#oc: marta chaykovski

[thedeadthree]

-`. WHO WOULD DIRECT THE LIFE OF YOUR OC?

TAGGED BY @corvosattano, @adelaidedrubman, @jackiesarch, @shellibisshe and @socially-awkward-skeleton to take this cutest uquiz for a few loves! ty so much! ♥

TAGGING: @jendoe, @aponibolinayen, @griffin-wood, @noonfaerie, @aartyom, @gwynbleidd, @minaharkers, @kingsroad, @jacobseed, @shadowglens, @chuckhansen, @lizzywizzy, @risingsh0t, @unholymilf, @queennymeria, @denerims, @leviiackrman, @jacobseed, @aceghosts, @phillipsgraves, @lizzywizzy, @nokstella, @florbelles, @honeysofte, @devil-kindred, @girlbosselrond, @blissfulalchemist, @anoras, @nightbloodraelle, @carminasolis, @fragilestorm, @morvaris, @swordcoasts, @arklay, and @confidentandgood and you! (divider)

SOFIA COPPOLA

Does Lana Del Rey inspire you? Be honest.

JOHN CARPENTER

They're after you, aren't they? What are you waiting for? Run!

ABEL FERRARA

Stop clogging the prayer line with your guilt and shame, baby. Go for a walk or something, sometimes <3

JORDAN PEELE

You're one of a kind, that's for sure, you weirdo <3

KATHRYN BIGELOW

You're so deconstructed and complex, wow. Love that for you!

KARYN KUSAMA

You're so gay, I wouldn't even know where to start... But, hmm, call me maybe?

ABEL FERRARA

Stop clogging the prayer line with your guilt and shame, baby. Go for a walk or something, sometimes <3

DAVID CRONENBERG

Yeah... You're literally a freak[y and foreboding ♥].

bonus track version ♥

KATHRYN BIGELOW

You're so deconstructed and complex, wow. Love that for you!

#only if you want to of course! 🥀 #oc: olga litvinchuck #yelena also got the same answer futher convincing me that if they lived in the same verse they would be the best of friends ♥ !!!!! #screaming. as like..... I KNEW THAT WAS GOING TO BE HER ANSWER pleased to hear uquiz agreed <3 #oc: iryna pasternak #also screaming she got the answer i was thinking omg..... in fact all of the babies did oh my god #(i mean atalantea and marta both getting abel was inch resting but also for their stories like..... it makes sense omg) #iryna horror movie marathons...... a tradition she hold religiously ! and inviting raul into watching the sacred watching... crying #oc: atalantea andoral #oc: vasha uhlchesis #EEEEK PLEASED PLEASED TO INFORM THAT I FINALLY BOUGHT ESO AND TEEHEEE #oc: saera surik #baby girl u contain MULTITUDES #oc: ilariy isaev #ok ok so he isnt a s*idestep but he is martas 'brother' <3 he dated mortum in the past and is wooing lady argent ! #oc: marta chaykovski #HONEY BUNCH WAHHH #oc: una nathaira uller #aeggy: baby girl you are so freaky and foreboding ✨😌 #and we ADORE HER ! #leg.tagged #leg.ocs #off to see j*ohn w*ick besties im gonna cry EEEEK more valentina and jw!verses karolina and chiara lore i am sooo normal <3 #i mean the first song on olgas playlist is swan song 🦢🤍 #oc: aerea andoral #she contains multitudes ur so right bestie <3 #i went a little crazy with this one it was so much fun <3 (and my film appreciating self was like EEEEEK) #atalantea is aereas ancestor <3 #oh my god and i owe aj my life for helping me choose saeras fc 🌸💞🥹 YOUR A TREASURE

[thedeadthree]

OLGA + logans girl lilith (tlou) ⚕️ | IRYNA + vasil (tlou) 🐈‍⬛

IOVANNA (hotd) 🔮 | UNA (hotd) 🐍

MARTA + the special directive (fhr) 🧬 | MARTA (fhr) 🔪

MARTA in book 2 (fhr) 💀 | VASHA + arkay (eso) 🌊

TAGGED BY the dears @noonfaerie, @leviiackrman, @marivenah, @corvosattano and @shadowglens to make the dears in this picrew! ty ty so much! <3

TAGGING: @feystepped, @risingsh0t, @griffin-wood, @jendoe, @kingsroad, @phillipsgraves, @chuckhansen, @queennymeria, @denerims, @morvaris, @girlbosselrond, @detectivelokis, @jacobseed, @jackiesarch, @unholymilf, @nightbloodraelle, @florbelles, @confidentandgood, @adelaidedrubman, @gwynbleidd and you!

#only if you want to of course 🥀❣️ #oc: olga litvinchuck #oc: iryna pasternak #oc: iovanna dayne #oc: una nathaira uller #oc: marta chaykovski #oc: vasha uhlchesis #she really was the dog parent that was like 😵‍💫?? but then after meeting baby lilith would do ANYTHING for her #became a dog mom overnight ! love that for u my precious ! thats my neurosurgeon NEUROSURGEON OF MY HEART #iryna and her baby the self titled prince of new harbor and the biggest hurdle raul will have to get past is winning him over sisjjxhx #lucky for them both he doesn’t take very long to love him as much as she does 🥀😌 #UNA AGAIN BABY GIRL YOUR ARE SO STRANGE AND OFF PUTTING ! queen of mine and aeggys hearts ! <3 #i also realized that her mother is from a house sworn to house ilmestys <3 very very excited to introduce all of them including theirs!!!!! #vanna you ethereal dear girl you! THATS MY MISTRESS OF MISTS! the violet necklace to match her eyes wasn’t at all a gift from daemy 🔮💜😌 #and wanted to do a before sidestep book one and book 2 looks of marta! evolution of rasputina hehe <3 #book two the dinner scene with ortega <3 IM MOVING @ A SNAILS PACE READING BUT WHEN I READ THE DEMO THE SHRIEK I SHRIEKED! 🖤 #it was such a cute scene and then talking about their feelings had me EMOTIONAL #dear girl vasha i will get the chance to play you SOON 🌊✨😭 maormer of my heart! my sea dear !!!!!! #leg.tagged #leg.ocs #i am also RATHER late so please feel free to pass if you’ve done this already! 🥀❣️ #t: picrews

[thedeadthree]

IOVANNA DAYNE, hotd 🔮 | CALLA TARGARYEN, hotd 🌞

OLGA LITVINCHUCK, tlou⚕️| IRYNA PASTERNAK, tlou 💀

MARTA CHAYKOVSKI, fhr 🕸 | UNA ULLER, hotd 🐍

IRINA RURIK, vtm 🥀 | NYNANE SELWYN, vtm 🩸

TAGGED BY the darlings @morvaris, @leviiackrman, @detectivelokis, @corvosattano, @confidentandgood, @shadowglens, @nightbloodraelle to make the dears in this picrew! ty so much! <3

TAGGING: @risingsh0t, @feystepped, @griffin-wood, @kingsroad, @jendoe, @phillipsgraves, @chuckhansen, @queennymeria, @denerims, @marivenah, @florbelles, @arklay, @unholymilf, @adelaidedrubman, @aartyom, @roofgeese, @nuclearstorms, @noonfaerie, @shellibisshe, @girlbosselrond, @fragilestorm, @yennas, @leondaltons, @malefiicarum, @anoras, @minaharkers, @loriane-elmuerto, @jacobseed and you!

#oc: iovanna dayne #oc: calla targaryen #oc: olga litvinchuck #oc: iryna pasternak #oc: marta chaykovski #oc: una nathaira uller #oc: irina rurik #oc: nynane selwyn #SHE FINALLY HAS A NAME THAT I LIKE AHH IM EMOTIONAL 🥀❣️🥹 #teehee caroline im not thinking she would be lovely for dearie boy ludwick 🖤👀 #shes a tremere! she was the seneschal of queen edwen <3 ! now she’s in seattle looking to make herself pontifex or even better ! councilor! #we adore a kindred with ambition here 🥀😌 i missed my vtm clowns! #IRINAA BABY BABY her red eyes her ‘IVE HAD IT’ with this nonsense she truly is the moment <3 missed u my dear ! #look at how poised una is <3 her foliage crown! her green stone necklace! AND OF COURSE HER WILFIRE HUE EYES AHH 🌿🐍 #its for sure like……. the VERY beginning of her bond with the cannibal? because the longer they’re bonded the greener her eyes get and the -> #hues of green show through her hair? almost as if she’s becoming the cannibal herself? I LOVE HER SO MUCH AND HER PROGRESSION AS A CHARACTER #for sure in retribution and towards the end the white hair she had originally as a special directive regene shows through? #and also from sheer stress alone ✨😵‍💫 being a supervillain is taxing who knew! 🖤🖤 :’) #ok ok it hasn’t left my darn tootin HEAD that logan looks to her like the sun! a beacon! ALYSSA THEYRE MAKING ME CRAZY #thats the beloved medical professional! neurosurgeon of our hearts ! her and her little formal dress 🌸 (*cough* WEDDING LOOKS ✨👀) hehe <3 #calla wearing a purple necklace for her mother on her wedding to cr*egan 🔮😭 THATS MY MOTHER AND DAUGHTER WAHH babies babies ! #her flower crown that daemy didn’t declare her the queen of love and beauty the first tournament after he met her ✨🔮😌 HE WAS DOWN BAD ! #and he was so right for that ! as she should! mother is mothering <3 #IRYNA ANGEL GIRL THE GOTHIC LEGEND OF NEWPORT she’s thriving she’s living! and we love it! #leg.tagged #leg.ocs #t: picrews #once again on the floor sobbing ty aj and alyssa for letting me be a part of yalls tlou canon im HONORED 🥀😭 #caroline! ive said this before + ill say it again! your a treasure ! A TREASURE ! for having me ship my dear irina w/the beloved evgen 🥀🥹

[thedeadthree]

AYRENN (the exile) // POLINA (dceu/bop)

VANJA (aot) // VERLAINE (the golden rose)

MARTA (fallen hero) // ÉTIENNETTE (dragon age ii)

LIRINWEN (elder scrolls) // HINATA (cp2077)

the sweetest @aceghosts and @adelaidedrubman tagged me to make the girls in this cutest picrew! ty ty dears!

tagging: @griffin-wood, @risingsh0t, @blackreaches, @heroofpenamstan, @shellibisshe, @chuckhansen, @queennymeria, @leviiackrman, @preachercuster, @jackiesarch, @blissfulalchemist, @belorage, @cobb-vanthss, @amistrio, @nokstella, @yennas, @rosebarsoap, @florbelles, @hoesephseed, @marivenah, @redroci, @steelport, @sunsetseasons, @celticwoman, @brightburner, @flyntz, @wayhavenots, @shadowglens, @lustyargonianmaid, @taliaferros, @loriane-elmuerto, @jmiacolt and @maeflower! 🤍

#only if you want to of course! 🌿💚 #oc: ayrenn urthemiel #oc: polina velichkova #oc: vanja tybur #oc: verlaine vicente #oc: marta chaykovski #oc: étiennette hawke #oc: lirinwen rilis #oc: hinata sanderson #pov: ur ayrenns traitor bestie her country AND the overseer ✨😠 #the ONLY reason that kingdom isn’t a pile of ash is bc of sabir! so! thank sabir today @ plaithus ✨😤❤️‍🔥 #polly: what do you mean m*rder is wrong it can be fun too u know! ✨😌 #vanja ​death gripping levi’s hand while in marley bc the LAST thing she wants is to be recognized (she is) ✨🤧 #verlaine my beloved completely unbothered that alessa and hadrian are both SEVERELY judging her taste in men sjxjjx ✨😌🌸💕 #stupid charge and his stupid perfect face ruining her plans for vengeance! how are he! ✨🥺🖤🖤 #étiennette being questioned by the templars explaining how SILLY of a notion that she could possibly be a blood mage (she totally is 🌸😌) #lirinwen is asking for a friend if it is possible to m*rder a deadric lord! an honest inquiry from a friend! #hinata just loves ✨family✨ nonsense can you tell! her mom is lecturing her on why she should have at LEAST told her that she! #and oda are married! and of course! she had her reasons! #leg.ocs #leg.tagged #TY sm! this was so cute! i absolutely adored this picrew 💕🥺

[thedeadthree]

POLINA (dceu/bop) // VIKTORIYA (cyberpunk 2077)

ITHLINNE (dragon age: 4) // MARTA (fallen hero)

my dearests @chuckhansen, @florbelles and @risingsh0t tagged me to make the loves in this cutest picrew! thank you so so much you sweetest souls this was so cute to do!

TAGGING: @griffin-wood, @blackreaches, @marivenah, @trvelyans, @celticwoman, @wayhavenots, @leviiackrman, @preachercuster, @jackiesarch, @shellibisshe, @theotherwiseman, @nokstella, @adelaidedrubman, @yennas, @jacobseed, @hoesephseed, @lustyargonianmaid, @roberthouses, @cobb-vanthss, @loriane-elmuerto, @aceghosts, @belorage, @blissfulalchemist, @amistrio, @rosebarsoap, @themysteriouslou, @shadowglens and you! 🖤

#only if you want to of course! 💕🌸 #oc: polina velichkova #HAPPY BIRTHDAY POLLY DARLING 🖤😌🔪 #oc: viktoriya vays #viktoriya you ice queen you! 🤍😌 #oc: ithlinne #i did jump the gun and have the new dearie all set and ready to go 🖤🥺 #oc: marta chaykovski #in true rasputina fashion 🖤😌 #thank you so much airika and Stella and Alyssa i absolutely adore you both! this was the cutest to do for the girls! 🖤🥺 #(also if you’ve done this already feel free to ignore my memory isn’t always the best ✨🤧) #leg.ocs #leg.tagged #t: picrews #playing skyrim and catching up on WTS since the update came out yesterday! im so excited i missed mina & mavis 🖤🥺 #and their beloveds! kian and arion! 🖤🥺 #im so sorry if these tags make no sense jajzjxjxk it’s the tired leg brain ✨🤧

[thedeadthree]

MARTA, fallen hero // VIKTORIYA, cyberpunk 2077 // THALASSIA, arcane // LIRINWEN the elder scrolls // POLINA, dceu/bop // LÍADÁIN, a mage reborn

my dears @chuckhansen, @shadowglens, and @risingsh0t tagged me to make the loves using this cute picrew! ty so much ur all the sweetest!

— TAGGING: @griffin-wood, @marivenah, @cameronburke, @preachercuster, @jacobseed, @jackiesarch, @belorage, @florbelles, @adelaidedrubman, @steelport, @hoesephseed, @celticwoman, @rosebarsoap, @nokstella, @amistrio, @cobb-vanthss, @shellibisshe, @yennas, @maeflower, @aelyosos, @theotherwiseman, @aceghosts, @blissfulalchemist, @taliaferros, and @loriane-elmuerto 🥀❣️

#only if you want to of course! 💕🌸 #oc: marta chaykovski #oc: viktoriya vays #oc: thalassia mede #oc: lirinwen rillis #oc: polina velichkova #oc: líadáin talovaire #and ​introducing lirinwen! she has a fc and a new backstory I’m working on! so almost a re-introduction! 🖤 #im playing skyrim again along with rereading fallen hero so in honor of that! here she is! 🤍😌 #if i missed you please take this as your tag! 🤍 #vika doesn’t quite have her cat eyes here as it didn’t let me change the iris color *sigh* but! IT LET ME GIVE HER THE BLACK AND SILVER ✨😌 #and! this one let me give polly her owl eyes! look at the dears! 🤍🥺 #this is more when liri returns TO vampirism in dawnguard ajzjxjxj she was a vampire and sired by lamae herself! #she was restored of her mortality as she grew rather bored of immortality but then didn’t stay mortal for long ajxjxjxj #the eons one can spend seeking arcane knowledge and power was too good to resist u know? #also super loving the look of thalias? the sun imagery is peak she! 🤍😌 #t: picrews #leg.ocs #leg.tagged

[thedeadthree]

MARTA, fallen hero // VIKTORIYA, cyberpunk // POLINA, dceu/bop // LAMIA, the fall // LISELOTTE, absentia // LIRINWEN, the elder scrolls

my dears @preachercuster, @loriane-elmuerto, @marivenah and @blissfulalchemist tagged me to make my loves in this cutest 8-big picrew! ty so much! 💚

TAGGING: @griffin-wood, @blackreaches, @risingsh0t, @chuckhansen, @pheedraws, @jacobseed, @florbelles, @adelaidedrubman, @florbelles, @jackiesarch, @roberthouses, @celticwoman, @belorage, @steelport, @aceghosts, @hoesephseed, @maeflower, @leviiackrman, @shellibisshe, @amistrio, @nokstella, @taliaferros, @heroofpenamstan and @shadowglens 🌿💚

#only if you want to of course! 💕🌸 #oc: marta chaykovski #oc: viktoriya vays #oc: polina velichkova #oc: lamia elmahdy #oc: liselotte otto #oc: lirinwen rilis #lottie got the premature graying from the years she was missing in this! #vika…. beloved. #lady in all white and scary without all reason 🤍😌 #lamia baby ✨😖 maybe in a dream? wistfully remembering what she lost? symbolized by her in her wedding dress! sobbing! #miss polly and being unhinged is her best trait ✨😌 #LIRIIIII in all her vampiric finery! she could never keep away for too long hehe 🖤😌 #leg.ocs #leg.tagged #t: picrews #lottie and lamia look so tied ✨🤧 my poor babies!

[thedeadthree]

UNUSUAL MUSE ASSOCIATIONS

tagged by the dearests @blissfulalchemist @celticwoman, and @sunsetseasons to list some associations for my loves! ty so much y'all are the sweetest!

TAGGING: @griffin-wood, @marivenah, @cameronburke, @florbelles, @chuckhansen, @preachercuster, @leviiackrman, @jackiesarch, @belorage, @shellibisshe, @adelaidedrubman, @steelport, @jacobseed, @theotherwiseman, @wayhavenots, @risingsh0t, @taliaferros, @feywildchild, @loriane-elmuerto, @yennas, @trvelyans, @rosebarsoap, @amistrio and @maeflower and anyone that would like to do this! 🤎

seasoning: hot pepper, cinnamon

weather: downpour of rain, subtle gust of wind, foggy evening, the static electricity feeling in the air before and after a thunderstorm

color: electric blue (if u know u know *cough*), deep blues, dark grey

sky: grey, foggy, stormy, twilight

magical power: telepathy (of course!), mind control, shapeshifting or puppeteering, tech manipulation

house plant: hyacinths and white genetically modified roses

weapon: her telepathy, throwing knives

subject: psychology

social media: twitter account that has almost no tweets and only follows one person and that's their very popularly followed boyfriend.

makeup product: concealer, black eyeliner

candy: coffee candy

fear: admitting vocally she loves ortega back kjdsnka, going back to the farm again, her past, being alone

ice cube shape: teardrops

method of long distance travel: expensive car with a driver

art style: surrealist

mythological creature: strix (a bird of ill omen)

piece of stationary: faded photographs and tear stained love letters

three emojis: 😠🎭🥺

celestial body: a star just before it's to supernova

seasoning: cayenne, bourbon vanilla, burnt sugar

weather: chilly foggy mornings, snowfall

color: icy blues, white, black

sky: grey, clear and starlit in the evening

magical power: mind reading, emotional manipulation

house plant: venus fly trap

weapon: sniper rifle, hidden blade, kitana

subject: manipulating men, political science and psychology, business

social media: instagram, politics twitter

makeup product: black eyeliner, designer mascara, lipstick

candy: champagne gummy bears

fear: takemura dying in that decrepit apartment, dying, losing her standing/place in society

ice cube shape: sphere, snowflake

method of long distance travel: av, expensive sports car

art style: minimalism, futurism

mythological creature: revenant or siren

piece of stationary: pen, wax seal with a family symbol embellished

three emojis: 🔪📟❄️

celestial body: a comet or a solar flare

#only if you want to of course! 💕🌸 #also! if i missed anyone please take this as your tag! <3 #also if you have already done this already i apologize :') ive been on a break for some health things but i am back now! missed yall :') #oc: marta chaykovski #oc: viktoriya vays #my goal for martas was 'how much can i make myself and anyone reading this cry' janskasn #i would do more ocs but alas my brain? fried egg akjsndxkas #i did post a couple things and was like *sorta* around but mostly was on a break for the most part! #marta was more than likely couraged (more like pleaded) by ortega to get a twt so she can be more social..... a doting man.. LOVE #encouraging her to get back into the swing of things u know? she didnt want to but like..... it made ortega happy so she did it #vika on looking at politics twitter and gossiping with goro on the private lives of powerful people is her fav activity #a couple that drags the powerful for fun stays together! #leg.tagged #leg.txt #leg.ocs #ty so much for the tag dears! yall are all the sweetest!

[thedeadthree]

MARTA CHAYKOVSKI alias: rasputina - the nightmare of los diablos, fallen hero (x.x)

words like violence, break the silence.

(template by the loveliest @jacobseed 🤍)

#oc: marta chaykovski #if: fallen hero rebirth #if: fallen hero retribution #s: fallen hero #interactive fiction #fhr #leg.edit #leg.ocs #*myedits #ty ty to orion for making this LOVELY template! this was so much fun to work with! I'm definitely going to make more w/this its STUNNING #SHES HERE MY BABY IS FINALLY HERE! shes been the head clown of my brain over the past couple days so i HAD to u know? #i missed her sm! and her beloved! so hehe i have been rereading retribution :) ITS SO GOOD! RICARDOO MY BELOVED

[thedeadthree]

MARTA (2008-2013), fallen hero // CHIARA, mcu // LAMIA, the fall // HINATA, cyberpunk 2077 // EDELGARD, fernweh saga // LISELOTTE, absentia

the loveliest @leviiackrman tagged me to make some more of my loves with this cutest picrew! thank you so much jess!!!!!! 🤍🕊

tagging: you! if you would like to do a round two or haven’t done this yet i would love to see! 🤍

#oc: marta chaykovski #oc: chiara de laurentis #oc: lamia elmahdy #oc: hinata sanderson #oc: edelgard vanderweyden #oc: liselotte otto #thank you so so much for the tag jess! ur the sweetest thing! ✨🥺🤍🤍 #EEEEK HINATA GETS HER EYES! and lottie gets her pink hair in this! im so happy! #i absolutely love this picrew so much so i was like I WOULD LOVE TO MAKE MORE ✨🥺 #this picrew also convinced me that yes lamia should have purple hair ✨😌 ur so right picrew! #lottie is ✨tired✨ and u know what she deserves a vacation and a long rest after what she’s going through! ✨🤧🌸💕 #yea so like pre rebirth in her sidestep days marta used to have like….. WHITE hair! and so post escape x2 in rebirth she dyes her hair! #to like further sever herself from sidestep and as well as to make her less recognizable to anyone who might be from the farm u know? #mc/u chiara!!!!!!! this definitely has like….. very her in that verse look 🤍😌 #eddieeeee! theres my dearest girl! #also i owe it to alyssa for getting me back into ifs! i missed my dears from them…! ✨🤧🤍 #leg.ocs #leg.tagged #t: picrews

[thedeadthree]

2, 32, 50 for Marta and Ricardo 🥺

ALYSSAAA BELOVED TY TY DEARIEE 🤍🤍🥺 u know how these two have been ordering luxury room service in my head ajbsak i am totally normal about these two kjasnjasn

ask game relationships edition 🤍

(x.x)

2. what was their first date like? if they haven’t been on a date yet, how would it go?

marta would say they haven’t been on a first date quite, even though the diner date AND ricardo making her dinner at his home were and they both knew they were dates, she denies it now more likely bc shes IN denial even still that they’re a couple ajsknd (dating means there’s a chance they won’t in the future u know bc she’s a villain and shes afraid to lose him! so its better to keep him at arms length to save her the pain u know?) yet ricardo can name a handful of of times that could be their “first date!” that being two of them of course! there was a outing pre heartbreak that had a date feeling for SURE where he took her to a production of swan lake for her birthday, she talked about seeing it for a year and he surprised her with two tickets! she loved it and he would have enjoyed it too if he wasn’t making heart eyes at marta the whole time asjknax.

32. your character is in love, do they confess? if not, how long do they wait?

marta? confessing? and confessing FIRST? even after the dinner with ortega and that GUT PUNCH of a confession she still couldn’t bring herself to do it in spite that truth being something she’s known since she met him? a confession from her is something nearly 13 years in the making, and 13 years of something she has always wanted to say yet has dreaded for that time. "i love you" to her is a declaration, it’s permanent, its irrefutable, she can’t take it back once she says it. if she breaks his heart he’ll take her feelings with him. if he finds out who she is? a regene? the villain rasputina? the same rasputina who put him in the hospital? the one thing she’s feared? she needs to break his heart to save him, she can’t dare tell him because it means she could lose him. IM GONNA BREAK MY OWN HEART NOW BC THE ONLY WAY I CAN SEE HER CONFESSING IS WHEN SHE REMOVES HER HELMET IN A CONFRONTATION AS RASPUTINA AND REVEALS HERSELF TO HIM... breaking his heart and her own to save him. her last heroic act goes to the only soul she’s ever cared for.

50. is there anything that scares them about their friendship/relationship?

OH GOLLY THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS THAT TERRIFY THEM ESPECIALLY ON MARTAS END kjsdmjkas so I’ll just list a few hehe! first of course being... the truth. revealing herself to be a regene and the fear she’s come to expect and anticipates even from someone she loves so much. the reveal that she is the villain rasputina, the same villain who put him in that awful.. awful hospital bed.. that sight gives her nightmares still. that working with hollow ground at this moment means becoming allies with his arch nemesis. him finding that out? not something she is anticipating to enjoy having a conversation about. and all that coming to a conclusion that the price of her vengeance the price of her retribution could cost him. cost him his loyalty to the rangers, his morality, the people he protects should his feelings for her cloud his judgment. and the one that haunts her the most, the fact that because of her... either by her hand or by those in connection to her, she could lose him. he pushes himself to his limits, it’s a cost he’s willing to pay to protect what he believes in. and it is a quality to him that scares her the most. these plague her nightmares and even her dreams, and because of that she’s kept him at arms length for so long. break his heart to save him by never telling him her feelings, never letting him become closer than she would wish him to be.

#🌞: alyssa #risingsh0t #oc: marta chaykovski #x: but i needed you more #decided on a ship name! from what could have been from the arcane soundtrack hehehe bc! we like to cry here! #‘i had to kill the part of me that’s soft // but i needed you more’ is such a FITTING line for them both! couldn’t have thought better! #im so tempted to yell more on discord bc.... there’s so much more asjinmdxs but this would be a NOVEL jansxd i love them SM!!!! #AHHH TY TY FOR THE ASK DEARIEEE if anyone wants to ask more about them please...... they have me in a GRIP rn.. #I actually have u to thank for yanking me back into my fhr hyper fixation aaksjnd I remembered seeing Imogen on pin interest #and was like EEEEK I miss fhr... marta really told the clowns to step aside as it’s time for her to shine once again jsdnai #and u know what? good for her! we love to see it! vika is still head cheerleader but she’s flying copilot rn hehe! #most of the hinderances and fears in the relationship are on her end asakjnmdx he’s BEEN ready to be head over heels in love with her! #he’s been ready for this romantic endeavor.... he’s already said the three words that scare her the most! #and that is why these two make me cry! they have me an emotional wreck! I just KNOW that reading the reveal in game? #when ortega finds out she’s rasputina? IT’S GONNA HAVE ME AN EMOTIONAL WRECK AND IM SO EXCITED FOR IT #leg.txt #leg.ocs #leg.asks