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#oh my sweet...it doesnt even matter the little things like my sex drive being higher than yours
fleastinger
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8 months
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#if i told you i could not fall asleep on your birthday could you believe me?
#that i slept in the jamaica shirt?
#i have no idea if that was your gift to me or if it was for my uncle or someone else
#i have your shot glass that you so haphazardly gave to me
#but tbh i was such a coward i couldnt bear to touch and give out all of your gifts
#it feels wrong. a reminder that I fucked things up with us
#i dont even know what i want anymore or if i can get through this
#i feel so alone wallowing at the current state of things
#im constantly short of money and overspending like crazy
#i keep thinking about the guilt of it all and the knowledge that you wouldn't be so happy hearing from me if you knew what happened
#and what i continue to do
#i just feel so lost after realizing i ripped apart of my soul out by leaving you
#and knowing that i did something that had broken it beyond repair if i didnt go
#just. hoping your year is better
#and now i cant stop thinking of the ways i freely gave my love to you without thinking
#how we shouldve been serious sooner and that i couldve been with you if i was better
#better at controlling myself or better at admitting that i was struggling
#oh my sweet...it doesnt even matter the little things like my sex drive being higher than yours
#or the fomo id have about not doing things when you let me socialize and would join/invite me to things
#its hard to confront giving my niece a gift from you and face the fact that the trip wouldve made me open up
#i was just. too cowardly to let go of my ex.
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