#my whole childhood and was and still is emotionally vacant and a mother i depend on too much who only has so much love to give ivm draining

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if i could have anything in the world id ask for an involved and caring extended family circle

#like just even being able to tell your parents / grandparents you love th #saw my coworker tell her pop she loved him and she talks to her uncles so freely and im withering with absent siblings and a dad who missed #my whole childhood and was and still is emotionally vacant and a mother i depend on too much who only has so much love to give ivm draining #her and making her not want to be around me i just feel so alone wow #*e