#out of screams

[violeteyedkiller]

honestly thinking of changing my approach to RP. I mostly find I have attention span for quick one-offs with asks or quick threads related to dash events/commentary or what not. I'm still holding onto my drafts for if I get muse to really crack into them again but

Yeah idk just felt like rambling on my lunch break

#out of screams #I hate to admit it because I know it's on me #But really..after a while...things just die in my drafts #Though there's always the off chance I'll just pick it up out of nowhere (sometimes years later) #But...that's just the thing when having ADHD I guess #I don't get to choose what the brain worms want

[passimtemere]

IT'S GETTING REALLY HARD NOT TO MAKE AN IZZY HANDS MUSE

#out of screams

[violeteyedkiller]

Feeling in the mood to roast people's muses...

But I always make sure I tell/get consent from the muns so

Idk give this a like and maybe I'll bully your muse <3

#out of screams #do not reblog

[violeteyedkiller]

don't fucking come to my askbox on anon to talk shit to me about my mutuals for all I know you're the problem miss me with that drama shit goodbye -deletes-

#out of screams #Fucking UGH #Anyway if you have real concerns don't be a coward about it #don't make me turn off anon

[violeteyedkiller]

you're allowed to like a character AND hate their guts

#out of screams #it's not hard to understand #people are complicated so characters should be too :)

[violeteyedkiller]

I'm not doing great fellas I'm gonna try to get myself to urgent care

#out of screams #This illness isn't going away and I'm more and more suspicious it's a bacterial infection ugh

[violeteyedkiller]

We're all ok but

Pretty rattled because heading back from the Glowfari a bus ran the red light and we almost drove into it

So I just want to say

I LOVE Y'ALL OKAY

#out of screams

[violeteyedkiller]

OKAY

If anyone wants to talk birds with me I am all ears because I held back my hyperfixating ass but honestly this is the best way to start ooc conversations with me because if you let me talk about birds with you you're fucking cool

#out of screams #i could have gone all hyperfixating about orders and families because order names are fun like musophagiformes and columbidae

[violeteyedkiller]

Landed an interview next week for a job I'm really excited about

#out of screams #I'll get to do wildlife/bird education and conservation work with local agencies AND working with youth #best thing is the interview date is a day I ALREADY had taken off for another thing

[violeteyedkiller]

just noticed that the school that I'm at has the HUGEST fennel plant in their garden

#out of screams

[violeteyedkiller]

me: I should go to bed

also me: would people be interested in learning how their muses' name tastes to Stan

#out of screams #PUTTING FLAVOR ASSOCIATIONS TO NAMES HELLO

[violeteyedkiller]

-slams in weeks late-

I FORGOT STANS BIRTHDAY

#out of screams #Gif #FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCKKKKKKKKK

[violeteyedkiller]

in 2024 we should all try to use the anon feature less

#out of screams #Unless it's for a fun guessing game but like #If you're sending a nice message why NOT let that person know it's you saying those things #Ya know?

[violeteyedkiller]

-points at self- make more content

also me: no

#out of screams

[violeteyedkiller]

#out of screams

[violeteyedkiller]

I just gotta say

I've come to realize that my rp style is very sporadic. My fixations and focus can change within moments and sometimes this makes it difficult for me to keep threads going if I am prone to my brain running off in other directions in a moment's notice.

This is to say that dropping or hoarding a thread/ask doesn't mean that I'm not interested in it anymore. It just means that it might take some time for that topic or plot point or energy to cycle back in to my brain.

It also is why I do best when I'm just dash surfing and replying to asks because sometimes that's just what my brain can handle

thank you for understanding

#out of screams #idk why i felt compelled to say this but here you go #i just see so many awesome plot threads going on and #i just don't think that can be me anymore #at the end of the day i've used a lot of my brain so only the silly / no stakes stuff is left #BUT I WANT THE BIG STUFF #i'm just... very slow