#on a less serious note ffxvi is so fucking cool holy shit i am really fucking hyped

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did you know i love final fantasy so goddamn much (specifically xiv, xv, and xvi rn)

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #hi. i just saw a gifset of ffxv okay. djhrhrrhrgehehdjhe #:(( wahhhh ffxv means so much to me i love that game with all my heart #and then xiv literally saved me. i mean that genuinely. for a while when i was especially unstable it was what kept me holding on to life. #one reason why i look forward to the future is because of ffxiv's nature as an ongoing game !! and all of its lessons and the story. #and it's helped me a lot from comparing myself to others or feeling inferior? because i like all that i am in ffxiv #there's so many different kinds of players and i'm just glad to be the kind that i am. with my special personal experiences. #so yeah. and endwalker... specifically uhm. ?? #going through endwalker hit me a lot. and. if you know how it's like it's really heavy and all and really really... helpful! #ffxiv sorta gives you a reason for therapy but also is therapy of some sort. honestly. and speaking from experience. #i didn't know the world for nihilism until endwalker! and around that time a bit after endwalker i realized that my way of thinking is #existential and so you can see how that. yeah. what happened to me. but yk i kept holding on and i'm past that now! #for various reasons but also because of ffxiv. it's really helped me a lot and i'm not ashamed to say it at all #especially knowing many others share my experiences in their own unique ways. yeah! #i'm not alone. not the only one for whom the flowers weep. #i think it's beautiful how humans derive joy from different things and for me one is definitely ffxiv #and personally i just wish for all that i know to experience it because. i think it's just absolutely wonderful <3 #on a less serious note ffxvi is so fucking cool holy shit i am really fucking hyped