#my forgiving nature is often taken advantage of and im always called naive for my history of second chances

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Are there any ex’s/sexual partners you wouldn’t be opposed to trying again with? Basically, was any one of them a right person, wrong time scenario.

Sounds like someone who has been to heaven is feeling melancholic over falling back to earth. Did I cut off your wings, little angel? What atrocities did you commit that led to being cast out? Or was I just a little bit of a vengeful god that day, I wonder...

#im not sure if there is a right person for me regardless of the timing #it should be two people trying to make things work but its always so one sided no matter what happens #and since ive had so many short term or one nights its just a hard question cause i dont know if i knew many of them well #people tend to mask until they sleep with or date me and then they stop trying and it hurts #people also tend to say hurtful things and im easily hurt and then split on them cause i dont want to be hurt by someone i love constantly #i suppose id be more inclined to someone that i had been the reason it fell apart than someone who hurt me cause id be scared of a repeat #not to say its an impossibility for me to be inclined to someone who hurt me cause i am kind and forgiving to a fault #my forgiving nature is often taken advantage of and im always called naive for my history of second chances #i hate being called naive more than anything else but if ive loved someone that love never fully goes away #thats just me as a walking love machine i guess #asks