#neglecting it for quite some time as i was focusing better on russian

[not-so-wholeheartedly]

Delet later

#coldness #failed for the second time my russian test #probably will start to take private lesson from a girl in order to improve my translation #but yeah i have to wait til january and meanwhile i crushing myself since i have to pass german plus i've been #neglecting it for quite some time as i was focusing better on russian #not to be dramatic but it think my reaching really a bad point on here #like i should have known this was a difficult choice since i've picked up two new languages #even with cases so yeah the whole complex of analysing logically structures of the language #but ultimately my temporaly crashing acadamy life and my personal one really created a mortal mix #yeah guess what i'm still talking about love and also even frienda #like the only girl i talk to we had some kind of towards each other for reasons and i don't feel like talking for long with her #i'm just standing here letting my negative thoughts take over and getting the best of me #feeling like trash both academically and as a human being #i hope with all my heart better times are coming i am truly at my lowest