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gnrbitch · 1 year
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Old Friends
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SlashxY/n
Warnings: mentions overdosing, profanity
Angst!!!
Includes flashbacks
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1990
“NURSE!” Dr. Noel called to the girl, who was already rushing to his side. “Get me the narcan” He said as Y/n slammed it into his hand, looking at the doctor slam the needle into his body, he told Y/n to forcefully push down on his stomach, watching his heart rate start up again on the machine, they sighed in relief. Then…
The man on the table sat up as he puked all over his clothes. Y/n quickly grabbed one of the bowls and put it in front of him. “I’ll go get him a gown” Y/n said as she left the room. Walking away, she caught Dr. Noel tell the man “Good to have you back Mr….”
As Y/n walked back to the ER with the gown in her had, she stumbled upon Dr. Noel, “Y/n” he said, “We moved him to room 505, I want you to run an IV on him and keep this low profile, the guys famous” He said as she shook her head, working in a hospital in LA, she certainly has seen some big names come through that door.
“Hello?” She said as she walked into the man’s room, seeing him lay there in his puked covered clothes “I bought you something you can change into” she said handing the man his gown, “I’ll be back to start you on an IV Mr… Hudson” She said as she read the name Saul Hudson on his chart, quickly snapping her eyes back at him…
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1986
“Don’t you think it’s a bit hypocritical for a nurse to be smoking a cigarette” Slash said coming out of their bedroom, rubbing his eyes.
“You try studying the Drug Handbook and tell me how it goes” Y/n rolled her eyes at her boyfriend, walking over to the couch, he gave her a kiss “Yea yea, you know i’m only joking baby” he laughed, “I know” Y/n sighed, “I’m just so stressed” She said putting the book down, gesturing her boyfriend to sit next to her.
“Don’t be, you’re gonna be the best nurse ever.” he said pulling her to him, “You’re super smart, and you’ve got a big heart Y/n, we both know you can do this” Slash said as he looked into Y/n’s eyes, “I love you” she said kissing him.
“I love you more”
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“Yea, thanks” he mumbled, taking it from her. Y/n shook her thoughts away “Do you need help?” she asked as the man shook his head, not looking at her. “Okay, i’ll be back in 2 minutes to start you on and IV.” she said as she watched him nod his head.
Walking out the room, Y/n let a deep breath out. Fucken Slash, she thought looking down at her watch. She hoped he wouldn’t recognize her, but at the same time she did.
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1988, January
“What do you mean you can’t trust me?” Slash yelled through Y/n’s apartment “You think what? i’m gonna go out fucking other girls?” He said looking Y/n dead in the eye “Jesus fucken christ Slash! It’s not that!” She raised her voice, “I don’t fucken trust the fact that you’re gonna be sober!” She yelled back to him.
“Are we really back on that topic” He rolled his eyes “Yes! Yes we are because i don’t wanna get a fucken call telling me you’re dead!” She yelled
“Gosh you’re such a fucken nag Y/n! Always up my ass about that shit!” He said getting angrier, “How can I not Slash? You’ve overdosed countless fucken times! And i get you’re sober now, but what about when you’re on the road huh? You think you’ll be able to resist being around all of that shit?” She yelled back
“Just stop!” He yelled, loudly “Do you know how many girls i could have replace you?” he said, pointing at her “All those girls that won’t be such a fucken nag about everything!”
Y/n stood there silently, “Thats how you feel?” She said in a quiet, but angry tone. “Every time you’re up my ass yes, that’s exactly how i feel” He said crossing his arms
“Fine then. Go” she said getting angrier, “Go?” he scoffed, “Yes! Go! get the fuck out of here! Go out and get all those fucken girls” she raised her voice, sighing she mutedly said, “Cause at the end of the day Slash, they don’t give one tiny fucken fuck about you, but that’s what you want right? So get the fuck out of my apartment”
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Sighing, Y/n checked her watch to find the two minutes up, knocking, she entered the room.
“Hudson?” she said as she walked in to find the man sitting on the edge of the hospital bed.
“Can you lay back for me” she said to the man as she grabbed the IV and needle, “I’m going to put in your IV now, is that okay?” she said looking at Slash who nodded his head, laying down and only looking at the wall in front of him
“Okay” she sighed, trying to ignore the tension in the room, grabbing his arms, she could clearly see the small track marks on his arm.
Keeping professional, she ignored it and put in the IV.
“Okay, all done” she said as Slash looked down at his arm and back up at her, she gave him a small smile “It’s going to help with your withdraws, i’ll be back to check on you, alright?” she said looking at him.
About to leave, Slash called out, “Y/n”, she turned around to look at him “Yes?” she said politely, heart racing.
“Y/n im sorry” he said looking at her, voice shaky “Please” he whimpered out
“Slash” she said slowly walking up to him, he grabbed her hand and put it to his face, “Please” was all he said.
“It’s okay, Slash it’s okay.” She said trying to keep her composer
“Please don’t leave me” he said, clutching her hand.
“Okay okay I won’t, i’ll stay” She said, using her other hand to touch his face, “I’ll stay okay?” she sent him a solace smile.
That night, and all the other nights Slash was in the hospital, Y/n was there, whispering sweet words to Slash, running her hand through his hair and coming across all the other members, giving them a small hello.
And then he left.
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I’ve had so much writers block it’s crazy omg 😭
I kinda gave up on this towards the end sorry guys, but I hoped you enjoyed!! I’m trying to get back on the writing grind fr 😢
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gnrbitch · 10 months
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Grunge Days pt.4 - Funky Monks
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Warnings: Profanity, smoking, drug mention, kinda smut?
Book one/ earlier parts
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1990, San Diego
“Y/n we’re here!” Layne said as he shook Y/n by her shoulder.
The band had just arrived at San Diego, immediately having to do sound check.
Y/n rubbed her eyes, yawning as she gripped her guitar case. “Sound check- I need like 10 minutes to process the fact I even woke up”
Layne laughed as they walked side by side, “You just need a beer, that’ll cool you down”
“Hopefully they have some, and hopefully i don’t sound like shit, do you know which other bands are on the bill?” Y/n asked Layne, remembering that Susan had told them last minute that other bands would be playing also.
“No clue” Layne shrugged “Imagine sound gardens here” He laughed
Y/n rolled her eyes “They just left to London dumbass”
“Oh yea, I forgot” Layne said, furrowing his eyebrows.
Y/n passed her guitar case to Layne as soon as they entered backstage. “Grab this for me, I gotta go to the bathroom”
“Alright” Layne said, taking the guitar with him as he sat next to Jerry.
Y/n made her way to the bathroom, locking the door as she pulled out, what she liked to call, her ‘travel pouch’ (Which is basically all the things she need to shoot up, and obviously a few heroin baggies).
She sighed out and rested her head on the wall, untying her arm after shooting herself up.
She got up, flushed the toilet even though she didn’t use it, and washed her hands.
Lighting a cigarette as she walked back to where everyone else was, observing the people who were talking to her boys. She assumed they were the band that was doing soundcheck when they got here.
She immediately recognized the singers face, smiling as she searched for someone whom she hasn’t seen in a while.
“Is that John Frusciante I see?” She said, smile still on her face as she made eye contact with the boy.
He furrowed his eyebrows as he silently looked at her for a moment, then his eyes widened “Y/n?”.
“The one and only” She smiled, laughing as he got up and embraced her in a hug.
“Holy shit! No fucken way” He said breathlessly as he grabbed her by the shoulders, getting a good look at her face. “It’s been a while”
“It has, I’ve missed you” She smiled at him, taking in how much like a man he looks now.
“You guys fucked or something?” Sean said, putting his hand on his hip, the other having his drum sticks.
The two old friends looked at each other before laughing, “No” Y/n said as she shook her head, “We knew each other back in 86’ ”.
“Feels like just yesterday you bumped into me” John said as he placed his hand over his heart.
Y/n rolled her eyes, a small smile lingering on her lips. “Alright calm down”
She turned to look at the rest of the boys heading over to the stage, she looked at John, “I’ll catch up with you later, gotta go”.
Y/n walked over to Layne, who passed her guitar case to her.
They fucked around while they did soundcheck, all dying of laughter when Layne tripped over a wire and fell right on his face.
“That- That was the funniest shit i’ve ever seen in my life” Jerry said, clinging on to Y/n as they were laughing.
“Yea fuck you guys” Layne said as he rubbed his head, “That fucken hurt”.
They finished up, had some beers with the boys from rhcp, all a bit tipsy by the time the show started.
*
“Y/n! You were fucken great” John said as he walked up to her.
“Thanks Fru” Y/n smiled at him, handing her guitar over to a roadie. “Wanna go somewhere else? There’s too many fucken people here” She asked
“Hell yea”.
The pair walked over to the bus Alice had arrived in, sitting down. They talked as they smoked some weed.
And even if this made Y/ns heart churn a bit. It also filled her with a sense of relief knowing she wasn’t the only one hooked on dope.
John had pulled out some heroin and offered her some, and of course she said yes.
The pair were silently looking into one another’s eyes, being unable to hold their laughter at how high they looked.
“You look really good Fru” Y/n said as her eyes ran over his face.
“I’d say the same thing about you” He smiled at her, his eyes landing on her lips.
Y/n gave him a cocky smile before she pressed her lips onto his.
He sighed as the kiss became deeper, their tongues moving in sync. He moved over to kiss her jawline as her hand moved to his hair, swiftly getting on top of him.
And what was happening outside…
Slash had decided to go down to San Diego last minute. After practice went to shit, Steven slumping over his guitars and Axl not even showing up. He decided to go to San Deigo to go see Y/n.
After the show, Slash tried looked for Y/n, being unable to see her in the crowd of people that were backstage.
He finally asked Jerry, who said she had gone back to their bus after the show.
Of course, he thought, why didn’t I think of that.
Cigarette in his mouth, he walked over to the bus. Thinking of nothing, he went ahead and opened the door.
And his eyes widened, soon becoming jealous at the scene that was in front of him.
Y/n was on the bus alright, she was also on John, kissing his neck as she unbuckled his pants. Both of them shirtless. It was quite the lewd scene.
John opened his eyes, tapping Y/ns thighs as he saw Slash’s eyes burning onto the girl.
“What?” Y/n said, eyebrows furrowed as she looked at John. John nodded his head over to Slash.
Y/n turned back, surprised to see Slash standing there, she quickly used her hands to cover her breast.
“Slash, hey man” Y/n awkwardly said.
Slash shook his head as he turned back and walked out, slamming the door shut.
Y/n flinched and turned back to John.
“What’s his issue” He asked
“No fucken clue” Y/n shrugged
“Do you wanna keep going?”
“I don’t see why not” Y/n said, smiling at him as they resumed their lewd acts, her hands finally unbuckling his jeans.
Slash looked back to the bus, apart of him hoping Y/n would come back to him. But he rolled his eyes and threw his cigarette on the ground as he finally left the club.
Well, not without taking a girl with him.
But the whole time he couldn’t stop thinking about how fucken jealous he is of that Fru kid, he got fucken Y/n. And Slash was left banging some chick who’s name he didn’t even know.
Fucken Y/n
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Sorry i haven’t been uploading much guys i’ve just been going through some writers block with this story😓😓😓 hope u guys enjoyed though, gonna be trying to upload more.
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gnrbitch · 9 months
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Grunge Days pt.16- Dam That River
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Warnings: Profanity, smoking, Drug mention
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1992, Somewhere in California
AIC had been back in Cali for a few weeks, going deep into the valley to get their record done. The only reason they decided to leave the city was cause Y/n was getting herself into some shit all the time.
Y/n had completely gone off the deep end. She was completely out of it half of the time, but no one really said anything to her since she was able to get everything she needed to do on the record done.
She acted like everything was fine, like if she never even knew Slash. And so far that had been working for her.
“Hey Y/n” Izzy said as he walked into the room she was staying in.
Y/n removed her notebook off her her lap, getting up to greet him “Hey man, what are you doing here?”
Izzy cleared his throat as he looked around Y/ns messy room, “I just wanted to check up on you”
“I’m doing good Iz” Y/n smiled at him, “Records coming out great”
“Slash told me everything that happened” Izzy said
Y/ns face went pale at the mention of Slash, “Right well, none of that matters anymore”
“He’s been talking about you” Izzy said “To everyone”
“What do you mean everyone?” Y/n angrily asked
Izzy sighed “I mean anyone who had ears” “Look i know you probably don’t wanna hear about him, but i thought i should let you know”
Y/n ran her hands through her hair, “What the fuck is he saying”
“I don’t think you wan-” Izzy said, being cut off by Y/ns shaky voice
“No. You can’t just tell me this and not tell me what he’s saying”
“Okay” Izzy quietly said, “From what he told me, he left you cause you were never home.” Izzy sighed “And he said he missed you”
“Jesus fucken christ” Y/n mumbled, a lump in her throat forming
Izzy looked at her, “He said he was gonna tell Duff”
“What?” Y/n said quickly “He can’t do that”
“I don’t know Y/n, maybe just try talking to him?” Izzy suggested
Y/n scoffed “I have nothing to fucken say to him”
“I’m not telling you to pour your heart out Y/n, i’m telling you to put him in his place” Izzy said
“Fuck” Y/n whispered “Fuck okay, you’re right Iz”
*
Y/n held the phone to her ear, her leg bouncing up and down as she waited for someone to pick up the phone.
“Hello?” A female voice on the other end said
Y/n pinched the bridge of her nose before speaking “Hey! Renee right?” she said, in the best happy tone she could muster up.
The girl spoke again “Oh no, this isn’t Renee, i’m Maddie”
Y/n furrowed her eyebrows “Oh, well is Slash around?”
“Oh he’s definitely around” The girl, Maddie giggled
Y/n sighed “Right, well can you pass the phone to him? Its important”
“Can i ask who is this?” Maddie said
“No, you can’t. Now pass me the phone to him” Y/n said, already irritated and she hasn’t even spoke to Slash.
“Fine weirdo” The girl scoffed, hearing her call out to Slash
“Hello” a drunken Slash said
“You motherfucker” Y/n spoke
“Y/n?” He asked, disbelief in his voice
“You keep my fucken name out your fucken mouth” Y/n said, her voice on the verge of yelling.
“What the fuck are you talking about” Slash said
“You know exactly what i’m taking about!” Y/n yelled “And i swear to god Slash if you fucken tell Duff”
“That’s what this is about” Slash scoffed
“Don’t be so fucken ignorant” Y/n said “Stop going around talking about me”
“I knew word would come back to you” Slash said “I wasn’t gonna tell Duff, I just wanted to hear from you”
Y/n laughed at the ridiculousness of this situation, tears falling down her face, “I have nothing to fucken say you to”
“I miss you” Slash said “and I’m sorry”
“You’re fucken dead to me” Y/n said, hanging up the phone immediately after.
She sobbed into her hands, all of the hurt she had been pushing back was finally coming out.
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gnrbitch · 9 months
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Grunge Days pt.14 - Gutless
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Warnings: ermm not sure
~ Flashback
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1992
Rough. That’s the word Slash would use to describe his life. The band, the tour… but most importantly him and Y/n.
Y/n had been touring extensively lately, and from what she’s told him, they were only coming back to LA to record their second record.
To recap a bit more, after the Clash of the Titans tour, they took a week off then were back on the road. But Slash had a lot to say about who she was touring with. The Red Hot Chili Peppers.
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1991, December
“Are you serious?” Y/n said, disbelief written all over her face
“Yea. I am I don’t want you going on tour with him!” Slash yelled
Y/n exhaled, trying to calm herself down “Lower your fucken voice Slash” “I get why you wouldn’t want me around him” She said in the gentlest voice she could muster
“So if you get it then why are you going?” Slash asked
“Because Slash! I have to think about my band” Y/n said, “This is a great opportunity for us, i can’t just let it go cause you’re upset”
Slash shook his head and scoffed “I bet you just wanna go for him”
Y/n looked at him, her eyebrows raising “You’re fucken unbelievable” she said, offended.
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After that argument, things have been going more and more downhill for the pair, they argued more, and saw each other less.
He was just so upset that he couldn’t have Y/n all to himself, all the time it was tour, tour, interview, photo shoot. Selfishly, he wished Y/n would just quit the music and spend her days attending him.
Slash knew that he was in the wrong for the way he felt, at the end of the day there had been countless of women he had left out in the cold cause he was ‘Putting his band first’.
Like the one he was sitting across from now.
“Comon Renee, just one more chance” Slash begged.
Slash had left Renee as soon as he got word that Y/n was back in LA, and he really liked her, he just didn’t like her more than Y/n.
But he was desperate, and lonely. And Renee was the only girl he could think of that could satisfy his needs. Renee didn’t have a band to worry about, so if Slash could get her to get back with him, he would be satisfied.
“I’ll only get back with you under one condition” The redheaded woman said, crossing her legs “You marry me”
Marry? Slash repeated in his head, blinking slowly after hearing her request (Yes, he was very high).
“Marry?” He asked
Renee pursed her lips “Yup”
“Fine” He said all too quickly, his eyes bulging after he had realized what he said, but he was unable to take it back. Renee already pressed her lips against his, and he just gave in.
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My job is to not let Y/n be happy 😊
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gnrbitch · 10 months
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Grunge Days Pt.3 - New Rose
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Warnings: Drug-Usage, Smoking, Profanity,
Book one/ earlier parts
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1990
Y/n thought back to that time in 1986 when she swore she was never gonna pick up another needle again.
Wrapping her sweater around her, she sighed as she walked towards the apartment her friend Chris, had told her about. The girl was currently staying with him and his girlfriend Susan, aka her manager.
Chris had known Y/n was entering the beginning of an addiction, but who was he to judge, he himself using also. So when Y/n desperately came to him, he had told her about a drug dealer he knew here in LA.
And now here she was, knocking on this random persons door, making sure she was at the right room number.
“Who are you?” A man with shaggy brown hair asked, slightly cracking the door open.
“Um- Y/n” She said awkwardly, “Look i’m here for some dope, my friend said he was gonna call to tell you about me”
The man opened the door, “You Cornell’s friend?”
“Yea-Yea I am” She said shakily, feeling a bit lightheaded.
“Alright, come in” He said, letting her through the door.
Y/n turned to look at him, “Hey is it cool if i shoot up in here? I’ll leave right after”
“Fine by me-” He the man shrugged, being able to finish his sentence right before someone else spoke up.
“Y/n?” The voice asked
Y/n’s eyes widened as she turned to look at who had called her name, and to her worst nightmare, there Slash was, sitting on a couch.
“Shit” She mumbled to herself.
“So, how much do’ya need?” The man spoke, Y/n turned back to look at him, and walked to where he was sitting.
“4 grams” She said, a cloud of shame suddenly looming over her.
“Alright, 70 bucks” The man told her, as he handed her 4 little baggies of dope.
Y/n pulled out the cash from her pocket, shakily handing it over to him.
“Jeez you’re starting to look rough, go sit over there” He smiled at her, whilst nodding his head over to the couch, the same couch Slash was sitting on.
Y/n weighed out her options very quickly, get high, or walk all the way back home, and probably end up puking her guts out. She chose to get high.
She quickly went to go sit down on one end of the couch, Slash being on the other.
She cursed to herself as she realized she had no spoon, and no fucken needle to shoot up with.
Slash watched her quietly for a moment, then he handed her a spoon and a needle.
“It’s clean” He said, talking about the needle.
“Thanks” She said as she looked at him, she probably looked like shit.
Well, not to Slash, sure she looked pale, and looked like she was about to pass out. But to Slash (Maybe cause he was high) she looked so good, beautiful even. He thought about how she got better with age, but then the dawning realization that this was Y/n, as in Duffs little sister Y/n hit him. Shit, he thought.
Y/n leaned back with her eyes closed after she shot herself up, sighing out a breath of relief. Thank fucken god for Chris and whoever that shaggy haired guy is.
But then she was also hit with the reminder that Slash was sitting next to her. So she opened her eyes, did her best to sit up, then turned to look at him. Weirdly finding that he was already looking at her.
“I won’t tell if you don’t” She croaked out, sending him a small smile. Knowing she had just given him the same dilema she gave him back in 86’.
A flash of him & Y/n back in 86’ ran through Slash’s head, it was as if they were reading each others mind. He smiled and looked down as he shook his head. “Fine” He said.
“Alright, cool” She said as she got up, shoving the baggies she had in the inner pocket of her jacket.
His head shot up to look at Y/n as she stood up “Where are you going?” he asked.
“Back to my place” She calmly said.
“Well how are you getting home?” He asked again
“With my legs” She shrugged
“You’re walking?” He asked… again.
“Yea- it’s not far” She responded.
He got up and dug in his pockets for his keys, looking at her once again. “I’ll take you home”
Y/n furrowed her eyebrows “It’s fine, you don’t have to Slash”
“I’d be an ass to let you walk back alone” He said
“Alright, fine” She shrugged, she was too lazy to walk back anyways.
She turned to look at the shaggy haired dude, “See you later….”
“Nazareth” He finished her sentence.
“As in the band?” She asked, a smile gracing her face.
He nodded his head at her, “Exactly”
“Sick” She said, a smile still on her face as her and Slash walked out.
“What a cool dude” She said to Slash as they walked through the halls of the building, making their way to the elevator.
Slash nodded his head, “Yea, he is”
“Y’know who i haven’t-” Y/n started as Slash cut her off.
“I didn’t expect it to be you at that door Y/n” He said, turning to look at her.
“Didn’t expect you to be on that couch, Slash” She shot back.
Slash cleared his throat, before asking Y/n a question that had been nagging him ever since he saw her walk through that door.
“Have you been using since you know- 86’?” He asked.
Y/n was caught off guard by that question, furrowing her eyebrows, she said “No”.
Slash pressed the elevator button “So when did you-”
“Hasn’t been that long, it’s been like what 3 months?” She questioned, not even being sure of her answer.
But it’s not like she was lying, it has only been a few months, she picked up the habit right before she came to LA, it made dealing with this new founded fame much easier.
“Right” Was all he said
“So what has guns been working on now?” Y/n asked, trying to break the ice between the two.
Slash rolled his eyes as he shrugged, “Been tryin to get back into the studio, but Axls acting like a drama queen and Stevens too fucked up to play”
Y/ns eyes widened at that, “Stevie? What’s wrong with him?” She asked
“Fuckin dope” He said as they walked to his car, “Doesn’t know when it’s too much” he said
Y/n nodded at him as she frowned, poor Steven, maybe she should go visit him, she thought.
Those thoughts leaving her head as her eyes widened at Slash’s car, “Looks like that Welcome to the Jungle check was fat Slash”
Slash let out a laugh, “Yea, it was”
“So you’re like a hot shot now huh” She smiled at him as they got into his car.
“Still the same dumbass you know Y/n” Slash said as he started the car, a smile also on his face. “What about you huh? I bet if we turn on the radio right now Alice in chains would start playing”
Y/n just laughed as she looked out the window, her brother suddenly coming to mind.
“How’s Duff?” She asked, “I’ve asked him but all I get are mumbles”
“He’s been drinking a whole lot more, that’s just how he communicates now”
“oh” Was all Y/n said
“So are you gonna tell me where you’re staying?” Slash joked
“Oh right! Sorry” Y/n laughed, realizing the car hasn’t even been moving. “Just go straight, i’ll tell you when to make a right”
Slash nodded his head as he began to drive, “So who are you staying with?”
“Just a friend and his girlfriend” She said, her head on the window.
“What about the guys?” Slash furrowed his eyebrows
“Laynes staying with his girlfriend, and the other two, i donno”
“Right” “So are you guys touring or something?” Slash asked
“Make a right on the next street” She said, “Touring? Yea!” She said as she suddenly got excited, “You’re not gonna believe who we’re opening for” She said
“Who?” He asked, smiling as he glanced at her.
“Van Fucken Halen” She squealed out
Slash’s eyebrows raised as he kept his eyes on the road “Van Halen huh?”
Y/n excitedly nodded her head, even if Slash couldn’t see her, “I’m so fucken- make another right, i live at the third apartment building” She said. “But yea, I’m so fucken excited, i think i might pass out when I see Eddie” She smiled.
“When do you leave?” He asked, slowing down as he stopped in front of the building.
“In a week and a half” She said “I’m so fucken excited” she sighed out, noticing that she was already home.
“Yea, i could tell” He smiled at her, kinda upset that this was the end of their conversation.
There was a awkward pause in the car as the stared at each other.
“Do you wanna come in for a bit?” Y/n nervously asked.
“Can I?” He said
“Well yea, comon” She said as she got out of the car, Slash imitating her.
“How long are you living here for?” Slash asked as she he followed behind her.
“Not sure, i’ll probably leave once i come back from touring with…” She let out a gasp “Van fucken Halen!” She said, her excitement coming back to her.
Slash laughed as she opened the door to her place, hearing Susan on the phone.
Susan covered the bottom of the phone as she saw Y/n, “Okay that sounds good- hold on”
“Y/n, you and the boys have a show tomorrow down in San Francisco” Susan said as she looked over the girls shoulder, looking at Slash standing behind her.
“Okay that’s cool, when are we leaving?” She asked.
“Tomorrow morning. Be up at eight” She said
“Eighttttttt that’s so early Susan!” Y/n whined
“Yea but you and i have to go pick up the other boys”
“Fine, See you tomorrow Susan” She said as she walked over to her room, Slash following her, Slash tripping as he walked into her room.
Y/n laughed at him, “Dumbass”
“Pretend you didn’t see that” He said, embarrassed.
They laid on her bed, backs on the wall as they talked.
“You excited for tomorrow?” He asked her
She nodded her head, “Yea, i’ve only been there once”
“When?”
“We opened for Iggy right after the record came out, but i’m pretty sure we’re gonna play in a run-down club”
“Hey, there’s nothing wrong with a fucked up club” Slash said as he turned to look at her.
“Hey, i never said there was” She rolled her eyes at him. “Wanna get high?” She asked
“Sure” He shrugged
The pair spent the rest of the night talking with each other, laughing at as they told each other their embarrassing moments on stage, and of course, Slash laughed every time Y/n would bring up Van Halen.
He was really excited for her, and he was glad he decided to stay.
“You sure you don’t wanna sleep over? It’s pretty late” Y/n asked as they stood at her doorway.
“It’s fine, plus i wanna get all the guys in the studio tomorrow” Slash said
“Oh shit, tell me how that goes” Y/n laughed
Slash rolled his eyes as he smiled “Hopefully it’s not a fucken shit show”
“Hopefully not” She nodded her head
“Well i’ll see you another time” Slash said
“Yea, hopefully” She said
She closed the door and headed straight to her bed, closing her eyes as she thought about how the thing that tore her and Slash apart, is the thing that might bring them back together.
And how Layne is gonna be pissed that she’s now cordial with Slash, she could just hear him already.
“Y/n what the fuck”
“He was such an asshole”
“I can’t believe you”
Maybe she’ll keep this night to herself.
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AHHH I FINALLY FUCKEN UPDATED!!!!! Sorry for the stupendous lag.
Hopefully you guys enjoyed!!! Let me know what you think.
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Grunge Days pt. 5 - Takin’ me Back
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Warnings: The usual (no smut though lol)
Book one/ earlier parts
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1990
It was a Thursday noon, a very special Thursday for Alice In Chains.
They were finally going on tour with Van Halen. And to say they were excited would be an understatement. They were practically bouncing off the walls.
Y/n drove over to her brothers house, even though she hasn’t really talked to him, she thought she should at least say goodbye to him before she left.
Slamming Susan’s car door shut, she walked over to her brothers, house, which in her opinion was too big. Why the hell would he get a house this big? It was only him and Mandy.
Well soon enough it’s just gonna be him, the last time they spoke Duff was crying over the phone about how Mandy and him were getting a divorce. Y/n practically ran over to his house after and found him on the floor having a panic attack, which made Y/ns heart shatter.
But now here she was, hoping her brother was doing much better as she just opened the door. He really needs to start locking his doors.
“Duff? You home?” The girl called out as she patted the heads of his dogs.
“Y/N? IS THAT YOU?” Duff said as he stumbled over her, crushing her into a hug.
“Yea it’s me” Y/n laughed as Duff walked her to his living room.
She saw Slash and Izzy sitting on the couch, guitar in there hands.
“Hey guys” Y/n smiled at them
“Hey Y/n, long time no see” Izzy said, giving her a crooked smile.
He put his guitar to the side and got up, hugging her.
“Jesus you’ve grown up” He said
“I know right! She looks like a adult now” Duff hiccuped out.
Y/n smiled as she shook her head, “Thanks Iz, you’re looking real good now. Healthy.”
And it’s true, Izzy finally had some color to his skin instead of that pale color, and his hair was now his natural color.
“Thanks, I’m sober now” He said
“I can tell, i’m proud of you Izzy” She smiled at him.
The girl looked over to Slash as he remained seated, writing on a paper.
She ignored it, thinking he had probably just gotten some good lyric ideas and was just writing it down.
But little did she know Slash did not want to see her. Her presence made him upset.
“So why’da come over?” Duff said as he sat back down.
“Nothing really, just wanted to say bye” She said looking at him.
“Bye? Where you going?” Izzy said, putting his guitar over his lap.
“I’m going on tour for the rest of the year” She said, excitedly.
“Really? Who are you touring with” Izzy asked her
“VAN FUCKEN HALEN!” Y/n shrieked out
The made a smile creep it’s way onto Slashs face, immediately turning back into a frown as the image of Y/n and John rushed through his mind.
“No fucken way!” Duff laughed
“Yea dude, didn’t i tell you?”
“No! You didn’t!” Duff said
Y/n furrowed her eyebrows “Shit i could’ve sworn i did”
“probably cause you’re too fucken high all the time” Slash mumbled under his breath.
Y/n looked over at him, surprised he would say something like that, and frowned. Thankfully, Duff didn’t hear, but Izzy did, his eyes shot over to Slash while he was reading what Slash had been writing down earlier.
‘You could be mine
But your way out of line
With your bitch slap rapping and your cocaine tongue
you get nothing done’
And of course, Izzy knew about the whole Slash encountering Y/n at a drug house- and by the way Slash was ignoring Y/n, he knew some shit went down. He had to stop himself from rolling his eyes. This was taking him back, cause this was starting to sound like the shit that was going on in 86’.
So he obviously knew that what he was reading was about Y/n.
“Yea I’m super excited, I’ll try to call you while i’m away” Y/n said, her and Duff had been talking for a while, but now it was time for her to go.
“Please do, I haven’t been on the road in so long im gonna have to be living through you” Duff said, very incoherently, but Y/n was able to make out what her drunken brother had said.
“I will” Y/n laughed out “But i gotta go, see you in a while” She said as she hugged her brother.
“Have fun! But not too much fun” Duff said in her ear.
She turned around to face Izzy “Bye Iz, hope to see you soon”
“Bye Y/n, be safe out there” Izzy said
Y/n nodded her head before turning to Slash, “Bye Slash”
Slash ignored her as he strummed a few chords.
Y/n furrowed her eyebrows, rolling her eyes as she said “Whatever, fuck you”
“Bitch” Slash coughed out
Y/n just scoffed as she turned around and walked out of Duffs house.
Izzy started at Slash with a ‘What the fuck’ kind of look.
“Did you just call my sister a bitch?” Duff drunkly mumbled out.
“No, what are you talking about dude?” Slash asked, acting like he had no clue what Duff was talking about.
“Huh no idea, guess i’m starting to hear shit” Duff laughed as he picked up the paper Slash was writing on, “Hey these are some good lyrics”
“I know” Slash smirked.
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2 chapters in one night whoop whoop
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Grunge Days pt.8 - Beggars & Hangers-on
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1991
It had been two weeks. Two weeks since the last time Y/n and Slash had seen each other. Two weeks of Slash trying to get ahold of her, yet never being able to find her.
It was like she had suddenly disappeared, but to Slash’s knowledge Alice hadn’t been doing any shows as of late. And he knew she was still in LA. So where the fuck was she?
Three days after Slash had talked to Susan, he stood outside their door once again, knocking, but getting no answer. No one was home.
Five days later, Slash once again went over, knocking on their door, and this time Chris answered. He told Slash that Y/n didn’t live with him and his girlfriend anymore, and when Slash asked where she was living now, Susan came up to the door and told him that she ‘Couldn’t disclose that information’. Slash knew that was a load of bullshit.
After six days he decided to suck it up and ask Duff about her, Duff saying he remembered talking to her a few days ago, but couldn’t remember about what. This frustrated Slash to no end.
He eventually gave up, hoping that somehow, someway, the universe would do him a favor and let them stumble upon each other, like they always do.
The issue was, Slash couldn’t focus. Well he could, but not in the way he always does. Even in the studio, he couldn’t help but think about Y/n. He needed to see her, he needed to apologize, he needed to tell her he didn’t mean to be such an asshole.
But now here he was, sitting on his couch as his manager attempted to drag him out to do a cover shoot for Guitar Mag.
“Comon Slash stop being a baby” His manager said, now becoming frustrated because they only had 20 minutes to get to the shoot.
“I don’t see the point in going, there’s always gonna be another cover to do.” Slash grumbled.
Their manager, Allen, let out a frustrating sigh, “It won’t be so bad, Duffs sister is gonna be there”
Slash’s head shot up, “Y/ns gonna be there?”
“I told you she was, you both are gonna be on the cover” Allen rolled his eyes.
“Well alright then” Slash said, getting up from his couch, a small smile on his face, he owed the universe big time for this one.
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“Alright well now we’re just waiting on Slash” The photographer said after he finished setting up his equipment.
Y/ns head whipped to look at her manager “The fuck does he mean waiting on Slash” Y/n whispered to Susan.
“Look don’t be upset” Susan whispered back
Y/ns eyebrows furrowed “You knew?”
“Well yea, i just didn’t wanna tell you, i didn’t want you to give up this shoot” Susan said, giving her an empathetic look, “I’m sorry Y/n”
Y/n sighed out, anger filling her stomach “It’s alright Susan”
“Finally!” The photographer yelled out as he noticed a mop of curly hair walk through the door. “Are you both ready?” He asked
“Ready” Slash said, guitar in his hand.
Y/n’s back was facing both Slash & the photographer as she took her guitar out of its case. “Yup”
The whole room in which the shoot was taking place in was filled with this awkward tension, especially once Y/n and Slash had to pose next to each other.
The photographer huffed, “Try not to be so tense. Why are you guys so tense? You guys are friends no?” He said all in once sentence.
Y/n had to stop herself from throwing herself out the window.
“Okay… you sit here” the photographer said, softly grabbing Y/n by her hand and sitting her down on an amp, that magically appeared onto the set. “And Slash you stand… rightttt here” He said, moving half of Slash’s body behind Y/n. (if that even makes sense).
He took some photos of the two just holding their guitars, not even acknowledging each others presence. “Okay Slash, put your arm around Y/ns shoulder”
Y/n rolled her eyes as she felt Slash awkwardly put his arm around her, a frown setting on her face.
“Okay perfect! We got it” The photographer said. “Now you two go to the interviewer”
Y/n furrowed her eyebrows together, now they had to do an interview together?
She was gonna kill Susan, or herself, shit she might even kill Slash.
They both awkwardly sat next to each other, looking at the interviewer.
“Okay, state your names, and the bands you play in”
Slash cleared his throat “Slash, lead guitarist in Guns n’ roses”
“Y/n, Alice in Chains” Y/n followed up.
“Slash, you play with Izzy Stradlin right? Rhythm guitarist of Guns” The man asked
“Yea- I do” Slash said
The man turned his head “Y/n what do you think of that?”
“Of what” Y/n said, lighting a cigarette
“Rhythm guitarist, would Alice ever consider having one?”
Y/n chuckled “Rhymist are cool, but no Alice would never have another guitarist.”
“Right”
“What is the preferred guitar you guys play with?”
Y/n answered this question first, “G&L Rampage, Blue Dress”
“1987 Les Paul” Slash sighed out, wishing this interview was over already.
The man asked them some more questions, some which were pretty interesting considering the fact Slash & Y/n are completely enthralled with their guitars. But they completely ignored each other the whole time.
They both went their own ways, but while Y/n was walking towards her car, Slash quickly walked up to her.
“Y/n” He said, sorta breathless.
Y/n cursed and closed her eyes, “What Slash”
“Y/n I want to apologize-” Slash said, getting cut off by Y/n turning around to face him.
“Apologize huh” She said, her words sharp
Slash cleared his throat “Yea” “I didn’t mean-”
“You didn’t mean to treat me like i was nothing, that what you wanted to apologize for, right?” Y/n said, closing her car door shut after she put her guitar in the backseat.
Slash stared at her for a moment “Why can’t you just let me apologize?”
“Cause i know how this goes Slash” Y/n furrowed her eyebrows, as if she was stating the obvious, “You apologize, and then you fuck up”
“This time it’s different Y/n” Slash said
“Why?” Y/n said, feeling her throat close up “Cause this time you actually hurt me?”
“I know i hurt you” Slash said, looking down at his feet, “But i didn’t mean to- And i know- i know i did but Y/n please- i wasn’t- i wasn’t thinking”
Y/n scoffed “You have no clue what your saying”
Slash lightly grabbed her wrist as she turned around “Give me a break Y/n- I’m- I’m fucken trying alright? This is me trying”
Y/n laughed, tears filling her eyes “There’s no point in trying anymore”
A frown set on Slash’s face, his heart slightly dropping “What are you talking about”
“I’m done dealing with you Slash” Y/n said
Slash panicked “You didn’t even listen to what i had to say”
Y/n quickly wiped away tear “What? What is it that you have to say Slash?”
Slash stood there, his mouth open as he tried to say something, anything. He hoped at least a squeak would come out, but nothing did.
Y/n sniffed as took her hand away from his, getting into her car and driving off.
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GUYS IM SO SORRY FOR THE LAG ON THIS CHAPTER😭😭🙏🙏🙏 PLEASE FORGIVE ME.
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Grunge Days pt.13 - Love Hungry man
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1991, Germany
Alice had been on the Titans tour for two weeks now, and this was way more fun than the tour with Guns.
Everyone was getting along, they all welcomed Alice with open arms and the crowds were fucken great. Y/n was having the time of her life. It seemed like every show just got better, and Y/n was always running off stage with adrenaline running through her body.
And yet, without a fail, every night she laid in bed, her mind always going back to Slash.
She missed him, she really really missed him. They hadn’t spoken in a week and a half, and it was killing her.
But now here she was, once again on stage rocking the fuck out. All of her solos were great, her and Layne sang into the mic together as his arm was wrapped around his shoulder.
“What a fucken crowd” Layne said as they breathlessly ran off stage.
“Dude” Y/n smiled “They fucken rocked”
“No you” Dave spoke, motioning between the young band “You guys rocked them”
Y/n laughed at the redhead, grabbing a beer from a table that was placed right in the middle of the room.
“Aren’t you gonna wish me luck?” Dave said, leaning into her face
Y/n rolled her eyes “You really just don’t quit huh?”
Dave leaned away, a smile on his face “What can i say? I like a girl with skills”
“Get your ass on stage Dave” Y/n laughed, lightly pushing him
Dave winked at her as he walked to the stage, making Y/n shake her head.
Layne stood next to her, “I see you have a thing for guitarist”
“I do not have a thing for guitarist” Y/n said “And i do not have a thing for Dave”
“Then i guess i should say guitarist have a thing for you” Layne winked at her
“Layne” Y/n laughed “Don’t wink at me”
“You love me” Layne smiled
Y/n rolled her eyes as she smiled at her best friend “Sadly i do” she said sarcastically
Y/n spent some of her time watching Megadeath perform, then she started to feel a bit muggy with all the sweaty people around her, so she went outside.
Her back on the wall, she smoked a cigarette.
“Did I miss your performance?” A voice said
Y/ns head shot up, she in complete shock as she saw Slash standing right in front of her. “Oh my god” she said, her mouth hung open, but quickly turning into a smile.
“Slash” She laughed out, throwing herself into his arms.
“Y/n” Slash said, kissing her cheek as he held her “I’ve missed you”
“Oh my god i can’t believe you’re actually here” Y/n breathlessly said, kissing him on the lips.
“I told you i would try to come see you” Slash said, smiling as he gave her another kiss.
“God i’ve missed you” The girl said, brining him back into a kiss, this time getting more heated.
Slash held Y/ns face with his hands, their lips moving in sync, their tongues exploring each others mouths.
Y/n bit down on Slash’s bottom lip, Slash giving her a smile as she did so. He moved his arms to the bottom of her legs, picking her up. He moved them towards the wall as Y/ns lips found her way to his neck.
Y/n moved her thin hands to Slash’s pants, trying to undo them. He put her down for a moment and undid hers, pulling them and her underwear down.
He picked her up once again, this time the bottom half of their bodies being exposed.
Y/n grabbed Slash’s member as she rubbed it against her private.
Fully entering her, Slash let out a groan “Fuck”.
Y/n moaned as she felt Slash moving, his hand on her ass. She wrapped her arms around Slashs neck and began to pepper kisses all over the side of his face. Being unable to form a coherent sentence.
“I love you” Slash mumbled into her ear, “Tell me you love me Y/n”
“I love you” Y/n said, letting sounds of pleasure out in between every word. “God I love you Slash”
“Fucken-” “Fuck!” He said, sounding almost frustrated as he continued to move roughly.
“Slash” Y/n groaned, leaning her head onto the wall.
Y/n eventually felt that sweet sensation in her lower stomach, as she let out one last moan before she gripped onto Slash’s shoulders her mouth open, but no sounds coming out.
Slash followed soon after, holding Y/n for a bit longer, then pulling out and gently putting her down.
She smiled at him, her face flushed and her hair a bit messed up. Slash smiled as his heart fluttered, giving her a gentle kiss before speaking. “Wanna get out of here?”
“Yea, I do”
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Grunge Days Pt.2- CrossRoads
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Warnings: Profanity, smoking.
If you haven’t read book one, click here
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1990
“I don’t think i should go dude” Slash nervously said to Duff.
Duff had pulled the “guns n roses” card on the ticket manager earlier that day… before everyone bailed on him, so now here he stood in Slash’s house, asking him to come along with him.
“Y’know you weren’t my first choice Slash” Duff said, “But everyone else bailed on me! So now you have to come”
“Thanks for making me feel so welcomed” Slash mumbled to himself. “What if it’s awkward?” He asked
“Well of course it’s gonna be awkward!” Duff said “But it’s better to get it over with now”
Shit, Slash thought, he’s right. “Okay fine I’ll go, what time does it start?”
Duff checked the time on Slash’s wall, “In like 6 minutes”
“Jesus fucken christ, let’s go” Slash said as he got up from his couch, Duff stumbling behind him as he was already drunk.
They made it to the Troubadour right as the band went on stage, hearing a male voice speaking through the microphone.
A woman’s (Who they later figured out was AIC’s manager) eyes widened as she saw the pair in the backstage area (they had gone through the back door).
She quickly made her way to them, grabbing Duff by the arm, “Y/ns brother right?” She said
“Yup, that’s me” He drunkly smiled as Slash just awkwardly stood there.
“Okay you need to come with me” She said motioning the two men to follow her.
She walked them over to the left side of the stage, where you couldn’t really see anything from the stages point of view.
“I’ll come get you two after the show. Stay put.” The lady said as she walked away from the pair.
Duff glanced over at Slash “Jeez what’s her issue”
Slash just shrugged at him as his eyes went back to the stage, by now Alice was midway through their first song on the set, ‘Bleed The Freak’.
The two men’s eyes stayed on Y/n as she played and sang many of the background vocals and harmonies.
It was like the summer of ‘86 never even happened, now they were just enjoying the show and occasionally whispering to each other how good the band was.
Well except for when Duff mentally (okay lie, it was written all over his face) cringed when Y/n took off her black long sleeve, leaving her only in a her bra and baggy jeans. That’s when reality hit him again and he remembered that it was his sister on stage.
The band played their last song, which was currently the bands biggest hit, ‘Man in the box’.
The crowed cheered for them as the song ended, and Y/n went up to the mic to finish off the show.
“I wanna thank you guys for coming out” Y/n breathlessly spoke into the mic, being cut off by everyone cheering for them again. “Hope you guys enjoyed yourselves! until next time, goodnight from Alice in Chains. ” she said throwing up her hand, walking off stage along with the rest of the boys.
“Dude we fucken killed that!” Jerry, their bassist said as he threw Y/n over his shoulder, Layne laughed as he looked at Y/ns annoyed face, knowing she hated when Jerry did that.
“um dude how about you put me down? i have to go find my fucken shirt”
“You mean this shirt?” Sean said as hung the shirt over Y/n’s face, she tried to grab it, but the asshole threw the shirt over to Layne.
“Give me my shirt Layne!” Y/n said trying to get out of Jerry’s grasp, they were playful little dicks alright, never a moment where they weren’t fucking around.
“Y/n your-” Their manager called walking into the dressing room with Slash and Duff, cutting herself off mid sentence as saw Y/n over Jerry’s shoulder, and Sean and Layne tossing her shirt like if it was a football.
Jerry quickly turned around to face their manager, almost giving Y/n whiplash as he spun her around. So now Jerry was facing Slash, Duff, and Susan (their manager), and Y/ns face was quite literally on Jerry’s ass, being unable to see what was going on.
The room suddenly turned quite as the rest of the Alice guy’s eyes widened at the sight of Y/ns brother.
“Hey! what the fuck is going on and why haven’t you put me down Jerry” Y/n said as she heard nothing but pure silence, trying to get a glimpse at who else was in the room, only able to see their shoes.
“Oh right, sorry about that” Jerry said, letting out an awkward chuckle as he put her down.
Y/n turned around to look at what her bandmates were looking at. Being not so shocked to see Duff, but definitely being caught off guard as she saw Slash standing right next to him.
Look, now she knew she was obviously gonna come across Duff, but Slash? there was still a whole bunch of weird tension between the two, especially since this is her first time seeing him (And Duff too, but it’s different) in the longest, and she definitely didn’t think Duff would bring Slash with him, to see her.
“Hey” Y/n said as calmly and non-awkwardly as she could.
“Hey Y/n!” Duff excitedly said as he went up to hug her.
The girl cracked a smile and hugged him back, making eye contact with Slash before he quickly looked away.
“These are my band mates, Layne, Jerry and Sean” She said after she let go of their embrace.
“Guys this is Duff, and Slash” She said, nodding her head towards the curly headed boy who awkwardly stood there.
He hadn’t even said one word, the show was fun, but now this was just emotional torture to him. The fuck should i say? He thought.
Duff quickly sparked up a conversation with the Alice boys, turning his head over to Slash as he spoke,
“Slash, it’s rude not to greet people” He giggled at his friend, still totally wasted.
Slash smiled and shook his head, going up to properly greet the boys. They talked for a tiny bit until Slash just quietly stood there, quietly laughing along to whatever they were saying
“Bold of you not to say Hello to me” The curly head heard behind him.
Slash turned around to see Y/n looking at him, her hands bringing up a cigarette to her mouth.
Slash cleared his throat before speaking, “I think i need a few drinks before i’m able to talk to you”
Y/n laughed as she exhaled some smoke “No, i don’t think you do”
She walked away from him as she finally was able to snatch her shirt from Sean’s hand, putting it on while she walked over to a dirty old couch, sitting on it as she grabbed a beer from the table in front of her.
“Who wants beer” She said aloud as she ashed her cigarette.
She heard the boys walking over to where she was sitting, all of them taking a seat. All except Slash.
“Y’know i have a nickname now” Duff said as Y/n passed over a beer to him.
Y/n opened up the bottle, “Oh really? And what would that be”
“The king of beers” Duff spoke proudly
Y/n let out a laugh as she shook her head at him, “That’s quite a fucken name”
Slash watched as everyone talked and laughed, shaking his head to himself as this was quite literally the most humiliating thing to him. I mean shit he felt more left out then he did in high school!
He turned around as he walked out, thinking to himself that he probably deserved to not be included in their fun. Especially after what happened that summer.
But he had a glimmer of hope that maybe him & Y/n would be able to move past that, just like him and Duff did. He just didn’t know how he was going to do it.
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Part 2!!! Hope you all enjoyed.
And what do you guys think? Does Slash deserve the cold shoulder? hmmm…
Till next time! xxxgnrbitch
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Grunge Days Pt.1 - Man in the box
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Introduction!
Warnings: None!
If you haven’t read book one, click here
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1990
"Next up Alice in chains with Man in the box!" The boys watched Ricky Rachtman announce on the television, just as the music video began.
"Who the fuck are these guys" Axl said as he watched the beginning of the music video, a long haired man on the bass.
Duff shrugged, "Who knows, must be some new-" He said, his words getting caught in his throat as the TV screen cut to the bands guitarist.
Mouth dropped open, he turned to look at his redheaded friend, who's eyebrows were raised as he continued to look at the TV.
Izzy was the first to speak, "Is that your sister?" He asked.
Duff looked at him, shock still written on his face "I fucken think so"
Axl let out a chuckle, "No fucken way". He was glad he decided to show up at Slash's place, because this was a fucken shock.
Speaking of the curly head, he said there with his eyes wide opened, watching the girl who's life he partially fucked up on the screen.
He didn't even wanna look at Duff, which was hard since half way through the video, he felt Duffs eyes burning onto the side of his face.
His eyes tried to stay on the TV, but the music video eventually ended, and now the only thing on the screen was those shitty comercials. He diverted his eyes to Izzy, who was also looking at him.
Slash shot him a 'Please help me, say something that'll make Duff forget I almost fucked his sister' look. And to his relief, Izzy spoke up.
"What'da think about that Duff"
"I think my brain might explode" Duff spoke, he was already drunk so this was just mind boggling to him.
"That was Alice in Chains! And hey, we have half of them here today" Ricky charismaticly said.
The boys heads all quickly looked at the TV screen, silently watching.
"We have Mr Layne Staley, and the Ms... Y/n" He said, as the camera cut to them.
The gnr boys didn't really need the confirmation to if it was or wasn't Y/n. Buttttt at the same time, they still needed it. 
"So Y/n, is it true you were born without a last name?" Ricky looked at the girl
"Oh no that's not true, I think i lost it up Laynes ass" Y/n replied, smile on her face as Layne covered his mouth as he tried not to laugh out loud.
Ricky let out a laugh, "Right. Okay so, how does it feel knowing your albums heading to number one?"
Number one? Duff thought, what had he been doing that he hasn’t heard of this fucken band till now?
"It's beautiful Ricky, I think i might cry" Layne said as he jokingly made his voice crack, pretending to wipe away a tear.
Duff watched as his sister and her bandmate, Layne joked around the whole time and didn't answer one question seriously. He smiled to himself as he watched his sister laughing through the screen.
"Okay well, one more thing to everyone watching at home, Alice in Chains are in LA! Get your tickets for their show tonight at the Troubadour! Call now!" Ricky said, the camera cutting to Layne and Y/n.
"Get your tickets, posers" Y/n said to the camera, her face stern, smiling after her sentence. Then the show ended.
The boys sat in silence until Duff spoke up, "So who's coming with me tonight."
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PART ONE!!! I know it’s a short sorry!!! But there’ll be more to come, I promise!
Till next time, xxxgnrbitch
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Grunge Days pt. 7- Zombie
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Warnings: Drug usage
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1991
Y/n stared blankly at her wall, blinking every now and then when her eyes felt dry.
“Y/n?” Susan said, slowly opening the door, trying to speak in the kindest voice she could muster up.
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“Y/n? what’s wrong?” Susan said, quickly standing up from her couch as she saw Y/n burst through the door.
Y/n stared at her as her eyes continued to let tears fall, “Y/n… sweetheart are you okay?” Susan said, a little quieter this time as Y/n let out a choked sob.
Y/n was embarrassed, embarrassed that Slash had made her feel so worthless, embarrassed that she was now crying in front of Susan.
Y/n wiped away her tears after telling Susan what had gone down between her and Slash, “It’s- it’s stupid, I don’t even know why i’m crying”
Susan sighed as she brushed a bit of Y/ns hair away from her face, “It’s not stupid Y/n, i would be crying too if that happened”
“Why would he do that?” Y/n said, her lip quivering.
Susan shook her head, “I don’t know” “Maybe he just doesn’t know what he wants”
Y/n sniffled “I need a shower”
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“How are you feeling?” Susan said, now sitting besides her.
Y/n pursed her lips, “I’m alright… hey I feel like i should move out”
“Move out? Well where do you wanna go?” Susan asked, noting that Y/n didn’t wanna talk about last nights mishaps
“I don’t know, maybe me and the guys should all live together”
“I could arrange that” Susan nodded
“Alright cool, thanks” Y/n gave her a closed smile
“You got any plans today?” Susan said
“Probably gonna go to Laynes right now” Y/n said, standing up.
“Need a ride?” Susan asked
“Nope, I’ll walk”
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“Hey” Y/n said, opening the door. She had just came from picking up some heroin, stashing it in her jeans as she made her route to Laynes.
Laynes head shot up at her, his eyes wide as he had just been caught.
Y/n sighed as she saw Demri, Laynes girlfriend getting ready to shoot him up. She went over to their couch, sitting herself down.
“I uh-” Layne stammered, looking at his girlfriend, then back to Y/n.
“Shoot me up next Dem” Y/n said, “How long you been using?”
“Few weeks after we got to LA” Layne said, sucking in a breath as he got shot up.
Y/n nodded her head, now there were two junkies in the band, just fucken great. But yet again, who was Y/n to judge.
“You’re on dope?” Layne asked Y/n, Y/n just looked at him and nodded her head as Demri tied her arm up.
“Never would have thought” Demri said
Y/n let out a chuckle “I could say the same”
They were now all high, talking about whatever came up in their heads.
“I was talking to Susan about all of us moving in together” Y/n said, looking at Layne
Layne looked up at her “Like in a house? I’m not going back to sharing a bed with Sean”
Y/n laughed “Definitely a house, i’m not sharing a bed with Jerry”
“That sounds cool” Layne said “Did you know we’re going on tour again”
“Yea i heard some shit like that, do you know with who?” Y/n asked
“Clash of the Titans, it’s Megadeath, Anthrax and Slayer”
“Fucken Slayer” Y/n said, not excitedly, but more worried, a band like Slayer, they were pretty hardcore metal, Alice would look puny opening for them!
“I know right” Layne laughed at Y/ns worried expression, “Don’t think too much about it, it’s gonna be fun”
Slash
“Hey man” Nazareth said, opening the door to his place, letting Slash in. “The usual?”
“Yea- thanks man” Slash said, pulling out a wad of cash.
Nazareth nodded his head, cigarette in his mouth as he measured out the heroin, “Your friend just came by”
Slash furrowed his eyebrows, “Friend?”
“Yea-the girl you left with last time”
“Y/n?” Slash questioned
Nazareth chuckled “So that’s her name”, “She’s from that one band right? What’s their fucken name- Alice! Alice something..”
“Alice in Chains” Slash muttered out, his heart dropping as he thought about Y/n.
“Pretty good band wouldn’t you say?” Nazareth winked at him.
“Yea- yea they’re good”
Nazareth furrowed his eyebrows “You alright man? You look fucked up… well more fucked up than usual”
Slash closed his eyes as he sighed out, “Some shit happened with Y/n”
Nazareth nodded his head as he hummed “Relationship problems huh”
“No- no we’re not dating” Slash corrected his friend.
“So then what’s the issue?” Nazareth asked
“Well I banged her last night” Slash cringed at himself, way to not tell anyone, he thought to himself.
Nazareth raised his eyebrows “Way to start out a story” “So what, she wasn’t good?”
“No-no it was great” Slash said “I just- I fucked up”
“You got her pregnant?” Nazareth gasped
“No Nazareth! I didn’t get her fucken pregnant” Slash exclaimed
“Spit it out then! What the hell did you do”
“I fucken- I pushed her away after” Slash mumbled
Nazareth looked up at him “Like physically?”
“Kinda? But like- emotionally I guess” Slash said
Nazareth exhaled, shaking his head, “Now why the hell would you do that”
“I don’t know! I don’t know Nazareth”
“Wait a minute… isn’t that Y/n the girl you told me about” Nazareth said “Back in 86’?” he asked
“Yea, that’s her” Slash sighed
Nazareth laughed “No fucken way”, “So you finally got her and you decided to fuck it up”
Slash shook his head as he rubbed his hands through his hair. “What should i do?” he asked
“Obviously apologize and, express your goddamn emotions for once in your life”
**
What Nazareth had told Slash was repeating through his head as he knocked on Y/ns door, feeling his heart beat through his ears as he waiting for someone to open it.
“Hello?” Susan said, opening the door, “Oh…Slash”
“Hey… Is um- Is Y/n here?” Slash nervously asked
“Nope, she’s not here” Susan said
Slash felt embarrassment creep through his body, “Oh, right, well- sorry to bother you” He said “Can you tell her i stopped by? I need to talk to her”
Susan gave him a nod, “I will” she said, closing the door.
Slash sat in his car outside of Y/ns apartment for a while, hoping he could catch her coming back home.
But he didn’t.
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Ughhhh shit ass chapter 😓😓😓 So sorry
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Summer Break Pt.11 - Sanitarium
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Warnings: lol the usual 
Guys also i kindaaaaa forgot to mention that Y/n and John agreed to just be friends oops sorry but now you know!!!
Y/Ns outfit: https://www.tumblr.com/gnrbitch/719360471671734272/yns-outfit-for-pt11?source=share
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Pt2 of Day 12, 1986
It was currently 11:10 of the night as Y/n and John walked their way to this party John had been non stop talking about. 
To her surprise, Duff and Mandy never came back home. So Y/n left a note for her brother, telling him she was ‘sleeping over’ at Johns, which wasn’t really a lie, she was gonna crash at his place after the party anyways. 
“You keep talking about this party, what’s so special about it?“ Y/n asked John.
She looked around to where they were heading, and they were getting frighteningly close to the hell house, Y/n prayed that this party wasn’t gonna be there. 
“Its a metal mania party, a band named Metallica” John said 
“Metallica? Holy shit I know them!” Y/n exclaimed as she turned to look at him. 
John turned to look at her, surprised “You know them?”
Y/n corrected herself, “No not like i know them know them, but i know their music, they’re fucken sick” 
John hummed, “Oh right, hey look we’re here!” 
Y/n looked to the house John was motioning to, almost shitting herself as she saw that it was two houses down from the Hell House. She could only hope the guys wouldn’t be there. 
John took her by the hand as he guided her into the house, heavy music blasting through her ears, the smell of beer filling her nose. I wonder what else they have in here, she wondered. 
She quickly lost sight of John, internally cursing him out for leaving her alone. 
Y/n tried to be as sneaky as she can, scanning the room to see if she could catch a glimpse of any of the five men she was trying to avoid. Specifically Slash and Duff, no explanation needed. 
She finally felt safe enough to go wander around, maybe she could find the girl with the blue pills, then her night would go much smoother. 
She roughly made her way to the kitchen, grabbing a beer from a concerningly dirty cooler and practically chugged it. The girl repeated this motion with three more beers. 
Hearing one of her favorite songs come on, she bopped her head and mumbled to herself “Fucken love rem” 
“Me too” said a voice next to her
Caught off guard, she looked to the person standing next to her, the girl smiled and responded “They’re a great fucken band. Surprised to hear them playing here” 
The long haired man chuckled “Almost had to fight someone to play them” 
Y/n laughed and raised her eyebrows “Jesus you must love them” 
And when she said that, she realized who the fuck she was talking to, Cliff fucken Burton. Okay, she thought, keep it cool. 
“Hell yea I do” Cliff smiled, “Plus this is my party, I could play whatever I want!”
Y/n laughed once again, “You’re in the band right?” she asked 
“Well yes I am” He drunkenly said, his smile remaining on his face 
“I fucken love your band dude, Ride The Lightning is my shit” Y/n said as she cracked open a beer, offering it to him. 
“Why thank you, for the compliment and the beer” He said
“Well of course my good sir” She answered as she was now opening herself a beer. 
“You’re pretty cool girl with no name” Cliff said smiling at her
“Thank you, Cliff” She looked at him, putting a little emphasis on his name, “My name is Y/n by the way, though girl with no name sounds sick”  
Cliff laughed at her comment “Wow, look at me, already being recognized” He joked as he pretended to wipe away a tear. 
Y/n smiled and rolled her eyes, “Seems like your song is over, Cliff, what's next on the menu?” 
And just as Cliff could answer, Iron Maiden started to blast through the house, Cliff widened his eyes and laughed, “Well I guess that” 
Y/n laughed as she heard a familiar voice in the distance, looking over her shoulder, she saw her brothers gold locks heading towards the kitchen. Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. She thought. 
Looking back at Cliff, she asked “Do you wanna go sit down or something?” 
Cliff smiled “I’m so glad you said that, my fucken legs hurt” 
“Alright then, lets go” she said as she grabbed her beer and walked out of the kitchen, turning her head to see Cliff following closely behind. 
They sat down on a couch which was quite literally in the middle of the room, and Y/n hoped that with as many people as there were, she wouldn’t be spotted by her brother. 
As they sat down, she saw John and some dude talking (they were also sitting on the couch). 
John noticed her and smiled, “Lars, this is my friend Y/n” he said pointing at her, Lars turning around to look at her. 
“I’m Lars, You guys know each other? Wait are you guys dating?” Lars said with his little danish accent. He spoke very quickly, Y/n noted. 
“No not dating, just friends” Y/n said 
Lars smirked at her, “Well in that case-” 
“Don’t start pulling your moves on Y/n Lars” Cliff said as he looked back to the girl “I’m saving you, he’s a bit of a fucken chatterbox” 
“Hey- Cliff! I heard that! Why are you always trying to-” Lars started as John cut him off 
“Lars what was it that you were telling me about? Some chick you met in New York?” John said, giving Y/n a ‘Thank me later’ look as Lars put his attention back on John. 
Y/n smiled at him as she turned her attention back to Cliff, “How was opening for Ozzy?” She asked, feeling a bit drunk
“It was so fucken cool, greatest time of my life” Cliff said as he smiled, laying back on the couch. 
Y/n smiled along with him, she really couldn’t believe that she was right here, talking to Cliff on this old dirty couch, what fucken luck. 
She turned her head to look at the crowd, and right when she was going to turn back to Cliff, she had to do a double take to see if her mind was fucking with her. But it wasn’t, Slash was staring at her as he stood behind Steven (Stevens back was facing Y/n, just for a little clarity), his eyes burning as they looked back and forth to her and Cliff. 
“Shit” Y/n said aloud
“Whats wrong?” Cliff asked her, his eyes following to where Y/n was looking. 
The pair on the couch looked at eachother again 
“Boyfriend?” Cliff asked 
Y/n sighed “Nope”
“Ex boyfriend?“ 
“Nope”
“I don’t believe you” Cliff sang to her as he smiled 
Y/n smiled and rolled her eyes “You should, theres nothing going on” 
“So why is he coming over?” Cliff told her, nodding her head towards the curly headed man approaching them. 
Y/n looked ahead, seeing Slash walking over to her and Cliff. Shit the girl thought. 
Cliff smiled at her before looking at Slash, “Hey man” 
Slash nodded his head at him before looking at Y/n, “The fuck are you doing here?” He asked 
Y/n rolled her eyes “Don’t start Slash” 
Slash looked at Cliff and smirked, “Don’t waste your time on her, she not worth it” 
“Well i wasn-” Cliff said, being cut off by Y/n scoffing and walking away. 
Y/n pushed her way through the crowd, her frustration flowing through her body as she felt her throat closing up. 
Making it to the hallway, she felt someone roughly grab her arm and pull her into a room. Hearing the sound of the door close, this someone turned on the lights. 
Y/n’s face turned angry at the sight of the curly head in front of her. 
“Fuck you Slash” Y/n said to him, turning around to leave. But Slash quickly closed the door back up. 
Y/n scoffed as she looked to him “What? What the fuck do you want” she said, impatiently. 
Slash stared at her, no words coming out of his mouth. 
“You drag me in here and say fucking nothing” Y/n said, narrowing her eyes at him. 
“I fucken hate you Slash” Y/n said “Why can’t you just leave me alone? Stop fucken tormenting me” 
“Is that really how you feel?” Slash said, smirk on his face. 
“Yea, it is. I don’t know what kind of sickly obsession you have over me, but you have to leave me the fuck alone.” Y/n said, staring right into his eyes 
Slash could laugh, “I don’t really think thats what you want me to do”
Y/n could slap him, anger rushing through her body she said, “It is. Leave me alone. Everything you and I did meant nothing to me.” And Y/n meant it, this was just supposed to be some fun little thing between her and Slash, but he turned it into something fucken ugly. 
“What the fuck do you mean it meant nothing?” Now Slash was the one becoming angry. 
“Figure it out yourself dumbass” Y/n said as she finally made her way out the bathroom, walking to the living room. 
She stopped at the couch she was on earlier, seeing John she spoke up, “Hey, I’m leaving” 
“You’re leaving? Do you want me to go with you?” John asked her 
“No its cool, its not far” Y/n said as she hugged him, “I’ll catch you later alright? Call me when you get home” 
“Okay, get home safe” He said, sending her a little smile. 
Y/n returned the smile, walking out of the house she came across Cliff. 
“Leaving already?” He asked her 
“Yea, gotta get home, it was cool meeting you” She smiled at him 
Cliff drunkly smiled at her “It was cool meeting you too” He said as he bought her into a hug. 
Y/ns smile remained on her face as their embrace ended, “Bye Cliff” she said as she finally left the premises (they were outside, like on the lawn or something). 
The girls smile faded as she made her way home, tears filling her eyes at the anger she felt towards Slash. Fucken asshole.
She sniffled and wiped her eyes as she walked down the streets of Sunset Blvd, wanting to get to Duffs place already. 
Y/n felt someone following her, her head turned to look over her shoulder. She sighed and closed her eyes as she continued to walk, recognizing the silhouette behind her. 
“Y/n” The man called, Y/n gave no response as she began to walk faster. 
“Y/n i swear to god” The voice called to her again. And again, Y/n didn’t say anything. 
Y/n was close to her destination, if she could get to Duffs place fast enough, she could lock the doors. 
And Y/n almost ran to get to the door, and just before she closed it, Slash’s hand slammed against it, opening it back up. He made his way inside and closed the door as Y/n walked towards their room.
“Y/n” He said 
“I don’t wanna talk to you Slash” The girl said as she began to take her jacket off, looking for her pajamas. 
Slash sighed, “Look im sorry” 
Y/n scoffed, “Like thats gonna fix anything” 
“I know its not, but i really am sorry” Slash said, his voice becoming gental 
“Okay” Y/n said, pushing him away as she tried to make her way into her bathroom. 
“Y/n comon just hear me out, look we can make this work” He said 
“Make what work?” She asked, turning back around to look at him 
“This” he motioned between them 
“I- I don’t know. Slash” The girl sighed
“Just give it a chance, look I’ll take you out on a date tomorrow” He desperately said 
“I can’t tomorrow, i’m already hanging with Duff” She said, trying to make an excuse
“Lets go during the night” He quickly responded 
“Fine.” The girl said, turning around and walking to the bathroom, closing the door. 
“Yes!” she heard Slash say from outside the bathroom, the walls were very thin here. 
“Better be a good fucken date Slash” Y/n mumbled to herself.   
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LOL i feel like this chapter isnt good.
Anyways I literallyyyyy forgot Y/n was supposed to be 16 LMFAO omg 😭. But im changing her age shes now freshly 18 yasss. Gonna go back and change her age in the other chapters LOL. Hope you guys enjoyed though!!!! till next time xxgnrbitch
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Summer Break pt.10 - Hair of the Dog
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Day 11, 1986
"Where the fuck did you go" Slash said as Y/n entered the apartment, 30 minutes after she had walked out.
"Nowhere" The girl said, lying.
"You went with that fucken Fru guy didn't you?" Slash said, following Y/n as she walked towards their shared room.
Y/n rolled her eyes "Thats none of your business Slash"
Slash grabbed Y/n by her arm turning her to face him "You fucked him didn't you?"
Y/n scoffed "You're being ridiculous Slash"
"You fucken did" Slash looked at her angrily
"That's none of your business" Y/n said
"It kinda is when you were just about to fuck me" Slash scoffed at her "I didn't know you were such a whore"
Y/n's face dropped "Did you just call me a whore?"
"Yea, i did" Slash said with a smug look on his face
Y/n pulled away from him "You're such a fucken dick" "I didn't fuck him, and i'm sure as hell am not gonna fuck you"
"Yea, like I fucken believe that" Slash scoffed at her
"HEYYYY WE'RE HOMEEE" Duff said as he and Mandy walked through the door.
Looking at the sight before him, he put his hand on his hip "Were you guys fighting?"
"Just a little bickering maybe" Y/n said quickly, there was no point in lying if both her and Slash looked like they were ready to murder one another. "Nothing too serious"
Slash nodded his head, "Yea, I'll see you later guys" he said as he walked towards the front door.
"Where are you staying tonight?" Duff furrowed his eyebrows
"Goin to the hell house, forgot i told Steven i'd help him on a few drum parts" The curly head said as he opened the door, taking one last glance at Y/n as he rolled his eyes.
"What happened?" Duff said as he looked at Y/n "Slash seemed pretty upset"
"We just fought over a pack of cigarettes" Y/n shrugged "He must be going through some other shit"
"Right..." Duff said, looking at Mandy
"So what'd you guys do today?" Y/n quickly changed the subject.
"Just went out together, thought we could use a day to ourselves" Duff said.
"Thats cool" Y/n said
"Do you wanna watch a movie? I have some good horrors" Duff smiled at her.
Y/n returned the smile, "Yea, that sounds fun"
"I'll get some popcorn" Mandy smiled at the two, heading towards the kitchen.
"Don't burn it!" Duff called out to her as she made her way to their small kitchen. Mandy just stuck out her middle finger.
"Alright, what should we watch?" Duff said as he put down their movie options in between them (they're sitting on the couch now lol)
Y/n looked through the movies and held them up, "Clockwork Orange fucken truamatized me, so definitely not that one" She said as Duff laughed.
"What about Halloween?" Duff asked, holding the box up
"Eh too predictable" Y/n nodded her head
"Okay but when we went to go see it you almost cried!" Duff laughed
Y/n laughed along with him, "Duff I was eight!"
"Oh my god Duff we have to watch this one" Y/n said as she held up 'The Texas Chainsaw Massacre'
"That one freaks me out" Duff said
"Comon, i've never watched it before!" Y/n pleaded
"Alright fine but if you end up wanting to sleep in my bed im gonna kill you" Duff laughed
"I was eight!" The girl reminded him
"Excuses Excuses" Duff tutted
Mandy came back with the bowl of popcorn, setting it on the table in front of them as Duff put in the movie into their VHS box.
Y/n payed attention to some of the movie, before her mind went back to what had happened earlier. Maybe she should've just made it clear to Slash that she didn't sleep with John. But she thought about how Slash was already barking at her once she stepped foot into the house-
"HOLY SHIT!" She heard Duff say, interrupting her thoughts.
Y/n laughed as she stared at the TV in front of her, being unable to put her attention back into the movie. What a fucken mess has this all been. She can’t just be on bad terms with Slash, she thought. She's always around him, and they might just kill each other. Then everyone’s gonna know what happened!
At some point during the movie, don't ask Y/n which one. The girl fell asleep. And Duff & Mandy left her there, on the couch.
Eleven pm, pt. 1 of Day 12
Y/n woke up to the sound of Duff and Mandy laughing about god knows what in the kitchen. Rubbing her eyes, she sat up.
Y/n walked into the kitchen, "See, I told you i wasn't gonna wanna sleep in your bed" She spoke in a raspy voice.
"Yea thats only cause you fell asleep through half of the movie!" Duff looked at her.
"Yea yea, god my fucken neck hurts" The dark haired girl said, hand on the back of her neck.
"Yeaaa that's on us, probably should've told you to go to your bed" Mandy said, sipping on her coffee
"You should've, it feels like I just slept on bricks" Y/n said as she tiredly walked towards the bathroom. She brushed her teeth, splashed her face with cold water, then headed to her room.
She changed into a simple outfit (her top is the picture at the bottom of the title, imagine whatever bottoms you want). As she was putting on mascara, Duff opened the door.
"Hey kid" He said leaning on the door
"Hey Duff, whats up?" she smiled at him through the broken mirror in front of her
"Nothing, I'm about to head into work" He said, pointing at his collared shirt
"Ou that sucks" The girl said
"Hell yea it does, what are your plans for today?" He asked her
"I'm not sure" The girl said "Might just chill today, maybe go for a walk later" She shrugged.
Duff nodded his head at her "Alright well just be safe, sorry i have to leave you alone again"
"It's alright, maybe we can hang out tomorrow" Y/n looked at him
"Tomorrows perfect, I have nothing in my schedule" He said
"Schedule, like if your some business man" Y/n laughed
"Hey I'll have you know I take my job at mcdonalds very seriously" Duff looked at her with a stern face, before they both bursted into laughter.
Mandy walked to Y/ns doorway and smiled at the two laughing, feeling bad that she had to cut this moment short.
Duff looked at Mandy, "Ready to go?" he asked, smile still on his face
"Yea i am, see you later Y/n!" Mandy said
Y/n waved at her "Bye Mandy"
Duff walked up to her and gave her a pat on the head, "I'll be back soon, be safe"
Y/n nodded her head, "You too, see you later, love you"
"Love you too Y/n" Duff smiled at her as he walked out the door.
Y/n walked around the house for a while, called all her friends back in Seattle for a while, which she immediately regretted because now she had a severe case of homesickness, and surprisingly, she even missed her mom.
She sighed to herself, bored of being alone when she finally decided where she was gonna go.
Y/n held the strap of her bag as she tried to remember the directions of this place. Speaking to herself as if that would help.
"Okay... i think i should take a left" she spoke to herself, looking at all the houses around her, trying to recognize the hell house.
She saw a house across the street from her with a many kegs outside and walked towards it, it didn't really take a genius to figure out some rockstars lived here.
And as Y/n walked through the front door, a girl was walking out. The girl broke her neck to take a good look at her. And Y/n hates to judge, but she was about 99.9 percent sure that, that girl was a prostitute.
She finally stepped into the house to find Izzy sitting on the couch, guitar in his hands.
"Hey Iz" The girl said
Izzy already had his eyebrows furrowed, asking himself what the fuck was Y/n doing here. "Hey Y/n" he said
"Where’s Slash?" The girl asked
Izzy shaked his head as he lazily pointed to a door.
"Thanks Izzy" The girl said as she walked into the room.
"The fuck are you doing here" Slash said as he laid on the bed, the blanket only covering his privates.
Y/n rolled her eyes, able to piece two and two together, Slash fucked that girl! "I'm just here to know if your still butthurt, but i can see you are"
Slash lit a cigarette up, "Well now you know, so you can get out of here"
"I didn't fuck John by the way" She said
"Like i care" Slash quickly responded
"Sure you don't, you're just the one who got soooo asshurt that you had to go fuck a hooker" Y/n crossed her arms
"Seems like now you're asshurt" Slash rolled his eyes
"Don't worry, I'm not worried about whatever loose pussy you're fucking" Y/n laughed in his face.
Slash got up, holding the blanket at his privates, cigarette in his mouth. "You better shut the fuck up Y/n"
"Or what- Okay no. Look lets just let this go alright?" Y/n said, trying to just end this stupid fight.
"No no i don't have to let shit go" Slash said, removing the cigarette from his mouth.
"See thats your fucken issue! You could never let shit go!" Y/n said, annoyed.
"No this is your fault! You left me there like some fucken idiot!" Slash raised his voice.
"Okay shit Im sorry dude!" Y/n began to raise her voice also, she was becoming threatened by Slash, "I just had to get some shit sorted out!"
"Oh yea okay, like fucking him!" Slash responded
Y/n threw her hands in the air "I didn't fuck him!", "Why don't you believe me!"
"How do you expect me to! You're a fucken slut who likes to throw herself to everyone who just looks at her" Slash yelled, immediately regretting the words that came out of his mouth.
Y/n disgustingly looked at him up and down, "You’re one to fucken talk" She scoffed as she opened the door, walking out of the room and walking out of this stupid fucken house.
"Bye Iz" She said as she was leaving, hearing Slash calling out for her.
"What the fuck did you guys do?" Izzy looked at Slash, who had guilt written all over his face.
Y/n scoffed to herself as she walked back home, tears threatening to leave her eyes, what the fuck did Slash know? He didn't know jackshit about her!
The girl eventually made her way back to Duff's place, sitting on her bed as she considered calling John and telling him what had happened, since she had confessed to him what happened at the night of the party, buttt she did leave out the part where he interrupted her and Slash's make out session. So she eventually decided against calling him.
Smoking a cigarette, the phone rang. She got up to answer, praying that it wasn't Slash.
"Hello?"
"Hey Y/n!" She heard John at the other end of the phone.
"Hey Fru" She smiled at his voice
"Y/n i have a invitation for you" John said
"Invitation?" The girl questioned
"Yea, invitation. Do you wanna go to a party with me?"
"Where is this party?" The girl asked.
"Somewhere around here, pleaseeeee go with me" John begged
"Okay okay, I was gonna say yes anyways, what time?" The girl asked
"I'll pick you up at eleven" He said
"Alright, is it cool if i tell Duff im sleeping over at yours?" The girl said, Duff wouldn't have an issue if was just sleeping over, she thought.
"Yea thats cool, see you later alligator" He said, and Y/n could just feel him smiling at the other end.
"In a while, crocodile" She said, cringing at herself.
"HA! i knew you would break one day" John laughed
"Shut up Fru" Y/n smiled as she hung up the phone.
This probably wasn't a good idea, but fuck it.
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YASSS gonna have the next chapter up as soon as I can, hope you guys enjoyed!!!
xxxgnrbitch
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Summer Break Pt. 12 - Curiosity Killed the Cat
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Warnings: Drug Usage, profanity, smoking
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Day 13, 1986, 6:30pm
“Y’know Duff, i’m really proud of you” Y/n said as she took a bite out of her food.
Y/n and Duff has gone out in the afternoon, getting some burgers from a cheap fast food place.
The siblings were now eating in Mandy’s car (Which Duff had borrowed), talking and laughing as ‘New Rose’ by The Damned played quietly through the radio.
“Are you?” Duff raised his eyebrow at her.
“Well yea, look at everything you’ve done since you left” She smiled at him
“Yea” Duff laughed “Too much shit has happened”. He turned his body to her, “How has seattle been? You know, since I left”
Y/n exhaled, “Like now? Or right after you left?” She asked
Duff shrugged, “Both, tell me everything”
“Well” Y/n said, taking a glance out the windshield “I was really lonely after you left” She said, her voice becoming quieter. “It was really hard for me y’know? I’m really sorry i didn’t say goodbye to you” Y/n said, remembering when Duff stood outside her door begging her to come out so he can say goodbye.
Duff nodded his head, “It’s okay, I know you were upset”
“I really didn’t want you to leave, home isn’t the same without you” The girl admitted “But it’s okay now, I’m really happy for you Duff” She smiled at him.
Duff bought her in for a hug, “I know, i’ve missed you so much Y/n”
“I’ve missed you too” She said, hugging him back, they pulled away as Y/n noticed her bothers eyes tearing up. “Are you gonna cry?” She said
“What? No” He joked, his eyes blinking quickly
Y/n rolled her eyes and smiled at him “Better not. Or i’m gonna cry too”
“Jesus you still do that!?” Duff laugh, thinking about how Y/n would always cry the minute she saw someone else cry.
“Well yea! I’m a very empathetic person” She said, not being able to help herself from laughing too.
“Okay i have something to say” Duff said, trying to stop himself from smiling
Y/n furrowed her eyebrows “What?”
“I think Slash likes on you” He giggled
Y/ns heart dropped as she tried to play it off “Slash? No dude” She forced her laugh
“Well that’s my theory and i’m sticking by it!” Duff announced as he started the car.
***
“I had fun today Y/n, i wish you could stay here forever” Duff said as the pair walked back to his place, arm around her shoulder.
Y/n laughed, “I think we would kill each other if i stayed long enough”
“Well that’s true, plus- wait are you going to college?” He asked as they now entered the apartment.
“I’m not sure, i don’t really wanna go” Y/n said, “I think i just wanna focus on music when i get back to seattle”
Duff hummed, “That’s cool, but if you wanna get shit moving, LA is the place for you”
Y/n sat on the couch “I don’t know, there’s a lot of cool shit happening in seattle right now, and i wanna be apart of that”
Duff nodded his head, “Well whatever you chose to do Y/n, I’ll always be here, your number one fan” He smiled at her.
“Thanks Duff” She said, returning the smile.
***
It was now 11:00 of the night, and Y/n was sitting in her bed waiting to hear from Slash.
The girl hadn’t seen him all day, plus he hasn’t even called her to let her know if the date was still on, and Y/n was pissed.
Fucken prick she thought, he fucken chases me around like a dog and I give him one chance, and he fucken blows it.
Y/n furrowed her eyebrows as she decided she was gonna go out to look for him.
Well she didn’t really have to search too much, there was really only one other place Slash could be, the hell house.
Y/n left her room, seeing Duff, Mandy, and Steven all talking together on the couch.
“Hey, I’m gonna go to Frus for a bit, I’ll be back soon” She said to them.
“Alright, be safe. And don’t go anywhere else that isn’t his apartment Y/n” Duff said, narrowing his eyes at her.
“I promise i won’t” She said as she closed the door.
Y/n zipped her hoodie up as she walked through the dark streets of LA, angrily talking to no one but herself, “Fucken Slash- I shouldn’t even be walking to the fucken hell house at- whatever fucken time it is!”
The girl slammed the door open as she walked into the house, her face angry as she looked for Slash.
She quickly realized no one else was home, and she noticed that one of the rooms had their door closed. Bingo.
She stomped over to the door, also slamming it open to see a drugged out Slash laying on the bed.
“Are you fucken serious?” Y/n said
“Y/n?” Slash mumbled
“Yes. Y/n. What the fuck Slash?”
“Y/n” Slash said as he sat up “Oh Y/n, i’m sorry” His eyes widened, remembering their plans.
“Fuck you” The girl said, crossing her arms
“Comon- please don’t be mad at me”, “I can make this up to you” He said, struggling to get up.
“No. I only gave u once chance and you blew it!” Y/ns voice became louder.
“It was an accident!” Slash apologetically said
“Oh yea cause getting too doped up was an accident” She rolled her eyes at him.
Slash slurred his words, “I’m not high”
“God you must think i’m an idiot” She laughed, this situation was so incredibly ridiculous. “I thought you stopped doing that shit”
“I never gave the impression that i did” He said, a smug look on his face
Y/n looked at him in disbelief “Your such a fucken prick!”
Slash furrowed his eyebrows “And what about you huh? Little ecstasy taking Y/n”
“That was only one fucken time Slash” Y/n said, crossing her arms
Slash scoffed at her “Cut the shit. You’re telling me that if i offered you some dope you wouldn’t take it?”
Y/ns eyes widened as she stared at him in disbelief.
“Well?” He asked
“That- Slash what?” Y/n spoke, her mind going a hundred miles per second.
Slash shrugged “You heard me”
This is stupid. Y/n thought. I can’t do this, this would be the stupidest thing i’ve ever fucken done.
**
“Okay okay wait- you promise it won’t hurt?” Y/n asked Slash for the hundredth time.
“If you don’t move it won’t, it’ll just be tiny pinch” Slash said, tying a piece of cloth around the girls thin arm.
As Y/n carefully watched Slash light up a spoon, she thought about how just a second ago she thought how stupid this was.
And well, she still does. But, curiosity always kills the cat, doesn’t it?
“You’re gonna be okay Y/n, i’m right here” Slash said, holding the needle down to Y/ns arm.
Y/ns face turned into one of pain, Slash lied, she thought, it did hurt.
But, the pain quickly went away.
“How do you feel?” Slash asked her
“I feel- good” She said, her eyes blinking slowly.
Y/n thought this was gonna be a life changing high- but it wasn’t. The only thing the girl felt was good. Mellow. She even forgot why she was so angry at Slash in the first place. All she could feel was, good. Mellow.
Slash prepared another hit, this time for himself. “See, wasn’t that bad right?”
“No-no it was okay” She said, she felt as if she was speaking very slowly, “Am i talking slow?” she asked, looking at him.
Slash glanced up at her, “No, you’re fine” he smiled.
Y/n just nodded her head, continuing to blink slowly as she watched him tie himself up.
Wincing as she saw him shoot himself up, the blood shooting back up into the needle as he injected himself with the substance.
The couple looked at themselves, sitting on the floor Y/n smiled at him.
“Y’know i thought this was gonna feel different” She said
“Different?” He asked, now he was the one blinking slowly.
“Yea- I mean i thought this was gonna be like a life changing high or some shit” She said
“Nope, just makes you- feel good i guess” Slash grunted as he got up.
“Where are you going?” She said, looking up at him.
“Floor hurts my ass. Comon” He said as he grabbed her hand.
They laid out on the bed, looking into each others eyes.
“I’m sorry i’m an asshole” Slash said
Y/n hummed “Why are you one? You were so cool at first”
“I don’t know” He said, breaking eye contact “Stay in LA with me” He said “Things will get better between us if you stay. Please” He pleaded.
Y/n looked at him sympathetically “I don’t know if i can stay Slash”
“You can live here, we’ll leave Duffs place, maybe we can get a place of our own” He said
“But- What about my friends back home?” The girl questioned.
She watched as Slash’s face turned angry, abruptly sitting up and looking at her. “What about your friends- What about me? huh?” He said, his voice harsh.
“Slash I- I don’t know” She said, copying his actions. She wondered how Slash could get so angry when this drug made everything feel so good.
“So it’s just fuck me right?” He scoffed at her
“No- What? No it’s not that Slash” Y/n said, “I just- I don’t think your little plan is gonna work out”
Slash’s face dropped as he heard her last comment, “So what you’re not even gonna try? You’re just gonna leave me?”
“Slash i don’t-” Y/n said, being cut off by the door swinging open.
“Slash man i’ve been calling you-” Duffs voice said as he opened the bedroom door. Getting caught off guard by what he has just walked into.
“Y/n?” Her bother said, his eyes burning into hers. Noting how glossy and droopy her eyes were.
“Duff” Was all Y/n could say
Duffs eyes scanned the room, landing on the needles and spoon that Slash had left on the floor.
“What the fuck were you guys doing?” He asked, his voice stern as he looked at both of them. “Slash- don’t tell me you just shot up my sister”
Slash looked at him, his droopy eyes were all the confirmation Duff needed.
“Are you fucken serious?” Duff yelled out, walking up to Y/n as he grabbed her by the arm.
“What are you doing?” Y/n asked as Duff dragged her out of the room, everyone else standing there in disbelief.
Well, except for Izzy, he sat on the couch smoking a cigarette as he just shook his head at the scene that was unfolding before him.
“Im taking you fucken home” Was all he said as he continued to drag her.
“Duff calm down-” Slash said, barley being able to stand up.
“You shut the fuck up. I’ll fucken deal with you later” The blonde pointed at him, his eyes filled with rage.
Everyone watched as Duff dragged Y/n out of the house, all eyes falling into Slash the minute they were out the door.
“Dude- What the fuck did you do?” Axl said, looking at his curly headed friend.
Y/n sat still in the car as Duff yelled at her, what a way to ruin a high, she thought.
“Y/n are you fucken listening!” Duff yelled at his little sister. “I thought you were fucken smarter than this” He shook his head, his hands gripping the steering wheel.
“Sorry Duff” Y/n said, her voice mellow
Duff scoffed “Sorry” he repeated
The rest of the car ride home was eerily silent, the tension was so thick, you could’ve cut it with a knife.
Duff parked the car i front of his apartment building, not even bothering to take the car keys out as he walked over to the other side of the car. Once again grabbing Y/n by the arm and dragging her up to his place.
Once they entered, Duff went straight into her room, messily packing up all of her things.
“Wait Duff- what are you doing?” Y/n asked, her eyes widening as she watched him shove everything into her duffel bag.
“I said you’re going back home Y/n” He said, shoving her bag into her chest, grabbing her by the arm once again.
He dragged her to the living room as he opened up a small wooden box, taking a wad of money out.
“Your sending me back to seattle?” The girl said, trying not to trip and fall over her own feet as Duff dragged her back to the car.
“Yes.” Was all her brother said, pressing on the gas petal as they drove away.
“No- Duff i fucked up okay” Y/n pleaded with her brother, but he didn’t budge.
“You did fuck up” Duff responded, sending her an angry glance. “I’m so fucken disappointed in you Y/n”
And that sentence shut Y/n right the fuck up.
She questioned herself, maybe going back to seattle wasn’t such a bad idea. If she was being honest, getting away from Slash didn’t sound too bad.
But she knew she had just fucked everything up between her and Duff, what the fuck was she gonna do now?
Caught up in her thoughts, she didn’t realize they were now at the greyhound station.
“Duff please-” She said, her arm struggling to hold her duffel bag as her brother dragged her to the ticket booth.
“One ticket to seattle” He said to the man in the booth.
“One-way?” The man asked
“Yes” Duff said as he handed over the money, giving Y/n the ticket.
“Its the third bus. It’s about to leave, so you better hurry.” The man said, nodding his head over to the bus.
Duff took Y/n by the arm again, this time not dragging her so harshly.
The siblings stood in front of the bus door, Duffs hands on Y/ns shoulders.
“If i find out you ever touch another fucken needle again im gonna kick your ass” Duff said
Y/n spoke quietly “I won’t”
“I’ll call mom in the morning” He said
“You’re gonna tell her what happened?” Y/ns eyes widened.
“No, i’m not about to get fucken killed for your mistakes Y/n”, the girl felt him let go of her shoulders. “Be safe” He said, before walking back to his car, not taking another glance back.
*
Y/n rested her head on the bus window, being unable to process everything that had just happened. Still high, still confused, she closed her eyes.
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AHHHH!!!! ITS THE END (Almost, currently writing a filler [??] part!!!)
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Summer break pt.9 - Teenage Whore
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Warnings: Smoking, language, a lotttt of heated kissing ngl
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Day 10, 1986
“Fuck”
Was all Y/n could muster out as soon as she woke up. All she felt was her head pounding as she sat up in her bed.
She closed her eyes and took a deep breath in, trying to gain the courage to get up. Opening her eyes, she looked around her room. Her eyes landed on a glass of water & two Advils next to it, with a note. Y/n took the pain killers before reading the note,
Thought you might need this
- Mandy
p.s me & Duff won’t be home till tonight, so don’t do anything we would do
Putting the note back down, she finally got up “Jesus fucken christ” she mumbled to herself, she made a mental note to never take another one of those little blue pills.
She walked towards the bathroom as she tried to recollect her memory of what happened. Brushing her teeth, she remembered making out with some guys in the bathroom, was that Izzy? She thought. No no, Izzy walked you home. She remembered.
She took a piss as she tried to remember the dudes name, rubbing her eyes, she finally remembered.
“Aha! Tom!” She said, acting as if she was on one of those game shows.
She washed her hands and walked into the kitchen, okay, so what happened after that?
Y/n racked her brain as she drank another cup of water, (This time it had ice in it, Y/n hates room temperature water).
“Oh my fucken god” Y/n said as she put her glass of water down.
Slash. Oh my god. The girl sat there with her mouth open.
She made out with Slash. And Izzy saw.
So that’s why he walked me home
She furrowed her eyebrows, “Whatever… they probably don’t even remember” She said to no one, shrugging.
But little did she know…
Slash
Slash had woken up this morning with also, little to no memory of last night.
But as he was talking to Steven about yesterdays show, his eyes widened.
“Slash? You good man?” Steven asked his friend, Slash looked like he had just seen a Ghost, but more importantly he had stopped paying attention to the blonde.
“Yea man- look I gotta go” Slash said as he got up from the hell houses couch.
“Wait where are you going? Slash? I wasn’t done telling you ab-” Steven said as he got cut off by the door closing. Steven just shook his head and layed back, maybe Adriana will listen to my story, he thought.
Slash walked down Sunset blvd very anxiously, lighting a cigarette up as his memory with Y/n ran through his head.
What the fuck am I gonna do? he thought. Duffs gonna kill me if he finds out!
Slash slammed the door to Duffs apartment open, his head turning to look at Y/n, who was sitting on the couch. Confused look on her face as she looked at him.
Y/n
“Jesus don’t break the door Slash” The girl said, Slash almost gave her a damn heart attack!
The girl squinted her eyes as Slash just silently walked in, closing the door. His eyes were on her the whole time.
“Okay… I’m assuming you remember what happened” The dark haired girl said.
“You remember?” He asked her, taking a few steps closer.
“I quite literally just pieced it together” She chuckled, this was so ironic.
“What do we do?” He asked
“What do you mean what do we do?” She questioned, “We just don’t say anything, Duff can’t find out”
“Well no shit! He’ll kill me” Slash said, panicked
“Slash dude relax” Y/n said “You think you’ll be the only one dead if he finds out?”
Slash was stressed, the girl noted “It’s different Y/n”
“Well of course it is, just relax Slash” Y/n said, Slash’s freaking out for no reason, she said in her head.
“Why are you so calm!” Slash finally blew
“Why are you freaking out?” Y/n furrowed her eyebrows
“I don’t- I don’t know” He finally sighed out
“Look dude just sit down” Y/n patted the seat next to her.
Slash walked over to her and sat himself down, “We said it was never gonna happen again” he sighed out “I feel like i just stabbed Duff in the back”
Y/n felt a pang of guilt when she heard that, shaking that feeling off to convince herself that this wasn’t a big deal, or was it?
“Okay but it happened again Slash, there’s nothing we could do about that” She said, rubbing her nose “And just stop- stop thinking that, Duff isn’t gonna know” she said.
“How do you know that?” He said
Y/n let out a frustrated groan “Jesus fucken christ Slash” “I’m not gonna say anything and you’re not gonna say anything. That’s it. Alright?”
“But wha-” Slash started
“Slash!” The girl said, getting frustrated with the curly headed man “What the fuck dude? Just let it go”
Y/n saw as Slashs facial expressions became angry, and she would be lying if her heart didn’t drop to her ass.
“Y/n! Why are you acting like Duff isn’t your brother” Slash said, voice getting louder “And-”
“Slash what the fuck is your issue?” Y/n spoke, also getting angry, why couldn’t he just let it go? “I already told you what the hell we’re gonna do-” she started but was cut off… by Slash kissing her.
He grabbed her face as their lips moved together, her hand moving to his chest, moving up to his neck before she pulled away.
“You must love kissing me considering the fact you were just freaking the fuck out abou-” Y/n said, getting angry
“Shut up” Slash said as they both looked into each others eyes.
Y/n rolled her eyes “Fuck you” She said as she went back in for another kiss.
They got sloppier and more heated, their teeth clashing together as Slash leaned on her. Y/n once again pulled away from him.
“Shit” Slash said as they stared into each others eyes, chest heaving.
“Okay okay no” Y/n said “This was the last time” She said as she got up
“Is it really?” Slash said, also standing up
Y/n rolled her eyes “I don’t fucken know, do you not want it to be?” she asked him, scowl on her face.
“I don’t know” he sighed out “I mean you’re Duffs sister and-”
“That didn’t stop you before” Y/n crossed her arms
“I was fucked up and you know that” He said
“Right and we both were fucked up yesterday” She spoke “And today we aren’t, so what the fuck is up with you Slash?”
Slash rubbed his face, “I don’t- I don’t know”
“Yea” Y/n scoffed “Me either”
A few moments of silence passed by as they stared at each other,
“I need a fucken cigarette” Y/n mumbled as she walked over to her room, hearing Slash following her.
She sat on the edge of her bed as she smoked, feeling Slash’s eyes on her.
“Are you just gonna keep looking at me or what?” She said, cigarette in her mouth.
Slash said nothing as he just stared at her.
She finished off her cigarette, getting up to put it out on the ashtray on their nightstand.
She rolled her eyes at Slash as she turned back around to see him still staring at her.
“Helloooo? What the fuck Slash” She said as she waved her arms in front of his face.
“I cant fucken help myself when i’m around you” Slash mumbled
Y/n furrowed her eyebrows “What? what the fuck does that mean?”
Slash ran his fingers through his hair and took a deep break in, “I don’t fucken know Y/n, i mean we keep saying this isn’t gonna happen again, but do we really mean that?”
Y/n rolled her eyes “You’re the one who kissed me first”
“And you’re the one who came onto me yesterday” Slash said with an attitude
“Whatever Slash” Y/n scoffed “Fuck this” The girl said as she tried to push Slash out of her way, she needed to get away from the curly head before she murdered him.
“Y/n wait-” Slash spoke as he grabbed her arm and pulled her towards himself, pressing his lips onto hers.
And of course, even if Y/n wanted to murder him, she kissed him back.
And who could blame her? Slash was one of the best kissers she knew.
Their lips continued to move in sync as they moved back, the back Slash’s legs bumped on Y/n’s bed.
Y/n gave him a little nudge and he sat down, both of them taking in a quick break before resuming their wrong doings.
Y/n sat herself on Slash’s lap, her thighs over his. She moved her lips down Slash’s neck, as his hands made their way to her waist.
Slash opened his mouth, “Fuck” was all he mumbled out, his grip on Y/n’s waist tightening.
Y/n stopped as she looked back at him, a smile on her face as she saw his eyes scanning her face, stopping at her lips.
“Do you want to stop?” She asked, looking into his eyes.
“No” Slash said, engulfing her lips once again.
Y/n rubbed herself onto him as they both let little out a little moan.
And just as Y/ns hands moved down to unbuckle Slash’s pants, there was a knock on the door.
They both quickly pulled away from each other, both once again feeling the fear of being caught.
“Who the fuck could that be?” Y/n asked
“I don’t know” Slash said, looking over Y/ns shoulder as another knock was heard.
Y/n off of Slash as she walked to the door, opening it.
“John” She whispered out
“Y/n” He said, eyes scanning her face “Are you alright?”
“Yea im fine” she breathed out, her heart beating out her chest.
Now Y/n hadn’t forgotten about John, but she tried to act as if she didn’t care about their fall out. But now, seeing him again made all her stupid little feeling rise up.
“Can we um- can we talk?” John asked
“Um-” Y/n said, looking back into the house to see Slash staring at her as he stood at the doorway of their room.
She looked back at John, “Yea- yea we could talk”
She walked out the door and closed it.
John looked at her as they stood at in the hall way of Duffs apartment building.
“You weren’t gonna let me in?” He asked, eyebrows furrowed.
“Well Duffs home so, yknow” She lied
“Yea yea- right” John said, rubbing his nose “Look i’m sorry about what happened last night, i shouldn’t have done that to you”
Y/n looked at him, sincerity written on his face “It’s okay John, you were right y’know”
John sighed, “I’m sorry i threw the fact you were leaving to your face”
Y/n also sighed, “It’s okay, i needed the reality check i guess”
“And i shouldn’t have spoken to you that way” he said
“Okay that yes, you shouldn’t have done that” Y/n laughed out
John also laughed, looking at her “I miss you”“And that’s to say we haven’t spoken in almost a day, so i’m fucken terrified for when you leave” he confessed.
“John I- i don’t know what to say” Y/n said, looking down to her sock covered feet.
“It’s okay, i just had to let you know” He said
They both looked at each other for a moment, before John smashed his lips against hers.
Y/n wrapped her arms around Johns neck, deepening the kiss as his hands moved to her lower back.
They moved back until Y/n’s back was pressed against the door, her hands now running through his hair as their lips tangled with each other.
John pulled away, both of their chest heaving as they deeply stared into each others eyes.
“Do you wanna go back to my place?” he asked.
And sudden realization hit Y/n. Was she in a fucken love triangle?
She thought about Slash waiting on her inside, and a bit of guilt hit her chest as she thought about the both of them. She became overwhelmed as she looked at John.
Who will her lover be?
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AHHH WTFFFF
what do you guys think Y/ns gonna do????? Let me know what you guys are thinking about Slash & Y/n cause 😳😳😳.
And what about John & Y/n?? Is she gonna go back to his place??? (By the way, there’s not gonna be any smut in this story LOL).
But idk guys it’s getting messy & idk how i feel about it… lmk ur thoughts please cause idk what i’m even writing at this point😭😭🙏🙏 (I say this as i’m plotting for part 10 muahaha)
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gnrbitch · 1 year
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Summer break pt. 8 - Petals
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Warnings: Drug usage, Y/n making out with men, also a bit of angst
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Day 9, 1886, nighttime
“Are you going like that?” Y/n asked John, referring to what the boy was wearing.
“Yea, is there something wrong with it?” John said looking down at what he was wearing.
“No it’s fine Fru, i was just asking” Y/n said smiling at him.
“You look really pretty” The boy said, blushing
Y/n smiled harder, “Thank you” she said, wrapping her arm around his neck and giving him a kiss.
Y/n had changed into a white muscle shirt, a jean skirt (Which she made herself, they never made made them short enough, plus these fit her right under her bellybutton, which was perfect in her eyes), and obviously her black & white superstars.
“Let go before they leave us” Y/n said grabbing her bag.
“Finally you guys are ready” Duff said getting up from the couch.
“It was your sister” John said
“Way to throw me under the bus Fru” Y/n rolled her eyes
The boys laughed as they walked out the door
“We’re going walking?” Y/n asked turning her head to look at Duff, who was walking in back of her with Mandy under his arm.
“Yea, it’s not too far, just down the block”
“Cool” was all the girl said as she turned her attention back to John.
“Are you excited?” She asked, going to hold his hand.
John held her hand, “Yea, i’m pretty stoked”, “Hey i’m surprised they didn’t say anything”
“About?” Y/n furrowed her brows, looking up at him, then back to the street they were walking on, everyone was walking behind them talking and laughing about some nonsense.
“About me being in the same room as you changed” He whispered, trying not to let Duff hear.
“WHAT!” The pair heard Duff say
“I turned around i swear!” John said, facing Duff and putting his arms up in defense.
Duff stopped looking at Mandy to turn to look at the boy standing in front of him.
“What are you talking about?” Duff furrowed his eyebrows.
“He’s talking about nothing, don’t worry Duff” Y/n said as she locked her arm with Johns, turning him back around.
As they continued to walk, Y/n burst into laughter “Oh my god John that was so funny” the girl said in between breaths
“Shut up. I was really scared Y/n” John mumbled
Y/n grabbed his face “Aww it’s okay, don’t worry their too drunk to understand anything” She smiled.
John rolled his eyes and smiled “Okay yaya can we get over this now?”
“For now yes, but tomorrow no” She smiled at him.
Now the gnr boys had walked in front of them, going into the club through the back door.
“Their with us” Duff said to the bouncer, cigarette in his mouth.
As they walked into the back rooms, John and Y/n looked around the sleazy, dirty room. Their nostrils filled with the smell of alcohol & cigarettes.
“Do you guys wanna watch on the side of the stage?” Duff asked the pair
“No, we wanna be in the crowd” Y/n said “Can we get some beers?” She said, nodding her head to the table full of alcohol.
“Not- to many” Duff hiccuped “Only one of us can be drunk” He laughed
“Obviously we know who that one is” Y/n laughed as she shook her head, leading John to sit with her on a dirty, old looking couch.
“I’m really excited” Y/n said as she popped open a beer, handing it to John.
“Me too” John said, taking a sip of his beer, “I’ve been tryna see them for months”
Y/n smiled at him as she took a drink.
The two chatted while the rest of the guys were getting ready for their show, drinking more than they should have.
“Guns you’re up in one minute!” Y/n heard the stage guy say, she grabbed Johns hand as a signal for them to leave to the front of the stage, and bid all the guys luck.
“You guys probably don’t need my luck-” Y/n started as she got interrupted by Slash
“I do!” The man said, placing his top hat on. (Y/n was sorta confused about that, where did that hat come from?)
Y/n smiled and rolled her eyes, “But good luck” she said as she & John walked out of the back rooms.
Y/n squeezed Johns hand as they successfully pushed their way in front of the crowd.
After a few seconds of silence, a screech was heard.
“HOW ARE YALL DOIN TO FUCKEN NIGHT”
Y/n looked up at the stage to see Axl holding the mic, with his teased hair and purple eyeshadow, Y/n smiled and screamed.
Axl went back to his normal tone introducing the band, “We’re guns n fucken roses and we’re gonna fuck shit up tonight”
Y/n turned to look at John, a huge smile on both of their faces, excitement lingering onto them.
The music started, and nothing could prepare Y/n for what the fuck was about to happen.
She felt a wave of shock going through her body as Axl sang, his high pitched voice made her feel every single emotion that was coming out of his body.
And the two monsters that are Slash and Izzy, they went so perfectly together. Perfect lead, perfect rhythm. Slash might just be her new favorite guitarist.
Stevens drums were fucken great, the was she caught him bouncing up and down as he played made her smile even bigger, he was the perfect drummer for guns n fucken roses.
And turning to look at her brother, they made eye contact as they smiled at each other. She really couldn’t be prouder, she could cry. Watching her brother onstage with what might be the hardest rock band, she realized this was it. This is what he had been searching for, even back in seattle. This was what was on his mind as he packed up and left their home. And she didn’t feel resentment anymore. Now she understood.
As they finished their set, bidding goodbye to the crowd, Y/n and John were approached by a girl.
“John? is that you?” She said as she approached them.
Johns eyes widened, “Uh yea- hey” he stuttered out.
“John! I thought you were gonna call me?” The girl said, not noticing Y/n was there.
“I uh- I haven’t got the chance” He said, quickly looking over to Y/n.
“But we hung out two days ago? Don’t tell me you forget about me” The girl smiled as she got closer to John.
“Two days ago huh?” Y/n finally said, turning to look at John. That fucken bastard.
“Y/n I sw-” John said as Y/n grabbed his hand and dragged him out the bar.
“Who the fuck is that John” Y/n said angrily as the two stood on the side walk.
“Y/n shes nobody”
“Doesn’t fucken seem like it” The girl said, crossing her arms.
“Y/n-”
“Today’s tuesday, we didn’t hang out saturday, huh that’s fucken funny that was two fucken days ago” Y/n calculated “You fucken told me we couldn’t hang out because your parents were home!”
“I don’t know what you want me to say” John said
“I want you to tell me who the fuck that is and what the fuck you guys did” Y/n raised her voice
“Jesus fucken christ” The boy rubbed his face in front of her
“Tell. Me.”
“I think you could guess what we did” John annoyingly said.
“What?” Y/n said, truly fucken appalled by this bullshit.
“I said-” he started
“No i know what the fuck you said” “Why would you do that to me?” Y/n spoke, voice cracking.
“God i don’t fucken know” He said, running his hands through his hair. “Why does it matter? You and I aren’t anything”
“We aren’t anything?” Y/n repeated, saddened.
“I mean yea- you’re leaving” He said
“So you couldn’t fucken wait to fuck her till after I left?” Y/n said, getting angry again.
“Oh my fucken god Y/n”
“Fuck you John!” Y/n yelled
“I’m fucken leaving” John said as he turned around and began to walk away.
“Fuck you!” She yelled “Go fuck that bitch again! She’s fucken nothing compared to me!” She yelled.
Y/n felt quite embarrassed after her last comment, but she sighed and entered the club again. Surprised she got in with ease.
Her mission now was to find the guys, looking around at the bar they weren’t there, so she went into the back rooms. And of course, she found them there.
There were a bunch of girls in there, abut she clearly saw Duff and Mandy on the couch together.
She quickly walked up to them and hugged Duff, catching him by surprise.
“Duff! you guys were fucken amazing” She spoke over the music that played in the background.
“Heyyyy- thanks sister sister” Duff hiccuped
Y/n just laughed
“Where’d you go?” Mandy asked Y/n
“Just to the bathroom” She lied
“Wait… where’s Fru?” Mandy asked, eyebrows furrowed.
“Yeaaaaaaa, where is the dude” Duff slurred, looking behind Y/n.
“He left” Y/n blankly said, trying not to roll her eyes at the thought of him.
“What! why?” Mandy asked
“Not sure, he just said he needed to go, and to tell you guys you were amazing” She lied once again
“hm” Was all Mandy said, “There’s some more guys here” she quietly said to Y/n, “Go mingle with them” She winked at her.
Y/n smiled at her, “Will do”
Y/n searched around for someone interesting to talk to, realizing no one was really to interesting for her to go up to.
She sat down on a smaller couch, Izzy sitting on the other end.
The girl grabbed the bottle that was in front of her, taking a pretty large sip of it.
After a few moments of her drinking and examining the room, Izzy spoke up.
“Where’s your boyfriend” He said, drunkly turning his head to her.
And Y/n who was also drunk by this point, couldn’t stop herself from rolling her eyes. “Fucken bitch left” She hiccuped.
“Jesus” Izzy laughed, “What’d he do?”
“Fucken bastard fucked a bitch!” she said, eyebrows furrowing.
Izzy laughed, “Pretty sure a guy like Fru has fucked a lot of bitches”
“Izzyyy” Y/n said “You’re not helping”
“Hey” Izzy said, motioning Y/n to pass him the bottle “I’m not good with this girl talk” he said taking a swig.
“You’re supposed to say” Y/n sighed, “Fuck him Y/n you’re soooo beautiful and amazing”
Izzy bursted into laughter and passed the bottle back to Y/n, “I’m not saying all that, but just pretend i did” He smiled as he watched Y/n roll her eyes and take another drink.
“Fine” Y/n said wiping her mouth “Thank you Izzy you’re such an amazing girlfriend” She laughed
“Okay no” Izzy smiled “I’m a rockstar”
“You sure fucken are Izzy” Y/n drunkly smiled
“Did you like the show?” Izzy asked
“Like? I fucken loved it dude” She said “You guys are gonna be so fucken big” she sighed happily.
Izzy just smiled and layed back.
“HEY!” a voice was heard “You guys need to get the fuck out”
Y/n turned her head to look at whoever was speaking, to see the stage manager guy standing next to some fat bald dude, which was the one who was talking.
“Yea we’re fucken leaving” Axls voice was heard.
Izzy drunkly stood up and motioned Y/n to get up “Time for us to go” he said
Y/n stood up and followed everyone leaving out the exit.
She looked around to see where everyone was going, and she just followed them.
“PARTY AT THE HELL HOUSE!” A voice yelled out as people cheered.
The hell house… wasn’t that the place Duff didn’t want her to go?
Cause now she was going. And she was gonna party.
Y/n followed along with the crowd to this beat down house, who the fuck even lived here?
Going inside, it seemed like there already was a party going on.
The music was blaring, drugs and alcohol were being passed around like nothing.
Y/n ended up taking a blue pill from a girl with a cat mask on, which probably wasn’t the best idea since now Y/n was dancing. And Y/n Mckagan did not dance.
She felt someone go behind her and start to dance with her, but he was probably just grinding himself on her.
Another thing that was grinding, Y/n’s teeth. A sign that she should probably just call it a night. But she didn’t, she grabbed the dudes hand and led him to the bathroom (which she wasn’t surprised was empty, everyone was just fucking everywhere).
“I’m Tom Ki-” The man with black hair spoke.
“I don’t care who you are” Y/n spoke as she grinded her teeth, “Just kiss me.”
And he did. He wasn’t kissing her as hard as she wanted though, so that pissed Y/n off as she pulled herself away from him, looked him up and down (probably with her infamous stank face) and left the bathroom.
And who would Y/n be if she didn’t bump into someone. That someone was Slash.
“Hey Slash” The girl looked up to him
“Hey pretty” He smiled at her, also probably high.
Y/n smiled at him as she grabbed his hand, leading him down to an empty room down the hall.
“Not having a good time?” He asked, looking at her.
“Could be better” She smiled at him, closing the door.
“Really?” He smirked at her, the two completely forgetting that this was wrong. That they both said they weren’t gonna do it again. But at this point, how could they remember? And how could they care when they were both so ridiculously fucked up.
Y/n looked up at him, the two already standing close to one another, “Kiss me�� the girl said.
Slash slammed his lips against hers, both moving rhythmically with each other, or what they thought was. To a sober eye, it was messy.
Y/n bit Slash’s bottom lip as they looked into each others blown pupils.
She pulled away to take a breath, grabbing his hand again and leading him to the bed that at the corner of the room.
Slash layed down as Y/n got on top again, their make out session continuing, Y/n took her shirt off as an out of breath Slash looked at her, and as they reconnected their lips, they heard the door open.
“Oh fuck no” The raspy voice was heard.
They both looked up, looking at Izzy.
“Jesus fucken christ you two” Izzy said as he closed the door and turned on the lights.
The pair squinted at the sudden action.
“What?” Y/n confusingly said.
“you two” Izzy said, pointing at the both of them “Should not be fucken doing… whatever you two are doing!”
Slash & Y/n looked at each other, then back at Izzy.
“Y/n, get off of Slash” Izzy slurred, “And put your shirt back on!”
Y/n cheeks heated up as she listened to what Izzy said.
“You guys… have to stop this” Izzy scolded them, “Even i’m fucked up and i can see how wrong this is”
The two said nothing. Their high was killed, and now they were being scolded by a drunk Izzy.
“I’m not gonna tell Duff, we’re all too fucked up to remember this in the morning anyways” Izzy said.
“Cmon Y/n, I’m taking you back to Duffs place” Izzy said.
Y/n got up and looked back to Slash, “Bye Slash” she smiled, still having that teasing look on her face.
“Bye pretty” Slash said, looking down at her lips then back to her eyes.
Y/n followed Izzy out the house, feet trippin on each other as they walked back home.
“You’re gonna thank me for this” Izzy said as he looked at Y/n
“Izzy, I just wanted to have some fun” Y/n sighed out, walking next to him.
Izzy saw Y/n’s teeth grind against each other, rolling his eyes as he figured out why Y/n wanted to fuck someone.
“Jesus, what’da take?” He asked, almost tripping himself.
“Just some blue pill a girl gave me” She shrugged, crossing her arms at how cold it was.
“This your first time doing Molly?” He asked her
“If that’s what the pill was, yes” She said, nearing Duffs place.
“You ever taken anything else?”
“Seattle only has two narcotics, Oxy and heroin” She said “I’ve only one Oxy”
“I’ve never done Oxy” Izzy said, this was his first time hearing of such thing actually, he’s gonna have to try it out when the band goes down to Seattle.
“It’s cool, but im not out abusing that shit” She said.
“hm, that’s good” Izzy said as they walked into Duffs apartment.
“Yea… thanks for bringing me home, you going back?” She asked him.
“Nah gonna crash here for tonight” Izzy said, taking off his shoes and laying on the couch.
“You could use Slashs bed” Y/n said looking at Izzy’s body on the couch.
“Mm, already comfortable here” He mumbled, already falling asleep.
“okay, goodnight” Y/n said as she walked into her shared room, not even closing the door.
She threw herself on her bed and immediately crashed.
Let’s hope no one remembers tonight’s mishap
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Holyyyyyy fucken shit
Honestly i surprised myself with the turn this took. Hopefully you guys don’t mind that little interaction between Slash & Y/n 😳😳… cause let’s be real that would’ve probably happen irl.
And Izzy…. a single mom who works two jobs. That’s it.
Till next time! xxx
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