#so like. genetically speaking theyre prob a good match for me

[lunar-fey]

THEYRE FINALLY GIVING ME REAL PAINKILLERS.... GOD BLESS

#doc says its almost definitely fibro which is such a . relief i guess. #i was KINDA hoping itd be autoimmune bc my other doc says i cant make a case for disability w fibro #rhuem doc tho said abt the same but also she said she would refer me to a social worker #just to see if theres Anything that can be done for me #that said if these meds genuinely clear my pain. it will open a lot of doors for me in the sense of work ^^ #i was put on cymbalta before and it. Helped. but i was so dizzy literally all of the time #i was constantly falling over.... #shes putting me on neurontin and buspar btw #i think those are what mom is on also #so like. genetically speaking theyre prob a good match for me #anyway im so glad to officially consider myself part of the fibro community ive suspected for a while #and ultimately i was still onviously chronically ill and disabled so i was already part of those communities #but it does feel good to be able to confidently say. yep im fibro gang #also doc was complaining abt lack of treatment options for pain esp nerve pain #and she also mentioned that theres a new treatment currently being studied that she thinks will be good #but hasnt had enough studies done for it to be a prescription yet.... 👀

[respectsandwiches]

All the evens?

2. Are relationships ever worth it?

i mean ya in theory

4. Are you in a relationship?

nope

6. Are you single this year?

i was single and then i wasn’t single and now i’m single once more

8. Describe your crush

I don’t really have a crush rn???? like there is one person that I would make out with if given the chance but I know she has heart eyes for my friend’s cousin (speaking of which the LGBT community is such a small world it’s a good thing gayness isn’t genetic or we’d all probably be related to everyone god damn) and I’m not really looking for or expecting intense romantic feelings for anybody

 but ANYWAY she’s smol and cute and looks great in pink and I danced with her at pride

10. Do you believe in love at first sight?

i mean i fall in love with random people on the street like every single day but it’s not really love so ???

12. Do you forgive betrayal?

yeaaahhhhh

14. Do you have a crush on anyone?

see #8. i’m not super interested in being romantically invested in anybody rn

16. Do you have any tattoos?

i do!!!! a sailboat on my ankle it’s the cutest

20. Do you shower every day?

yes

22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

probably not

24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

maybe???????????????but probs not probably won’t get married until all my grandparents are dead so i don’t have to tell them I’m a lesbian

26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

yeppppp but i think they were lying

28. Have you ever been cheated on?

I don’t think so

30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?

no but i’d swap out my body for a totally new one i’m not a fan of my current model

32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?

yes. hell.

34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?

yep

36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?

yeah and we actually were together for a while before it fell apart

38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

yeppppppppppppp see #32

40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?

i’m actually a huge cheeseball and i’ve written poems for everyone I’ve fallen in love with (including the people i fall for randomly walking down the street)

i’ve also written a couple songs for people who have been very important to me (and then i’ve given them the song as a gift because again i’m a huge cheeseball)

42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?

i’m super into consent in all things so i always ask if it’s with a new person but probably

44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?

1 boyfriend (yikes) and 2.5 girlfriends 

46. How many times did you have sex last year?

too many times to count lmao

48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

WOW IM JUST SO HAPPY FOR YOU I BET THEY’LL MAKE YOU SO HAPPY WOW SO GREAT LOVE BOTH OF YOU

and then cry

50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

aaaahhhh???????????i’d probably pass out tbh. like nope unconsciousness take me i am checking the fuck out wake me up when things makes sense

52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?

for a while i gave up on the ½ of a girlfriend that i had but i forgave her

54. Is there someone you will never forget?

yes

56. State 8 facts about your body

im tall-ish, brown eyes (kinda look like mud), badly shaped, long fingers (😏😏😏), i’m white, i think i look kind of like a giraffe, i have no idea how to dance, my nails are damaged so i always try to wear nail polish to cover them

58. What are five ways to win your heart?

ummm nicknames, being kind, matching my energy, having passions, and attention lmao

60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?

a year

62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?

??????????

64. What is your definition of cheating?

having a relationship with another person that has the intention of being romantic and that feels like it should be hidden from the partner

66. What is your favourite roleplay?

ds

68. What is your sexual orientation?

gayyyyy

70. What turns you on?

kissing, turning the other person on, knowing that the other person is into me too

72. What words do you like to hear during sex?

i’m all about clear communication but also signs that they are enjoying it

74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?

i can’t think of anything

76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?

i like to bring people things when theyre sick. or baking or crafting things specifically because I know the person will enjoy it

78. What’s your dirtiest secret?

i have no clue my dudes

80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

last saturday when i saw my friend @smelsberrygood20 i love him (he’s the greatest????)

82. Who is the last person you hugged?

my aunt

84. Why did your last relationship fail?

i don’t think the other person was feeling the things she wanted to

thank you!!!!!!!!!!

#anon #questions #answers #ilysm!!!!!! #I feel like I shouldn't have reblogged the sex asks but whatevs