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#shed call me a liar or satanic because i self harmed
caffeinatedopossum
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I just accidentally brought back a bunch of memories of stuff my mom used to say to me :')
#she said she wished id never been born. like girl that was on you not me
#along with 'i could just get rid of you' as a threat multiple times
#i thought she meant sending me to foster care but now... im not entirely sure she didnt mean unaliving me
#she also used to threaten to cut off my thumb
#i would say it was an empty threat but shed pull out the knives or scissors sooo maybe not
#she would frequently ask what was wrong with me
#call me ungrateful or a brat
#remind me of all the things that she did for me and how much worse it could be
#its hard to remember the stuff she said
#idk it probably doesn't sound that bad but it seriously messed me up
#she used to scream at me until i cried
#shed call me a liar or satanic because i self harmed
#god and im still not sure what rumors she spread about it but she definitely told people something
#i would say she said something untrue but honestly idk. it could have been something i did actually do but phrased badly idk
#i never got to find out
#once the first person confronted me about it i had a mental breakdown because i didnt know what was going on and no one would explain
#but clearly it was something bad because of how confrontational they were being
#actually that wasnt even the first person kind to think of it
#god im like shakinv just recalling it
#she also called me selfish a lot
#oh yeah she said she didnt care if i starved to death one time
#which i mean. she clearly didnt care if i died but whatever
#neither did I really
#i want to remember everything but i can't :(
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