#mostly bc regardless of which option above i choose i still gotta do editing of some kind and GOD

[izzy-b-hands]

S W shop talk and random abt the day stuff below. no details abt the actual vid just filming talk and me whinging abt my joints lmao, but scroll by if this aint ur thing

i just finished an hour and a half of straight filming for the u kno what blog lmao

it'll be my longest one yet, and idk exactly how to go abt it yet (cut it up in davinci and post clips with the offer for the full vid if they m$g me? post the whole thing and comment that it's an example of a vaguely niche ish thing that I'd be happy to do customs for and hope someone wants to set one up????)

but im proud of myself. yesterday into today has been nicely productive counting everything including this, and while this last thing maybe isn't a traditional accomplishment to be proud of, this is a bigger step for me in that direction. My audience is small but bigger than i thought it would ever get and like.

the money is v little. but maybe if i keep trying to improve it will become more, and in the meantime im quite satisfied with the latest few comments from ppl aksndjfnf

that said tho GOD im old and things aren't working well if ever they did and like. my knees ache. we walked the beach earlier yesterday and between that and the Posing for this bit of work, I've aggravated my right knee and ankle especially, and am standing typing this waiting for the radiating pain to stop so i can walk on that leg and take a fucking shower lmao

Worth it tho, for all of it

#text post #im sure this is tmi to some folks but as long as im doing this for even tiny amounts as reward #then it's Work and i will occasionally talk abt it as such on here tho if ever anyone wants it tagged with something unique #to blacklist just lemme know and I'll add a special tag for this particular Work talk and add it to this and any future posts #but yeah aside from me regretting not having bought a cane yet to help with moments like this aksnskdnf #im proud and happy and. a lil nervous bc whenever i get too happy and carefree usually something goes wrong #but going into early monday morning now im going to give myself a few hours to enjoy it #mostly bc regardless of which option above i choose i still gotta do editing of some kind and GOD #it's gonna be a slog bc im still learning the program but it's a weirdly fun slog somehow #...i thought by this tag the pain would have eased up and I'd be done alsjdkff and post this up #apparently not so i guess im literally hopping/limping into the shower bc fuck waiting i wanna go b seepy cosy in bed