#or maybe it doesnt actually matter idkkkk

[boyheros]

EVERY DAY i think about the version of snatcher from the beta version of ahit. I like his current design don't get me wrong, but him appearing as a shadow is so GOOD. little sneaky beast. and him taking hk's form by stealing her shadow. and being defeated by fucking. lamps. love this guy

#i like subcon as it is in game but i cant deny being so curious about what it would have been like in the beta #like. snatcher is not the prince hes just some fuckin asshole trying to take the forest for himself<3 #and. moonjumper. lots to unpack there #phx news #wont lie i was tempted to give minnie shadow powers like this but i think that may go too far into fanon territory #like. she is my oc KINDA? but shes also . idk how to describe. meant to be a mini me of an existing character? #so i probably shouldn't add to much that isnt implied or existing in the canon version of the game ? #or maybe it doesnt actually matter idkkkk

[kibblemode]

long stupid idiot rant

im just sooooo tired of being such a nobody. being ignored by everyone wherever i go and my whole adult life having exactly 1 friend who actually talks to me but he doesnt even care about me as much as i care about him. i care about the ppl in my life SO MUCH but its never reciprocated or acknowledged at all and its really sad. i feel like i have to prove myself and prove that im worthy of being cared about by doing cool unique things but i just cant. i have NO talents or skills that make me worth noticing and nothing to call my own. im not funny, cant draw, code, model, animate, etc etc u get it. im surrounded by people who actually have friends, who actually have things people like them for, who feel safe and comfortable with their friends abd dont have to put on an act to keep them from leaving. but i dont have that and its torture. and no matter how hard i try everyone leaves me. i dont know what im doing wrong. i dont know what it is about me that chases people away. i just wish i knew why, maybe then i could fix it. im so tired of pretending nothings wrong just to please everyone. idkkkk im just so tired of living this way its ruining my fucking health and my social skills are already so fucked bc nobody ever fucking talks to me lol. i just want friends who love me and want to spend time with me without me having to act like im super happy all the time and being scared to talk to them. i just want ppl to acknowledge the things i put my heart into and not just ignore me. sorry if i sound fucking mental i havent taken my meds this week lol

#dl #SORRYYYYYY IM ONLY SEMI MEDICATED AND IM NOT HAVING A GOOD WEEK

[luffysbasement]

Is C!Dream a bad person? Like, he was in wars, but c!Tommy also did some bad stuff too. Well, c!Dream did torture him in exile, but now, with the latest lore, is he still a bad person? I do kinda think that c!Tommy is kinda bad too, like, he did steal the disks at some point, looted and burned George's house down, has looted others, etc, but I honestly don't know about c!dream, this lore and stuff is confusing me.

oh he is, he's definitely a bad person, there's no denying or downplaying that! the recent discovery of his actual motifs (not so actual because its still mostly in the dark) and how majority of what he did, he did to make everyone hate him-- all of those dont take away just how bad he was bc no matter the intention or his final goal, he still did it and still hurt a lot of people, specifically c!tommy yeah, and destroyed homes and relationships etc.

c!tommy definitely is a bad person too but ig the extent of his actions arent as heavy and reaching as c!dream's. majority of c!tommys crimes are property theft and damage and c!dream's messed with people psychologically if you get what i mean.

c!dream is still a bad person, even with the new insight to his character. it's very interesting though, that he's willing to break himself apart and do all those bad things, destroying everything around him, killing people and messing with them just for this plan of his!

#asks #majority of the characters in dsmp are bad people tbf #the revent lore rly makes you wonder abt what cdreams actual motifs are tho #hmmmm i rly think that when it comes to symphatizing with a character #feeling how bad or how deserving undeserving they are of whats happening to them rooting for them etc #all those are triggered by us watching their povs #ofc you can still sympathize with a character by just knowing what happened to them #but with dsmp where everyone is morally grey #who you root for can be affected by who u watch #and c!dream... we cant rly tell 90% of what his characters motifs and goals are bc well- cc!dream hates us or smth /j man doesnt stream LOL #esp since what hes planning seems to be very big and maybe even supernatural #but that doesnt take away all rhe wrongs he did ofc #just explaining how people have varying bias towards characters and its very understandable that ppl get confused #on what to feel :] #thats what makes dsmp great tho i think its very uniquely told but the story is still very interesting #again ESP BC OF THE RECENT C!DREAM LORE #makes you have existential crisis or sum shit like wtffff is everything forrrr #hm idk if i should tag this #dreblr #does it even matter does the first five tags still apply to tumblr idkkkk