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blondrichclosetwitch · 1 year

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Jeremy spoke in class today

Started to lose control

They can’t get enough of that doomsday song

Ignoring the pain of their particular diseases

They can work with Satan while they dress like the saints

Only one knows they're watching it die

You've learned to think life is for somebody else

You make it hard to live it for yourself

Yeah, make up any excuse to remedy you can't control

I had forgiven you for tricking me again

But I have been tricked again (she tricked me again)

I'm stiff on my legend

The films that I made

Forget that I'm fifty cause you just got paid

Summer

Did all y’all know I’m obsessed with recycling/composting and freak out about plastic constantly and that my mom, brother and I used to pick up aluminum cans on the side of the road for money

Well I can tell by your game you’re gonna start a flame

Oh-ah, I inhaled and breathed

But angels start to tell me, "It's okay to not feel okay"

Devil's talkin' to me, angel's talkin' to me

I know that you'd be proud if you was here today

I know God breathed on me

One less, when its all done

My voice is back home while I'm in hell

Cried oh Private Presley, “she swayed like the trees”

Swinging hard Jack

Maggie’s back

“….when I tell you it’s an offer you can never refuse.”

All these bad cats, in this bad town

And I'm gonna tell you what I think that you should know

Saw you smoking with all those new friends you've got to spare, and melting back in focus the sunday crowd, started sleeping with white trash heroes, tv's turned down

Well, I guess the best that I can do now is pretend that I done nothing wrong

(Never let me go)

And the arms of the ocean are carrying me

And all this devotion was rushing out of me

But the arms of the ocean deliver me

And it's over

And I'm going under

In this dark and lonely night I long to have you by my side(there might be more)

The violets explode inside of me when I meet your eyes

Then I’m spinning like a cloud of starlings

“Try my lies for size while I fantasize. You might swallow them. Try my lies for size.”

This has battered me

That's my history

Hold this shaking frame

Pull this back together

Amazing Grace, you know the rest

there will be many dangers, toils, and snares

Every perversion is justified.

You can leave it all behind just like the missionaries did so many years ago

Oh, I've had me my fill of cocaine and pills

Seems I've seen that devil fruit since the world begun

You, you said you'd wait til the end of the world

“And all must love the human form, in heathen, Turk, or Jew;

Where Mercy, Love, and Pity dwell there God is dwelling too. “

Ain't it funny? Rumors fly

And I know you heard about me

Forever waiting for some car crash

I'm sorry that I lost my patience

I promise you won't feel a thing

Hey little girl, sometimes I wish that I was dead

My days end best when this sunset gets itself behind that little lady sitting on the passenger side

That's magic in a cheetah print coat

The only moment we were alone

Jack of Diamonds

I know the truth is in between the first and the fortieth drink

Celebrate your top ten in the charts of pain as you sh-sh- shock me sane

You can be cruel i don’t know why

Hypnotized by your rotten behavior

Yeah, the politics of the worlds greatest liar

The scars I hide are not your business

The booze turns a tall, gentle boy to a terrible totem And the kids gather 'round trying to see what's inside

I think when he's drinking, he's drowning some riot

I will follow you down til the sound of my voice will haunt you

#today is an 18/9

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