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callmewrinkles3 · 10 months

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would you maybe ever something about pregnant!em with her hormones acting up and she genuinely feels panicked about being a mum and Dan has to calm her down?

Hope this answers your question😌

August 2023

The very last thing that Em expected to see when she checked her little used old email account was to see one from her mother. Everyone important knew her new email address, she only checked it when she needed to make sure a subscription didn’t need to be updated. The subject line Question stared at her in black and white. She should have just left it unopened. Deleted it unread from the mother who hadn’t even attended her wedding. But instead she opened it and regretted it immediately.

She knew the sensation of chills running down her spine would take an age to disappear. The fear that took over her body that her baby - the daughter she’d just learned she was carrying - would ever see an email from her and feel this way. The panic was overwhelming, Em lifting the laptop with one hand to bring it into the bedroom where Dan was packing his things to go back to London while her other hand was clutching her bump.

Are you seriously pregnant?

That was the only thing that the email said. Four words. No hello, no how are you. No “you’ve been married for four months publicly how has it been?”. One question. It was enough to make her want to cry.

Between the quick trip back to Perth for Dan’s birthday, the Silverstone chaos, the tire testing and everything that happened afterwards, Em had nearly forgotten that they’d announced her pregnancy. The news about Daniel Ricciardo becoming a dad was buried quickly thanks to him racing for Red Bull and then going back to the grid full time. Em was grateful about it, the attention drawn firmly away from her and their baby. But now that her husband was racing again and with everything that it implied, plus flying back to Perth from Italy to spend her birthday with their family and overseeing the house renovations she’d nearly forgotten that the world knew she was pregnant. She’d definitely forgotten that the world included her parents. So many people had congratulated them about their parenthood, but the last thing she’d expected was her parents to find out. But now they knew and she was terrified. The last thing she wanted was for them to ever be near Lulu.

“Emmy?” Dan’s voice silenced some of the panic.

“They know. Danny they know. They know I’m pregnant and they know it all and they didn’t even ask how I am just if I’m really pregnant and they don’t get to know Lulu.” He pulled her in for a cuddle, his hands firmly on her bump as he helped her breathe deeply.

“In-two-three-four, out-two-three-four. That’s it, Baby. Keep breathing. You’re going to be such a good mum to our Lulu. Luna Grace is going to be the most loved little girl in the world, because she’s gonna know how much her mum and dad want her. They don’t get to meet her. Ever.”

“You mean it?” Em hated the tears in her voice. Hated how she couldn’t keep herself calm because of her mother.

“I promised you that day in the hotel. I promised that I wasn’t going to let them hurt my family again. That’s you and Lulu and anyone else we’re lucky enough to meet. I promise. You don’t need to worry about it. They don’t get anywhere near you ever.”

She held onto her husband, curled up on his lap as Lulu kicked against his hand.

“I can feel her!” Dan kissed her cheek, holding on tightly. “I can feel her. She knows we’re not going to let them hurt her. Same way I won’t let them hurt you either.”

“I love you.”

“Love you too, Emmy.”

#call it what you want fic #ciwyw drabble

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bigolgay · 5 months

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my entire message was deleted so i’m typing this again now ughhhh -_-

i’m so glad to hear that, i really am! please don’t be sorry and please don’t feel bad about it, you’re allowed to have bad days too!! <3 yay for the nap! i took a nap as well today :) naps are great!

i’m gonna try and dream of something good happening to you tonight, maybe it’ll come true? very good to know, i mean exams are coming up and that means very, very bad days are waiting for me haha :)) i slept well i think, i woke up a few times throughout the night but still felt rested when i finally got up so that’s nice :)

i hope you didn’t wake the neighbours ;) definitely not talking about taxes haha, but yeah i usually talk a lot about things i’m really passionate about…but i get that some people don’t have the capacity to listen to me ramble about stuff they’re not particularly interested in haha :) and i also get your point, like it’s totally not okay to make someone feel like they’re too much when they’re talking about things important to them. i’m really sorry you’ve felt that way before :((

of course you haven’t ;) and you can be sure i will certainly not complain either ;) okay yes, i like the good kind of weird people as well, i mean i’m definitely a weird person i think haha, but there’s also like weird weird people you know? and i don’t want you to think i’m the creepy kind of weird haha…anyways, moving on! i mean…we are mutuals?? so that’s good? oh i think i got the hint that you’re a big softie by now haha :))

okay this made me chuckle a bit, out of all animals a giraffe is chasing you? i have this image of you running from a giraffe in my head hahaha…also what do the zookeepers do for a job? ohhh the other dream sounds like just a straight up nightmare, i hate seeing faces in my dreams, they always look so…not human but still like real faces? i don’t know…but your dream would’ve freaked me out big time! i can’t really think of any dreams right now actually BUT i’ll tell you if i remember one!! :)

Oh noooo I’m sorry that’s so annoying☹️

Hm still feel a little bad, but okay. And yes! Naps are so great! I hope you had a nice nap😌

STOP DJSJHDHSHD THIS IS THE CUTEST AND SWEETEST THING ANYONE HAS EVER SAID TO ME. STOP IT. SCREAMING. Ahem… I mean… thank you🤭. Uh oh… exams😬they’re the worst. You’re gonna do good! I believe in you! But I’m here for when they get stressful as heck🫡I dunno what I will do… blackmail the examiners? Or… maybe the people who make the exams into making them not super hard? But I’m sure you won’t need it, you’ll smash them😉. Yay! I’m glad you got a pretty good night sleep! You’re rocking this new year resolution oh my gawd🤭

They’ll have to get used to it I’m afraid. With how sweet you are I’m gonna be screaming into pillows very often. Hmmm well that baffles me beyond belief, how anyone can not want to hear about something someone else is passionate about? Like… I’ll pick up whole new interests for my friends so I can talk with them about it? And so I can understand better when they talk about it. And I feel like the bare minimum would be… to show interest in what they’re saying even if you’re not a huge fan of the topic? Yeah it’s not fun at all, but I’ve tried to make it a specific thing now that if people start infodumping about something, I’ll drop literally everything and listen (which is actually my biggest flex💪). Eh it’s alright, it’s different with me because I talk so much anyway🤣

I’ll make sure of that, don’t you worry. Can’t go leaving you disappointed😉why would I ever think you’re a creepy weirdo? Maybe a lovely and sweet and wonderfully endearing weirdo, but creepy?? I *highly* doubt it. So highly in fact, I’d go so far as to say I’m certain I won’t think you’re a weirdo. See? Just by the fact we’re mutuals means I don’t think you’re a creepy weirdo, if I did, I simply wouldn’t follow you. Truth is, even if I don’t talk to many of my moots (I shy🥺and also really bad at starting and maintains conversations) I still think the absolute world of all of them. And I can guarantee I feel the same about you (and probably more now after our lovely chats😘)

(Sorry, that one got long^)

RIGHT?? It’s so random😭I don’t even like giraffes that much?? (Not to say I DONT like them, I’m neutral about them). So I dunno why my subconscious shown me then 3 times🤣. Hehe I hope it’s much less clumsy and frantic in your imagination… maybe more… superhero-y and dare I say… sexy😏🤣(although… I dunno how running from a giraffe could ever be sexy…). That kinda sounds like the start of a joke… but I have no clue. They’re clearly not very good at their job if they’ve managed to lose a giraffe. Can’t imagine they’re sneaking out easily. Yeah… the other one really got me paranoid the next day. Especially because some of the videos were of me but I didn’t remember them? So creepy. Hehe okay! And if I have anymore I will also let you know!

I’m not gonna be heading to bed for a little while yet, gotta pack ready for going to my dads tomorrow (well… okay a business delivery thing first and then overnight at my uncles and then to my dads). And I’ve still yet to eat dinner… so gotta get on that too🫣but hopefully in bed before 3 (can’t be later because my mum won’t let me drive otherwise🙄). Goodnight my darling, sleep well❤️

#a sweetheart has stumbled into my asks!

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ariendiel · 3 years

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5, 9, 12 and 29 for the fic asks 💚

Vena! Omg, I’m just gonna take sec to say I hope you’re doing alright and that I love all the work you’ve been doing for Carl - his stans deserve it, and coming from you it’ll always be the best 😌

5. What’s the fic you’re most proud of?

That’s a tricky one, because it changes so often. As time goes I tend to grow to resent my own writing, so while it used to be TTT I now can’t even look at it. So right now it’s probably Rosehill, but who knows what’ll happen once I go back to try and fix my old work? Maybe I’ll just say Stand By Me? It’s short and I don’t hate it yet.

9. Which character(s) do you find most difficult to write?

Ohhh, I had to think about this one for a while, maybe Chelsea? Or Marisol? I just struggle to capture their nuances fully - especially Chelsea can quickly become a caricature. I’m alright with most of the OG boys, I’ve written so much for them after all, and avoid the characters I’m unsure of.

12. Tell us about a WIP you’re excited about.

There’s Rosehill House ofc, which is my current WIP and that I love dearly. It’s just so fun and I have basically planned the whole thing from the start, and so seeing the story I’d written in my head come alive “on paper” is exciting in and of itself.

I’m however also planning to write a Noah x MC enemies to lovers for @americangrunge, and while I’ve barely started planning it I’m still super excited about it.

29. Have you ever gone outside of your comfort zone for a fic? How did it turn out?

Oh yeah, writing a pregnancy fic was definitely out of my comfort zone. I mean, I don’t like kids so that was a challenge... I think it went okay though, limiting the pregnancy to like one/two chapters helped a lot.

Also, smut, I can’t believe I wrote full on explicit smut in my first fic. It’s probably super cringe and I refuse to read it back, but I pushed myself out of my comfort zone almost immediately and I’m proud of that (kind of, I’ve been tempted to delete it)

#ask #fanfiction writer asks

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sanghyukstattoos · 3 years

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I’m back~ sorry it’s been a while, I’ve been super sick these past few days but I’m feeling much better now thankfully 🥺 thank you for your kind words! I have to get back to job searching soon, I’m just so lazy

definitely agree! doni and coni were the worst, I love these mcs so much more, they’re a lot friendlier and welcoming 😌 I know right?? zuho’s outfit was so nice, I’m going out this weekend with a friend so I’ll probably wear something similar 👀 YEAH JAEYOON’S OUTFIT IN THAT ONE STAGE WAS WILD - thank you for tagging me in that and blessing my eyes !! my favourite stage has been the one where zuho’s hair was in a little ponytail/bun thing, he’s just been biaswrecking me non stop, I might just double bias at this point 👉👈

hanbin’s writing abilities are just absolutely amazing, I admire him so much as a writer 🥺 I feel that, I have this one fic I’ve been working on for ages and some parts are so good and the rest are just trash and I want to throw it all away but I know I can make it better I’m just lazy 😭 I kind of want to work on it now but I’m just on a work break, and have to go back in an hour 😅 same!! I even got an agenda so I can keep track of all the things I need to do but I keep forgetting to look at the agenda and update it so it hasn’t been all that helpful

I forgot to put the book on hold !! another example of my memory being trash - I’ll do it now after I send this message 😬 I don’t think so… my middle school took us on a week long trip to ottawa (which is about a 5-6 hour drive away), but I don’t know if that really counts 🤔 how about you?

Hey sweets!!! I'm really happy that you are feeling better now and it's okay with the reply time, take your time~~ hehe, I see that, I remember making cover letter(s), I was like, ''Nah, later'' but sooner than later, my 'you-know-better' side popped up and I was forced to do it. You were sick so take your time to come back, take care of yourself you know?? When I feel sick and I want to pamper myself, I pull out some body lotion/ oil that I reserve and massage myself (hopefully that doesn't sound like tmi??) Treat yourself if what I'm trying to say you know, engage in every opportunity!

Oh that is very true hehe// Oh!?! Cute! I'll tag you when I spot something absolutely beautiful! Jaeyoon's outfit had me *falling onto bed, cue the drama heh*, it's so pretty. Also! Their new stage outfits! The ones with Prince! / Regal! vibes. Here:

I saved this one and if I find the other's I'll tag you in them. Kyun looks extra pretty in it 😊 I remember seeing gifs of him in a little bun and I just- committed it to memory, that was a look on him! So you may double-bias Inseong and Zuho??? Damn 😄

He puts a story into his lyrics, very beautiful and I agree with you, I admire him as a writer too// Same! I was working on a fic and wrote some parts that had no relation to one another, when I came back to them yesterday, I thought, ''Nah, let's go from again.'' and deleted them like a c l o w n. Although I wasn't really happy, I felt better after starting over + You got this! There's always time and place to improve on writings you know???// I love how relatable that is, I got one too but the forgot about it very quickly, I just have a to-do list in my mind because I'm too lazy to write one an update it as well 😂 I try to write or do something during my breaks, I try but just end up relaxing in the end~ Do you ever have moments of motivation where a really great idea comes to you and you want to write it down but can't and then you end up forgetting it?? That frequently happens to me at night when I can't sleep but I don't want to get up, turn the lights on and my laptop so I just... continue to dream ahjgdfshg

It's okay, read it when you can! // When I lived in Dubai, my family and I would take a trip to Fujairah. We always had some spots that we would go to like a market selling fruits and this man-made lake where you could peddle a bike for alongside the water and peddle those water-bikes things in the hot sun, oh the days 😄😄😄

#changguscomet ⭐

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