#nim_screams.txt

[jiayi-onetwo]

I thought that Anakin Brainrot is too much for me these days but then I remember younger me, from a bumfuck nowhere at SEAsia, saw Anakin from TPM, and then thinks "I'm doing that!!!" Nothing could've surpassed the level of Fictional Character Brainrot other than that.

Anyway I've graduated with Mechanical Engineering in Taiwan. If there's a miracle where Hayden/Jake somehow ends up in Taiwan, I'm going to beg them to sign my diploma cover.

#nim_screams.txt #personal #/ delete later #or not :/ #third world country *mumble mumble* STEM studies *mumble mumble* migrating for a better life quality #guys... u guys... don't understand how important he is for me... #the fact that he actually made it out from Tatooine gave a lot of hope for younger me despite despite despite

[jiayi-onetwo]

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#that feeling when you and your mutuals are in wildly different timezones #'aight happy scrolling #I'm going to sleep' #nim_screams.txt

[jiayi-onetwo]

I'm going to apply for a desk job...

*I'm just whining over here lmao*

After graduating and doing paperworks for staying abroad, I don't feel like going to continue studying or immediately find a work related to the field I graduated. So, I've been waiting tables and working part time in a food service while drawing and studying during my off-time.

I found out in a very hard way that supporting the weight of several plates and ceramic ware on your thumb in a prolonged time causes tendonitis (I've worked in this establishment for like... 2 months?). I noticed a slight pain on my right thumb when I'm holding my pen and had a sudden panic thought of "is this permanent? will I lost my ability to use my right-thumb forever?" Finally, I'm starting to apply for a desk job after procrastinating for 4 months.

(I did heard that there's a way to avoid this exact problem by supporting the weight on the palm instead of thumb? interesting)

#nim_screams.txt #look look uni was hectic and I don't want to see anything related to my degree for a while #I absolutely adore the field I was studying with I just hate the exams and scoring system and credit requirements etc etc #I'm still in my 20s and just graduated #maybe others has these things figured out and I haven't #it's fine it's fine #me @ my CV: it's me. my boulder. and my uphill ramp. lesssgooooo

[jiayi-onetwo]

Dear Anon, thanks a lot for the crab checkmark!!!!!

#I don't know why anyone would give it to me of all people #but still! thanks a lot #I'll post more useless stuff here lmao #nim_screams.txt