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anon asked:  B62: terror in the night + kakashi

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62. terror in the night  kakashi; 1,339 words 

a/n: angst, and fluff. inspired by real-life events of a musician asking the mexican gov to donate a ton of confiscated weapons and then turning them into instruments. 

once upon a time, in a faraway land, where there is no war, no children being taught to hold weapons instead of pens because even though all wars begin and end in words, they are still fought with blood and human lives -- and once upon a time, you told him a story about how someone convinced an entire village to donate all their weapons to an orphanage. where they then melted down the metal and made them into instruments. 

kakashi wakes up screaming, his voice carrying too far and not far enough; he wonders if the neighbors will finally complain before he remembers that konoha is a village made up of ninja and people who live next to ninja, those who kill and those who try not to think about the killing. he knows that no matter how hard he screams, it’ll never bring anyone back. 

the first time you held his hands, he wonders if this is what it feels like when they taught the shuriken it can do something other than take lives, that it might be molded into something not made for the infliction of pain. you hold his hands like teaching them were made to hold things other than weapons -- like love, or music. his fingers soft instead of rigid, that he could just as easily mold them into the shape of you as a handseal that might spell an enemy’s doom. 

“th-the blood --” he stutters, his eyes wild and wide and unseeing, even as you tug his fingers into yours, press your lips to them like forgiveness. he chokes out a sob even as he collapses into your chest, his lungs heaving out breaths he never knew how to hold. 

you see, no one ever taught him how to swim -- and it’s by some miracle that he learned himself. but still, it feels wrong -- the way the air gets forced out of his lungs -- the fear of drowning beneath the weight of his own body so real he can feel it pressing down over his chest -- he gasps. 

you press your lips to his forehead, run our hand down his back. 

it trickles across his skin like piano music, the notes sweet and soft and singular. 

“there’s no blood,” you say, holding u his hands, brushing his bangs from his face, tugging down his mask to press a kiss to his cheek, “see?” 

he nods, burying his face in your shoulders even as he searches for the steady rhythm of your heart, finding it, grasping it, pulling it in till it’s all he hears. it’s relearning how to breathe, like teaching a kunai how to sing instead of sting, teaching his fists that they can hold instead of swing. 

“yeah -- y-yeah,” he nods, swallows, breathes. you curl around him, your fingers carding through his hair even as he shudders. 

“let’s go shopping tomorrow,” you say,” your lips pressing into his hairline. 

he calibrates himself to the sound of your voice, his own throat still raw from bad dreams. he squeezes his eyes shut and tries to tell himself that this is his reality. you and him and your voice and his breathing -- just this. he relaxes, ever so slightly, nodding as he puffs out a breath against your shoulder. 

“what do you want to buy?” 

you hum, “a kugo, or maybe a koto.” 

he allows himself a tired little grin, “you play?” 

you laugh, “nope, but we can learn.” 

we, he thinks. as if he could ever be taught to wield anything but misery in these hands -- then again, he sighs as he relaxes into the way your fingers draw abstract shapes into his skin, you’re here, aren’t you? and that’s one good thing, isn’t it? in this vast, unforgiving world full of badness -- he’s got you, hasn’t he? 

and still, he curls his arms around you, pulling you close. still, he wonders if one day he’ll wake up to find that this is all just a dream, some fantasy concocted by his war-addled mind -- desperate for some semblance of closeness or connection. he kisses your shoulder, swallowing down a flood of terror even as e shakes through him. 

you card your fingers through his hair and let him hold you. 

“i bet you’d be so good at it,” you say, and he can hear the grin in your voice. 

he fights the urge to scoff, “how’d you figure that?” 

he looks up, his eyes catching on the way you smile, how you lean in to brush your lips to his, kiss him like reminding him you love him. because yes, he could always use a little more reminding. 

he softens against you, chases after your lips. 

you pull away with a wicked smile. 

“you’ve got that sharingan of yours. think about it -- all you have to do is watch some pro do it once, and then you can copy that perfectly.” 

he laughs, the sound foreign even to himself. but he finds that he likes it -- like reminding his throat it can do things other than scream -- like laugh, or perhaps even sing. 

like reminding his body it’s more than just a panic room, with no windows, no space, thick walls and hushed voices -- that this body could be made an instrument not of death but of music -- he thinks, wonders if it were at all possible. 

but with you, he feels like it is. 

“we can buy a koto, or... maybe something smaller. better for travel,” he muses, finally lying back down, pulling you with him. you pillow your head on his chest, and he lets out a long breath. 

“oh, like a biwa, or a shamisen.” 

he chuckles, “our neighbors will hate us even more.” 

you turn your face up to glance at him, reaching up to tap his nose. 

“they won’t hate us -- and plus, they would’ve said something by now if they minded the noise.” 

at this, you blush, and he sees it, even in the relatively moonless night. and he tells himself that if he can make you do that -- if he could make you smile and blush, make your body sing for him, as he’s done so many nights before, that perhaps all is not lost. perhaps he could learn, if he tried. 

if you were with him. 

“you are quite noisy sometimes,” he murmurs, leaning down to kiss along your temple, down your nose, till he reaches your lips, hovering over them with a knowing grin. 

“only because of you.” 

you crinkle your nose and lean up to nip at his lower lip. he laughs, falling on top of you just enough to make you wheeze. you break out into laughter as well, and he wonders if this might be called music too -- the way your voice rings through him, the sound of his name on your lips. 

“yeah, let’s go shopping tomorrow,” he says, rolling onto his back once more only to curl around you, burying his face in your hair. 

“you still have to pick an instrument,” you say, snuggling into his chest. he feels the weight of your arms around his middle and relaxes into the familiarity of it. 

“mmm... whatever you want.” 

you huff out a breath, “but i want you to pick.” 

he sighs, “can’t we think about it tomorrow?” 

you smile, nodding. 

“sure, we’ll think about it tomorrow.” 

so he settles around you, and he knows that the nightmares will still come -- he knows they will haunt him, possibly, for the rest of his life. but tomorrow, he’ll go with you and pick out an instrument. and maybe, he’ll learn how to play it. 

and maybe, when he learns his first song, plays it all the way through, hopefully, it’ll be not a tribute to the dead -- 

but an ode to life and living. 

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@kakashiobitos i hope youre prepared. you asked for it so dont complain afterwards

but yeah lets talk about kakashi’s various coping mechanisms this will be fun

first one is obviously kid!kakashi’s total rejection of his own emotions following sakumo’s death (kakashi no) and therefore rejection of just anyone’s emotions especially obito’s (who is so emotional and kind and if faced with a choice between his team and the mission he would definitely choose the team and Die one way or another) (we’ll get back to his projection problem later bc this is a whole other issue he has) mixed with typical kakashi “this is a memento of my father” hatake hypocrisy

because if there is one thing kakashi cant do, ever, its letting go

dad died ? let me just bury all my emotions and pretend i manage to not feel stuff while also keeping a piece of my dad with me at all times

obito died ? and gave me his eye ? oh geez i guess im gonna have to fuCKING ABSORB HIS PERSONALITY AND BECOME THE ULTIMATE FRANKEN-NINJA oh and lets not forget about how he spent half his life in front of the memorial stone

im... actually kind of suprised i dont find any for rin but i guess a mangekyou kind of makes up for this wait nevermind i forgot about ANBU, obviously the best way to cope with someone’s death is trying to get yourself killed in S-class missions haha (he probably falls back into hand-washing in dire times i think tbh)

kakashi no

but seriously his absorption of obito (of his idea of obito) is. scary. and like, the way its handled in gaiden is. so g o o d kishimoto did not fuck around with the gaiden. he fucked around with a lot of things but not the gaiden but yumi we dont see kakashi absorbing obito’s personality in gaiden - no youre right we just see hiM COMPLETE HIS SIGNATURE JUTSU WITH OBITO’S EYE, PREFIGURATING THE WAY HES GOING TO ACT HIS WHOLE FUCKING L I F E

im fine this is fine

so about his projection issues - where do i fucKING START

i already mentioned sakumobito before, but let me just add that obito never gives up why does he never give up why did sakumo give up but not obito it makes kakashi so goddamn angry

but really no projection issues could ever prepare him to the absurdity that is Team 7. like. who thought it would be a good idea to put kakashi in there. making him an instructor is already a bad idea enough and now you put him with The Cold Genius, The Village Idiot, and The Sweet Girl With A Crush and ask him to keep it together and not fuck it up ? what is wrong with this village for real

(a good thing sakura doesnt actually look like rin that much aside from the crush and medic stuff - which only comes later, kakashi’s hell-brain thanks you)

oh god seeing sask try to kill sakura must have been so terrible for him oh god this is why you dont project yourself onto your students kakashi you never know when one of them might turn into an actual friend-killer

but the worst. the very worst of it all. is narutobito like. he idealises obito so much. and then projects all of it onto nard. “i will kill the current obito and protect the obito of the past” *picture of naruto there* Kakashi my boy this is. not healthy. for anyone (yes i remember this page by heart no im not going to look for it bc im lazy)

(seriously everyone projects their dead loved ones on naruto pls leave the boy alone holy shit how is he supposed to live with everyone’s impossible expectations thrown at him fuck)

also im sure the mask is probably A Thing(TM) because no one keeps the same look for 25 years (and also @ sakumo why is your 4yo son hiding his face he is 4 being a genius ninja doesnt explain everything)

(please let me talk about my headcanon for kakashi’s mask it physically hurts me and its all my friend’s fault)

anyway you wanted to talk about the ninja system ? lets talk about it. in bullet points after the cut bc its going to be Long

first of all this is the same village that let sask live in the compound where his whole family got slaughtered im like 100% sure no one took care of 5yo orphan kakashi who found his father’s dead body after weeks/months of hearing people badmouth said father

what could possibly go wrong

speaking of which why is a 5yo even allowed with weapons, im not even talking about the missions just giving a 5yo weapons is never a good idea

also the Rules are so. fucking. this is a 5yo child why does everyone think him killing his emotions is a good idea

not even talking about the Actual killing

what even happened between the time he passed genin and the time team minato was formed who took care of him was it minato was he working on his own instead of in a team

also chuunin at 6 ? really ? what about the Emotional Maturity(TM) kotetsu and izumo were talking about during shikamaru’s match that a 6yo does definitely Not have

like i get it was war-time but still what the fuck chuunin can lead teams why would you let a 6yo lead a team of people most likely older than him im like 100% sure they wouldnt like it

also a 11yo jounin like. ok. at this point i dont even know why i ask anymore

HE A CHILD KAREN HE SHOULD NOT BE FIGHTING A WAR AND KILLING PEOPLE DO YOU HAVE AN IDEA OF THE EMOTIONAL DAMAGE 

shit soldiers get so many complications from that and you put a child through the same stuff how do you expect him to be even remotely alright

also did anyone take the time to talk with him after obito and rin’s respective deaths

like im not even talking about therapy that im pretty sure doesnt exist in this world but like. did minato know about the nightmares/hand-washing/stuff ? or did he wait until kakashi was Ready To Talk ?

wait nevermind i keep forgetting about the ANBU what the fuck minato you know the child has problems with emotions and you put him thERE ??? minato why

sure let the child who feels guilty for all his friends’ deaths into the squad that does the most danagerous missions im sure this will go well

why would he try to kill himself (or get himself killed same thing really)

nothing can go wrong with this plan

There Is No War In Ba Sing Se

also how old was he ? 13 i think ?

‘dont let the children fight the kyuubi’ yeah sure minato because there are no children getting themselves almost killed on the regular none at all

like he Tried but. i guess when you grow up in a ninja system you have trouble finding the right ideas so. another point to the fucking up of kakashi indirectly this time

who even let kakashi instruct children

who even let kakashi-the-never-child-never-adult instruct children

no i mean seriously if you dont let a child have a childhood theres no way he can grow up correctly and become an Adult(TM)

did no one tell him absorbing the personality of his dead best friend isnt a good idea

gai is the only good thing in kakashi’s life and thats. Bad. gai is a lovely man but seriously why does kakashi have no one else

oh wait theyre all dead

sorry

is kakashi sent on missions underground too sometimes or do they actually have some sense

kakashi is the main reason i believe they dont know therapy in this world

probably dont even have meds

this is stupid mentally sound soldiers are more effective than completely fucked up ones

are there even some studies on the consequences of war ? shell shock anyone ? ptsd ?

the only guys who know some stuff about the human mind are I&T guys and thats not good

this post is already too long i cant talk about Obito AU here sorry

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