#nevermind the fact i've been depressed bc this time of the year is always depressing for me

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( sorry if drafts are a bit slow right now. this past month has been wearing me a bit thin & my mental health is starting to take a nose dive,, i might have to take a short break from writing so i can just. recover. there’s been a lot going on on my end of things & frankly im just tired and just want to rp but i have too many other responsibilities nagging at me that i can hardly even find the motivation to do just that. )

#🌀 — later guys! i’m outta here! ❪ ooc. ❫ #.vent #i'm honestly so got damn stressed #between having to work basically all this week with today/yesterday being one of my days off and next sunday being the other #i have to go grocery shopping then and also help my parent with bills #and then i have art projects that i gotta do #one of which i was ! almost done on!! but now i gotta fucking start over because apparently its not good enough for the ppl i'm working with #like the resolution was bad or something and i have to start from the ground up and they wanna have another god damn meeting with me #about it and im just so frustrated its such a motivation killer i hardly had the drive to finish it at all and now i have to start over im s #so pissed #and then i have another thing i promised myself i'd finish by the end of the week #and to top it all off our internet is probably gonna get shut off anyday now or at the end of the month because our roommate has been #skipping out on the internet bill again and im. so god damn done #nevermind the fact i've been depressed bc this time of the year is always depressing for me #i've lost so many ppl around this time of the year and it just sucks being reminded about #i don't even have the time to be sad about it because life decided it wanted to throw every responsibility at me at once this month #just feel like curling up in bed and laying there for the next few weeks honestly #yeah not to like be sad or depressed on main but frankly life is just shit right now and i can't even really find motivation to do what #makes me happy right now so #i'll probably get one last draft done and then take a breather #for how many days ? i dunno honestly #i dunno how often i'll be able to come online and actually rp this upcoming month because of our fucking roommate cheating us out again #god im so frustrated i feel like pulling my hair out