunning them for wanting to no longer be part of it, doesn’t seem right.
according to my pendulum, it is wrong.
it gave a Yes about it being wrong, but even if I do reveal the answer it gives me, it isn’t like others will even agree about it.
those who are Amish, do not have to agree with others...
or what the other answers that my pendulum gave me the answers about those who live in a Amish Community, which I wish not to say at this time.
and I can only hope my pendulum is just pulling a mean prank.
but it could be possible that my pendulum might not be pulling a prank,
when it gave a Yes about the shunning being a sin.
it is possibly true, but we can only hope my pendulum is just pulling a prank.
anyway I’m not sure if anyone will even read this, I know I got off topic when talking about how I don’t agree with the Anti-Hero actions that happen in the last seasons of SVTFOE and MLPFIM.
once again I don’t blame the creator of MLPFIM for what happen in the two part episodes of the last season of MLPFIM.
turning anyone to stone or even placing them into a Crystal Prison,
just because they seem evil, doesn’t seem right.
some times villains become villains because of wrong actions of the hero.
I still believe that it is possible that Cozy, Tirek and Chrysalis
could form Post Traumatic Stress Disorder,
and if Tirek and Chrysalis already had it, it could become far worse once they get let out of their stone prison.
if those three were truly evil, then they wouldn’t of showed signs of them starting to feel the magic of friendship when they were working together.
but because of their bad experience to the magic of friendship,
they shake it off and reject it, but even if they do this, it doesn’t mean they did not still form the magic of friendship between the three of them.
someone who was truly evil, would of not acted the way they did when they started to feel good about working together and being together.
I don’t believe Discord should of got away with what he did.
and I don’t agree about the ponies locking up the original monster fauna away in the same place they put Tirek...
even if no one agrees about the theory, and that is okay with me.
but I still believe that it is possible the Old Equestria,
could of been that broken land of snow that is right next to Storm King’s Castle.
and the land that New Equestria is,
was the home of Tirek, the Monster-Fauna and the Crystal Empire being the original home of the Changelings, who use to look like the forms they have now to the end of the show.
but after their home was taken by Earth Ponies turned into Crystal Ponies,
and being far away from the Crystal Heart that feeds them and they in turn give back to the Crystal Heart, the Changelings starve and their bodies turn into their starve forms that we first see in their first appearance in the show.
the Pony Tribes that use to live in Old Equestria, did have a Tree of Harmony,
but because of the tribes fighting with each other and bringing too much disharmony, I believe that their Tree of Harmony could of created those Windigos to punish the ponies.
so when the Ponies of the different tribes moved away from their destroyed home of Old Equestria, the Windigos followed them.
still acting on their purpose given to them by the Tree of Harmony that created them....well that is my theory...it be interesting if that turned out to be true.           
like the only way the ponies could break the curse, is if they return to their ancestors original home land of old equestria and they ask that Tree of Harmony for forgiveness.
but what if that Tree had transformed into a Tree of Disharmony,
and it had created not only the Elements of Disharmony, but also Discord?
okay that idea about a formerly tree of harmony turned disharmony,
having created Discord, could be more like Fanon
and might not be canon at all.
but if it were true, that would mean the Ponies from the Old Equestria
were partly responsible for Discord’s birth into existence.                         
anyway I better not make this any more longer than it already is.
even if you all don’t have to agree about my feelings about how those two shows ended, or how my pendulum gives me a Yes or No to the questions I asked it.
but I hope you all can respect my different view.
I can only hope that some stuff I asked my pendulum is just pranks.
like the Year truly being 3021.
or the whole Aliens from the Game Mass Effect being real, and the game is based off of the real races that are in a real life citadel.
it can’t keep up that prank up forever...
or the prank it pulls about two of the races that appear from that game,
being part of my heritage.
if it were true, then they would of made contact by now.
my pendulum is still giving me a Yes about the Krogan Race living on the Planet Mars in real life.
it can’t keep up the prank about me having Salarian and Quarian heritage forever....it has to give a No at some point.
my pendulum is still giving a Yes to my question about Gaster being real,
and he implanted the idea of Undertale and Deltarune in Toby Fox’s mind.
it once again gave another Yes to both of those questions.
but it could very well be a prank, so it can’t keep up those pranks forever.
anyway I’m just gonna hurry up and post this up,
and check some stuff out on here, and then I will pray to no longer haunt one of my past life bodies that is known as sleeping beauty, then I will go watch Transformers Animated and later a Movie.
once again it is possible my pendulum is pulling a prank about Rosalia being one of my past lives, and the body being persevere was a sin and it caused some form of bond between the two bodies, even if the soul is in a new body.
well according to what I asked my pendulum.
but if the body that is Rosalia, doesn’t turn to dust after I pray for myself to no longer be bonded to it or haunt it, then I will know if nothing happens to it, then I will know my pendulum was just pulling one of it’s pranks.
so yeah thanks for listening, see ya later and stay safe everyone.
and if anyone uses a pendulum, and your pendulum pulls pranks at times.
just take some food salt, pray for it be truthful and also for the negative energy to be cleansed from it, then throw the salt that you prayed with in your hands,
on to the pendulum and leave it alone until maybe a few hours or until the next day.
it seems to work for me, and I have been doing that every once in a while.
but it’s fine that not everyone does it, and it is just me that does it.                                  
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