#psych thats what sim city is for

[berandomness]

I have an urge, a need, a desire to put ants in a Jar and watch them build things.

#evil villian voice #and id do it with people too if it werent for you meddling... #psych thats what sim city is for #virtual people anthills :)

[nervouswizardparadise]

Hi! Hunter here,

We don't have a proper name for our system, and we haven't been properly diagnosed, but we are on the journey to diagnoses.

A bit nervous about that, and even more scared of being admitted into the psych ward, because we called the Adult Mental health in our city, because that's what our doctor told us to do AFTER referring us to a psychiatrist..

So, I call, and they end up putting us in as self referral. The woman asks us why we're reaching out to them and I say "I'm hearing voices" as it's the only thing I can think of, instead of describing everything to her ( a mistake? Probably)

So the woman says "you need to go to the hospital. " and then she says "are you hearing them now?" I was being honest and said "no." The other's were quiet.

She said "we have a walk-in service, when will you want to come in?" And I say "whenever, I'm free all week" and she says "you can come in today, because hearing voices is not good, and we need to take care of that." And so I say "okay." And she says "okay" and then that was the end of the convo.

So a day or two passes and we get a phone call from the mental health place, so I call back, and that was a whole ordeal.

Then, after being transferred a couple of times, a different woman from before, asks me the same question the first lady asks!

I tell her that I'm hearing voices and I explain that when I first called I was told to go to the hospital, and I add that my doctor referred me to a psychiatrist, and said to call the adult mental health.

She was quiet on the line. So I say "I don't know what I'm supposed to do."

Then she snaps at me and says "Do you want help?"

By this time Taylor has become co conscious with me and he speaks up and snaps right back at her and says "yes, I want help!"

The miserable woman's attitude changes, and she's a bit more polite but still rude, and says that "I'll " have to come in for an assessment.

I ask "do I need an appointment?" All snide she says yes.

So we set that up, and now, we go in on Aug. 5th at 10:30...

Super scared.. that we won't get the right service, or the proper care.. but we are all scared that they might think we will need to be admitted.

Thats not silly, is it?

If the reception ladies are rude, then how is everything else gonna be?

Wish I was rich enough to go through private sessions with a psychiatrist without having to do it through the government..

But whatever.

See how it goes.

So, after this post, we'll be working on a meet the alters thing. We'll all make ourselves in the sims 4 of how we look in the innerworld.

I myself haven't seen the innerworld, but maybe of the other's will be able to create what it looks like.

Much love,

HUNTER.

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