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[pidgefudge]

there's like. friends i value a lot and used to love talking to. but now the thought of interacting with them (or even just seeing them in my tumblr notifs) sends me into a panic. what's up with that

#vent #again #i should make a sideblog for this hdjgshgfkgjgdhf #speaking of sideblogs i cant decide whether i should delete the sideblogs for cricket and ambrose #it's the right thing to do and will help in convincing myself they don't exist #but idk i feel kinda bad about it (esp crickets bc there's actual stuff there) #these tags aren't related to the actual post at all lmao but whatever #my blog my vent post my tags my shitty imploding brain my rules