#my mom would make me wear smth w/ an elastic collar or sleeves

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i wish I had the patience to wear cool-looking clothes and put together fun outfits but unfortunately if fabric touches my skin in the wrong way even slightly I start frothing at the mouth and committing unspeakable atrocities against everything around me

#i have ripped so many T-shirts by trying to loosen the sleeves #i can only wear hoodies and short-sleeved tees #and they have to be the biggest clothing size available or else I will only ever wear it once and then immediately lose it somewhere #if it doesn’t feel like I’m draped in a blanket I’m going to kill someone #before you ask YES I was the type of kid to rip out all the tags in my clothing #still do with some things #and man when I was a kid I fucking hated elastic #my mom would make me wear smth w/ an elastic collar or sleeves #and literally an hour later I would have torn out the piece of elastic and ruined the clothing HDBSMDB #actually autistic #autism #sensory issues #overstimulation