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#my fault for not studying art enoughh i thought that the threat of harm would get me drawing ok so i dont have to hurt myself but yknow
nightfallsystem
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2 months
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mhh random but nobody would notice if i just stopped drawing fanart completely huh..
#tw vent
#tw self harm
#nmhh wanna stop drawing forever and let the ACTUAL good artists draw in my place
#my fault for not studying art enoughh i thought that the threat of harm would get me drawing ok so i dont have to hurt myself but yknow
#never will be good enough. never gonna be good enough for anyone. and ill never be good enough for myself
#this is what i deserve
#for wanting attention the worst thing that could happen to me is trying so hard but not getting it despite working for it
#oh how many times ive hit myself and banged my head against the wall and cut myself for the art i post..
#ill do it all again..
#lolll if i get a little too mad and hit my head a little too hard do u think bad things will happen..
#this is what i deserve im glad im hurting
#i hope shes right. i hope those were signs of a heart attack
#dying without getting the chance to make it be dramatic will be worse
#anyway yea
#i think i genuinely deserve to die or be put thru mental / physical harm for making bad art LMAO
#genuinely. genuinely think that.
#my art wont ever be good.. it wil actually never fuckign be good.
#i hope i die. i m seirous i hope i die.
#so what if my styles “unique” it doesnt mean SHIT if it doesnt give me attention like i need
#drawing for fun is impossible. i just make it an excuse to self harm. i deserve to suffer in every way possible
#lolll all this just cuz im bad at art?
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