#my cousin is taking me to her hluse today because she wants me to do senior stuff that I never got to do with my class last year

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Hhhhhhhhhh I feel like imma be sick lmaoooo

#my cousin is taking me to her hluse today because she wants me to do senior stuff that I never got to do with my class last year #i honestly really kinda dont want to. i feel like i dont deserve that stuff after i failed my own senior year #and for the idea of having my senior stuff in a yearbook with a class of people idk instead of the class ive been with since preschool just #makes me sad lmao #but i cant jusg say no to my cousin yaknow? she just wants me to expirience the senior stuff i never got too and to spend some tjme with me #i never talk to her or rly any of my irl friends nowadays and i feel bad but i just dont have the energy to socialize #me and my two irl class buds would always talk about how we'd always stay in touch even after we graduated #but I literally have not heard from either of them lmaooo #i miss them. i rly do. #maybe if I had actually graduated with them things would be different. but they arent because i didnt #god i hope i can get my shit together before my cousin comes to pick me up #It doesnt matter how i feel about it. im going to spend some fucking time with her and were gonna have some fucking fun #sadposting #vent #school mention #social anxiety #maybe??? #lmk if i should tag anything else