#she refers to herself as opal instead instead of her own name (Claire) when escaping and I

[teethbomb]

I watched Jack Staubera Opal and I feel hella called out ngl...

#I have never been physically abused to clear that up first it’s all manipulation from my mother aha #but like.. #hhhhh #do I constantly drop myself into a different reality with a loving family that is accepting of me and loves me unconditionally and is #honest and caring? #yes #hhhh #I take team dark and I go ‘so this is my fake family I go to when I hate it here or at any point need comfort I can’t satisfy idealistically #I’m just... #the cigarettes and yelling awakened what I thought I put to bed #and she was confronting her problems and trying to deal with them but the billboard she couldn’t get past and immediately got lost in that #fake family again.. #she refers to herself as opal instead instead of her own name (Claire) when escaping and I #I’ll put myself in the place of the comfort character and pretend I’m somewhere else #don’t mind me kinning a character from a short film.. #I might delete tomorrow I just.. #I watched this sf and just :( *points* :’(