#seasonal depression really hitting and forcing me to latch onto the nearest fictional lifeline lmao

[spacedkey]

normal i'm normal

#seasonal depression really hitting and forcing me to latch onto the nearest fictional lifeline lmao #you can guess. if you have a keen eye. or ear if text to speech is your deal. #normal normal me lol lol #AGH my brain is melting bc i keep using the lexicon of characters instead of my own. not helping. #also i might be having a silent migraine. or normal brain fog. or just tired. #or all at once. wombo combo. #all that to say. i've said too much. i'll say more cause i feel like it. and i am remembering that one anon that said they like reading #-excessive talking in tags. this one goes out to yuou mysterious reader #i latch so hard onto random medias 'cause i basically don't exist outside of them (don't extrapolate off of that #'course i don't mean literally.) i'm not fictional or anything. but also i'm not concrete #my internet persona is me. my characters are me. my body is sorta me but whatever. gotta deal with the flesh puppet even if it isn't me #i'm more my computer than i am my body #being room bound for most of my life will do that. even on good days when i leave the house #hours is nothing to years. is this poetry? i'm just blabbering #'BLABBERING'. gods. see what i said about linguistic sponge #talking to future me skimming my posts again with that one #besides the point. there is no point. #i exist here. now. no where else. i existed seconds ago typing this #that me doesn't exist now. now i exist here. you get the point #i'm just putting off sleeping by this point #anyway i have a new sona design. so reader as an easter egg feel freeeee to ask about it and i'll flaunt my inspirations on my sleeve #also i don't expect the sona to stay resonating with me for long. that's how it goes. it is a good design tho #key's lockbox #ok i think i really am normal now. bed time.