#mujhe nahi jana car is so suffocating and i feel sick and i hate trips longer than like 3 hours

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what is wrong with my dad i hope he dies man wtf😭

#tickets didn't get confirmed so he's like gaadi se aa jao??? bc akal nahi hai kya car se aayi aisi journey jisme train se 12 hr lagte hai #mujhe nahi jana car is so suffocating and i feel sick and i hate trips longer than like 3 hours #and what am i supposed to do for so fucking in the car ill go fucking insane i was literally folding clothes and thinking what am i even #doing with my life why am i alive i need to kill myself end it all its all pointless #the only way to stop these thoughts is being busy and studying doesn't help and watching 5 hours of netflix doesn't help #now im supposed to be alone with my thoughts and my phone and my depressing music #and be anxious in the car all the time because he is mad at me cause i haven't been studying so idk what he'll do when i get there #probably make me drop out of those tuis or be like you stay here with me in the middle of nowhere #great just fucking grand