#not to mention biased stupid unsourced bigoted shallow and incorrect

[furiousgoldfish]

me: going about my business

my brain: yeah but what would those piece of shit abusers think about you right now?? what would they judge you for? what kind of flaw would they point out?? would they approve anything about you?? how about you think about THAT for the next hour???

#its like being worried what the worst people on earth might think if they saw you #like who even cares their sins outnumber yours by millions #their opinions are worse than worthless they're self serving and manipulative and controlling #not to mention biased stupid unsourced bigoted shallow and incorrect #i should be thrilled they would think low of me #and yet my brain is like 'BUT WOULD THEY LIKE ME NOW???' #of course they wouldn't #they didn't like you when you were a toddler and they wont like you until the day they die lol #we don't need to be liked by monsters #we need to stay away from them #ugh #growing up around this kind of scrutiny really does a number on the brain