#once i have this i can finally declare this playlist done (for the fifth time since i started it)

[pagesofkenna]

I need a song to go on my Adaka playlist between Los Campesino's A Slow Slow Death (the 'I'm in love with you but I've got generational trauma and I think you're too good for me' song) and Grandson's Bury Me Face Down (the 'I'm not expecting to live but I'm gonna go down fighting' song), that will fit the roll of the 'I'm facing my problems by running away but on the plus side this means you wont have to deal with me anymore' song

#once i have this i can finally declare this playlist done (for the fifth time since i started it) #im p sure im gonna wanna restructure the second half some more lol #i love my idiot alien boy so much i just want an hour long emo rock opera that tells his story eerily perfectly #and i've almost got it!! #its just too much of a jar between the lovey section and the 'i'm gonna die' section #which might lead listeners to misunderstand this as anyone but his own fault #the problem here is the sound. its gotta be a musical bridge as much as a message bridge #slow slow death is like. a light beat with kinda... airy sound? i dont know how to describe music lol. its a love song #whereas bury me facedown is like a slow but heavy beat. its a death march with electrical guitars #frankly slow slow death is ALSO on a march beat - if i could get a march beat to bridge them it would be PERFECT