#my stuff. tbt.

[ryssbelle]

Have you heard about a new ship between John Dory Delta Dawn? Though I find it kind of weird

It is on TikTok and Tumblr, If You want to check it out?

I’ve heard of it, I think their ship is as old as tbt at this point XD

I think their dynamic is really funny

#my art #trolls band together #trolls 3 #dreamworks trolls #trolls world tour #tbt #twt #trolls John Dory #trolls delta dawn #deltadory #I’ve seen a lot of them interpret them as exes who are begrudging friends #or just bffs who mess with each other like this #I’m not someone who really cares about ships in that I don’t get mad about them #like there’s some where I’m like they would not say that but go off I guess #I’m not gonna scream and cry and tell people to stop I’m just not gonna do it in my stuff #if there’s something you don’t like just don’t engage with it is my opinion #people can have fun as long as they’re not breaking the law #but yeah I think deltadory is fun #I wouldn’t say I ship it ship it #but it’s cute #like they’re just silly and they’re doing it together

[crimeronan]

one of my fave phenomenons that i see semi-frequently in people newly diagnosed with ADHD is worries about Faking It, which happens with basically every physical and mental disorder, except with ADHD i'll see people specifically be like. "i took my first dose of adderall eight hours ago and i didn't really feel anything and i didn't do much at all and i'm not sure it works, maybe i actually DON'T have ADHD or executive dysfunction and made it all up to excuse my laziness??"

and i'm like. babe. dude. my guy babygirl broski pal please . please listen to me. if you did take adderall while not having ADHD. You Would Know About It Very Very Very Quickly .

#tbt when i said 'it just makes things easier doesnt it?' and a friend without ADHD was like uh. it makes me feel like i'm on meth #she was so sweetly like no kitkat people dont take adderall recreationally to make things easier. #like they DO take it when they have stuff they wanna get done & do get that stuff done. but it Dont Feel Like It Do For Ppl With ADHD #writing this in a parking lot bc im so profoundly adhd today i had to pull over so i can get a monster energy and let it kick in #my driving is bad and i dont have adderall at the moment. desperate times etc #edited tags to protect friend's identifying info just in case. but GOD

[adamanteine]

thinking many thoughts about shams’ journey and clothing tonight:

shams mostly wearing lighter colors before the event of her losing her wings happened, especially light blue and beige which also reflects the association of youth, innocence and most importantly peace, she's always protected by her father and hasn't actually experienced life as it actually is

the first time shams starts wearing darker colors is actually once she comes back from the whole event, except she has put no care in choosing the dresses and clothes herself. she always loved picking dresses and talking about what she likes but she entered such a bad stage of depression that she has no more care for it which is also where her mother comes in

her mother is someone that let the misogny that surrounds them fully change the way she even views herself. not only does she feel like a victim but bc she hasnt properly healed from what happened to her, she lives by the way that every other woman has to live the same way as well

which is why she starts putting shams in more revealing dresses and at the age of 16 she is forced to act as adult while still dealing with her trauma but at the same time she never lets her mother pick any dresses that dont cover her upper back bc she cant bear to have anyone look at her scars and her mother's plan is literally to get her married which is where the revealing clothes come in place

it took her a few months but she starts to try and dress herself up more, like by her own choice. she doesn't quite feel like it which is why she starts wearing green all the time, the colors of her family and also what most monarchs used to wear just to try and fit in and just to pretend that she's fine. she also starts to wear coats over her dresses all the time bc after the long months of having her mother dress her up. she felt very uncomfortable with the way she was sexualized by so many, even if she's not wearing anything revealing

the more she starts to heal, the more she starts wearing red and black. red and black have always been a color of passion, sacrifice and authority. it is in direct opposition to the colors of her family but this was her statement: she has lost so much already that she will not lose anything else about herself. it's a public and private declaration that her interests are only about her and the people she cares about. this was her way to regain her power.

and as she grows older, she still wears those same two colors. she has learned how to love looking at clothing again so the occasional dresses for events and styling her armor happens, but she tends to pick those two colors the most. she has no problem wearing clothes that show her scars now and she's healed mostly, or at least she thinks she does because if anyone would mention anything that happened to her she would go absolutely insane <3

#already sent this to liz a while ago but i’m saving pins for her wardrobe and i’m thinking many thots again #i am sooooooo unwell #i also found a way to link some new stuff for her lore so most of this works in her canon as well #said this lanae but losing your wings as a metaphor for losing something that takes away your innocence…… do you GET IT #i will one day Go more into detail and add examples but until then #you have my half tired half going crazy post <3 #tbt /

[wonderloste]

this dashboard is genuinely the ugliest website design i have ever seen on a modern social media site on god what the hell is this

#i know ppl are like 'THIS IS TOO MUCH LIKE TWT' BUT BRO #TWT ISN'T EVEN THIS CLUTTERED #WTH IS STAFF THINKING #this is the ugliest shit of my life #obvsly xkit makes it better but w/o all the stuff hidden like just as tumblr designed it #it is fucking HEADACHE inducing oml #anw xkit PLEASE update to get my wide posts back holy shit why did they smoosh posts into the middle of the screen #barf #i can't log off on my other blog on my main browser BC I DON'T WANT THIS SHIT KJERNMHKJNM #WHY DID WONDERLOSTE GET THE UPDATE #FREE ME #tbt.

[chernayavidua]

you’ve been avoiding me . (for phil)

YEAR: 2015 LOCATION: natasha's upper east side apartment

                 as soon as the words leave his mouth regret starts gnawing at him because they sound like he's accusing her of doing it on purpose. but given the circumstances, she has every right to do so. and yet after a dozen calls and half a dozen messages and voicemails, he feels like perhaps she is avoiding him and everyone else. natasha glares daggers at him but says nothing. slowly he follows her further into the lavish loft. the scattered papers, pictures, books, piles of old newspapers and magazines are everywhere. what he can only assume to be a marble breakfast bar is covered with them and the stunning wooden floor in the living room is also covered with all sorts of papers. a portion of the floor to ceiling windows is covered by pictures, flashcards, and sticky notes. a timeline. the multicolored squares remind him of his own attempts at remembering things and how those damn squares were in almost every room of his own apartment. there's a broken glass on the far side of the room. the scene is a familiar one to him. it nudges him off kilter only enough to cause the faint beginnings of anxiety to take hold.

what was so important that you had to show up here?

                 she looks a mess. she looks tired. exhausted really. the dark circles under her eyes look to be that of weeks worth of sleepless nights. the shadows of her high cheekbones mean that she hasn't been eating normally and the red around her eyes is self explanatory. she arches a brow from where she sits on the couch.

                 “i figured why take up more space in your voicemail when i can get a faster answer in person..” there's a momentary struggle of deciding if he should cross the room towards her or not. an urge he fights to suppress by crossing his arms, gaze flickering about the space. silence engulfs them.

i'm tired and angry. her voice wavers, head hanging low. his brows pinch. he waits for her to elaborate but instead she abruptly stands, hands ranking through messy crimson hair. you don't get it. everyone is fucking lying to me. everyone is hiding things from me like i'm too fragile to handle the truth. they look at my like if they say the wrong thing i might kill them. do you know what that's like? to have your friends, people you cared about, lying straight to your face?

                 he knows what it's like to not be able to trust your own mind. even all these years later he still has holes in his memory and certain memories feel more like dreams and sometimes he'll lose hours of the day, unable to even remember anything. and the nightmares. those damn nightmares used to make the nights feel longer than the days. sometimes they still do. even with melinda's help ---if one could call it that--- the effects of being brought back to life still lingered. he moves towards the coffee table as she paces, the curiosity that their line of work brings out getting the better of him. (she's a private person ---they both are--- and with his forced presence he's taking a chance by poking around.) he nudges one of the papers out of the way, revealing a handful of pictures scattered underneath.

                 “you're still confused about what happened between you and barnes.” he catches a glimpse of himself among the scattered photographs on the coffee table.. and the sick part is that it feeds his ego knowing that she's kept this picture of them, that she's looked at it, attempted to place it in a moment in time. he still remembers the sound of the little snort she let out that caused him to grin, attention solely on her. the moment forever frozen in time.

about him. about my time at shield. there's a pause as she turns her back to him and moves further away from the coffee table and couch to pace. about you. the last three years have been a lot to deal with, mentally that is. i don't even know if what i think is real was real at all. ivan can only help so much. i don't have an appetite. i get splitting headaches that make me nauseous. i can't sleep--

                 he pulls himself away from his thoughts. the moment captured in that photograph forgotten as his attention returns to her. the sleepless nights would explain the bottle of pills he saw in the kitchen. “you can't do this on your own. you need friends around you to help---”

friends? her voice rings out as she she quickly yet gracefully spins to face him. you mean the same friends that are lying to me? the same ones who didn't question why fury and hill told them not to talk about barnes to me after i took a so called 'deep cover assignment of an unknown duration'. those friends? what are they going to do? how exactly are they going to help me remember?

they stare each other down. the look she gives him daring him to challenge her, daring him to tell her she's wrong. you're here on fury's orders, aren't you?

“no. why---”

don't fucking lie to me, phil!

“i'm not! for fucks sake, natasha! i was the only person who was against fury putting a burn notice on you!”

a burn notice? hill insisted i take a leave of absence. after everything that happened, it made sense --- am i actually undercover for russia? ---no. no i'm not. i don't think i am but--- she mumbles to herself, moving towards the window with all of it's papers.

                 phil sighs, hands resting on his hips. ivan wouldn't have known about the notice in a million years and anyone who is talking to her, even if they're lying, would never have any idea about the official story. fury and hill had made sure that only a select few knew about it. he tried arguing a case for her but they were more concerned about a potential infiltration along with appeasing those within the agency who wanted answers for the deaths of a dozen agents at her hand. they didn't care that she'd been loyal to them for so long nor that she was their top agent. nor that she hadn't been herself when she'd attacked said agents. they had already decided to protect the agency above all else.

                 “if you don't believe what ivan says then believe me because i've been there for you for years. i'm won't lie to you, talya. i never have and i won't start now.” he moves towards her as he speaks. never lying to her was something he prided himself in. the truth might be uncomfortable and harsh and callous but at least it was the truth. lying to himself was an entirely different matter. he reaches for her and despite her attempts to push him away his grip on her wrist is firm as he pulls her to him and wraps his arms around her, holding her tightly against his chest. she's ramrob straight in his arms yet he presses a kiss to the top of her head. after a few long moments, he feels her sag against him. he smooths her hair down with a hand, the other remaining wrapped around her. moments drag on, silence settles around them like a blanket and soon enough, he feels her start to cry.

                 phil holds her as she cries, as if holding her tightly like this will make them both her whole again.

#decided to fix post wh stuff myself... sort of #yes this is 100% self indulgent yes i'm calling this character development #the year isn't set in stone bc i have yet to fully figure out my mashup timeline #act tbt.

[edgymuses]

*pokes head* heyyyyy sorry I've been swamped with school work and graduation stuff but i'll be here! i just wanted to focus on school work plus on my mac is so old that chrome wouldn't work (also having trouble with my other laptop blocking tumblr for some reason???? no clue why might be my firewall) idk i have one laptop that works so no worries. but for sure i'll throw out a starter call when i get time plus add more muses *evil laugh* and work on bios in the background so i hope everyone is doing okay! did anyone miss my ugly mug lmaooo

#(tbt.) #(i have so much stuff to catch up with fandom wise) #(it's been such a long and crazy year but i think i'm okay) #(IM CROSSING MY TOES I GET THAT PART TIME JOB!!)

[astranauticus]

you ever in the middle of using an app and suddenly think damn i wish the way this app is built was industry practice. anyway i feel like we need to acknowledge that bilibili exists and has

no video ads

background play/in-window play/video download as default (read: NOT PAID) features

collaborative video credits so like you can upload a video and directly credit other users with their roles like editor/voice actor/etc. in the created by section

and youtube also exists and is the way that it is

#asto speaks #the ads thing has become more relevant recently but like i use opera so it wasnt exactly the Main FeatureTM for me but like #background play?? hello??? #tbt that time last year when i was fully using bilibili as a music app bc theres a lot of lyn song covers you cant really find anywhere els #if youre wondering whats their business model they have homepage and sidebar ads #so i keep getting genshin and hsr ads on my bb lmao cuz bb has a bit of a reputation as like a platform for weebs and gamers #also they have like membership paywalled content so like all of link click is on bb but members only #bc like link click is essentially a bilibili original #which #hey what happened to youtube originals. anyway #the video credits thing is really interesting like it sounds very oddly specific but its *really* commonly used in certain sides of bb #like a lot of fansongs or just collaborative original songs get uploaded with like #uploader as main credit and then singer credits and editor credits #or like if a bunch of creators come together under like a “studio” or whatever and they have like a studio account #but also their own personal accounts then the studio account uploads can credit like #which specific creators in the collective worked on what parts of the video #ive seen some arknights like gameplay videos that work like this cuz there are like specific ak strategy groups that do like #challenge clears of levels so the strategy group will upload something and then credit like the editors separately and stuff #its really interesting! i just think its a neat feature

[highmati]

R.hys being able to just completely mist people, just wipe them out of existence, in the blink of an eye without blinking HIS eyes or breaking into a sweat is actually terrifying so it's no wonder people are frightened of the dude. But it just makes me wonder how many people are truly that intrigued by V.elaris/the N.ight C.ourt. If they're both wary and enchanted by the idea of it, especially in contrast to its horrifying leader. And how much of his own people truly respect him versus are just scared of him? Because we know the camps are respectful the way you're respectful of a shark in the ocean, that is you're scared shitless and won't go near it if you can help it LOL are the inhabitants of the C.ity of D.reams the same? Or do they see a different guy? The dichotomy between V.elaris and W.indhaven truly speaks to the dichotomy of R.hys himself too I think. The handsome H.igh L.ord vs the scary H.igh F.ae beast (vs A.marantha's Wh*re/Right Hand.....woof I know that follows him and haunts him forever). Just fascinating to think about, really.

#tbt // #( I also think it speaks once again to his similarities to N.esta LOL ) #( The both of them and masks. Their trauma too. ) #( He's rumored to be the most powerful H.igh L.ord in P.rythian.......that must be a very frightening prospect to the other courts. ) #( The decision to ally themselves with N.ight C.ourt for that reason vs being very wary of doing so for the same reason..........valid. ) #( I just think politically speaking. R.hys is such an interesting figure in the world. ) #( He's very clearly corrupt and self serving in so many ways. And certainly when it comes to F.eyre/his IC. ) #( He's NOT a good leader in my opinion..........but I think there's still room for growth. I think he needs a wake up call. ) #( F.eyre banishes him from the R.iver H.ouse and makes him think about what he's done. And then he can address V.elaris vs W.indhaven. ) #( That would be a good start. ) #( Well maybe fix his family dynamics first. And THEN the other stuff...... ) #( God I hope the fandom doesn't find this. )

[hotfuss]

locals only

#brandon flowers #the killers #pressure machine #pm era #pm social media #by rob loud #my stuff #tbt #hands on hips

[ikkaku-of-heart]

@chatcambrioleur asked: Killer x Ikkaku? Send me a ship and I'll fill out this bingo card (Still Accepting!)

Gods, they were my original ship for Ikkaku but I try not to force expectations on Killer muns so it's mostly a guilty pleasure. It appeals to me a lot because it's a sort of star-crossed lovers thing since their captain's rivalry would keep it from ever fully working out most likely. But it's still damn compelling and I don't see it ending with any bitterness - just a mutual understanding that it was a good time, they did care for each other, but ultimately they value their captains more and they respect each other's choice.

(Plus in a certain canon Ikkaku and Killer having been lovers would make his battle against Hawkins extra dramatic but shhhhh we don't talk about that where people can hear)

#chatcambrioleur #How Stuff Works (Meta/Analysis) #Engine’s Pulse (Ikkaku) #Murder Man (Killer) #Wear My Heart on My Sleeve (Shipping) #Killer ship tag tbt #(I have a lot of thoughts and feelings for this ship but have never been able to develop it outside my own head)

[archer-antiope]

look i realize this is so freshman year fig and porter of me but there are a few moments this episode that the cleric teacher........ made me Suspicious.........

#like why did yolanda immediately go to 'the voice was mocking you' #how did yolanda know?????? #fhjy spoilers #d20 spoilers #her reaction to the lucy stuff has mostly swung me over but. Still. hm. #full disclosure this could also be The Catholic School Imprint On My Brain #tbt

[aceparagoned]

in the immortal words of @keikakudori:

rp is a hobby, not a jobby

#mobile tbt. #*ooc: my only contribution to the Stuff that's on my dash rn. #negative cw

[enjomo-arch]

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