They need to rebuild Chaos Sonic next season so bad you can't just give us the silliest little robo-meow meow and kill him after one episode it's like showing a kid the coolest toy saying "yeh this is for u" and then take it and throwing it to a wall
Sometimes I wish I had a boyfriend... or a girlfriend idk
But the thing is- I don't really know what would I do with them??... Most of the romantic stuff like kissing or loving makes me uncomfortable in a romantic context. Sometimes I want a partner but I don't wanna do couple stuff with them¿?
I guess I just want someone to cuddle who actually knows me and actively loves me for who I really am or sm like that???
I guess it's a little more easy idealize someone that loves me enough so I don't have to work and do it myself huh¿
I don't know. I just want an hug - And it feels different when I'm the one giving it to me
Sometimes I forget I can stim whenever I want- Like I'm just so used to not moving too much to "not be weird" that I forget that this actually helps me
Autism doesn't let me be normal about some characters, sometimes I legitimately have to avoid them because I get so excited that it physically hurts.
And y'know what? Stimming helps!
Because I need stimming to regulate my emotions, not-stimming hurts me. It's not just a treat I can give myself when I "deserve" it. It's a necessity and it's not wrong to need this kind of stuff because I'm not. hurting. anyone. I always try to remember that