#someone tell me to fo to bed lmaoo

[himbopietro]

it’s late, I’m sad, it’s time for a tag game!

The other thread was getting a bit too long for my koelomg so I’m maksiug a nene post !! I was tagged by @caminc91 thank you love!!

pick 5 shows, then answer the following questions, don’t cheat. tag 10 (or however many) people.

   1.  breaking bad

   2.  arrested development

   3.  stranger things

   4.  anne with an e

   5.  bojack horseman

❥ who is your favorite character in 2?

Gob. Without a shadow of a doubt. Gob is the funniest fucking character in this show. Maybe I relate way too much to Gob. Gay? Very unstable? A dumbass? Kind of a dick? Kind of shit at so called talents? But very entertaining? Fuck yeah, that me. Also Gob is mineable tho. And I love him so fucking much. I listen to that damn fake album like all the time. It ain’t easy being white is so fucking funny shoot me with a nerf gun

❥ who is your least favorite character in 1?

That nazi fuckin ass who I’m not assed to remember or look up his name. Todd? The one who looks like Joel Egerton and is in that Star Trek black mirror episode. Also Bogdan and his fuckin eyebrows can like ,, choke on a dick. Oh and also Spooge and his wife. That poor kid man :(

It’s weird because the character I hate so much, and think is despicable is ,, Walter. But he’s not my least favourite because I love the way he’s written, you know?? This question is hard when there’s only literally like ,, a handful of actually morally good characters in the show.

   

❥ what is your favorite episode of 4?

  2.07 I think !! Okay I love Anne but like I literally don’t remember too good what exactly happens in each episode but this is the one with Aunt Josephine and this is just very gay and I love it and it’s WONDERFUL

Also I love any episode that has a lot of focus on Jerry bc I love him

Also any Bash and Gilbert centric episode is pretty kickass

❥ what is your favorite season of 5?

  Season 4! I nearly said season 5 because two of my favourite episodes are in it (dog days are over + free churro ,, god damn these two hit home) and also rami malek is in it but .. season four has the old sugarman place, time’s arrow, ruthie and hooray! Todd episode .. and all in all this has like one of the best narratives throughout and ugh this just ,, hits home in so many fuckin areas!! And hollyhock is one of the best characters ever and aghhh.. And this has the most growth in bojack and agh ,, the end of this one is just so.. I cried.

❥ who is your favorite couple in 3?

 Hopper/Joyce. These two are just so sweet. Also David and Winona are so pure too. Like .. this is all just perfect ughhhh!!Please just take Hopper on a fucking date. I’m fucking begging you. Take Jim on a fucking DATE. PLEASE. Jim my poor love :((

❥ who is your favorite couple in 2?

 There’s like no serious fuckin relationship in this show. And while it isn’t ,, rlly canon yet Gob/Tony ,, bc sAmE this is just ,, very gay and very funny lmao. But if we’re going canon George Michael/Egg (I actually forgot her name. I feel so bad. I’m calling her egg) because that shit is comedic gold.

❥ what is your favorite episode of 1?

U G H so difficult !! Here are my top 4 because this is too hard:

-Fly : because this shit is chock full of symbolism and character development and revelations and you could write a full thesis about this episode. It’s so ,, self contained and dialogue heavy but you could analyze and dissect this for days. Which I love !!

Pilot: because it’s the perfectly crafted pilot. It’s perfect as a pilot. What more can I say.

-Ozymandias: SHIT GOES DOWN AND ITS GReat

-Felina: PERFECT CONCLUSION! PERFECT !! So fucking satisfying. Ends each character’s story so well. Also the song. Perfect. Ugh. Ties everything together perfectly. Ugh. This show is beautiful.

❥ what is your favorite episode of 5?

    UGH Here are my top 5 because I can’t choose

- Free Churro (the best fuckin monologue,,)

- The Old Sugarman Place (oh dear god it’s crying hours, also the song lin Manuel writes for this episode is bomb and makes me sob)

- Time’s Arrow (crying hours again)

- Dog Days Are Over (this hit home way too hard. I reblog sets from this constantly.)

- Ruthie (UGHHHHHH THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL and heartbreaking it ,, also hit home too hard :( )

❥ what is your favorite season of 2?

  Season 1! It’s just all very fresh and innovative and just .. comedic gold. All of it. Fuck ,, I will never forget the first time I watched season 1 of arrested development.

❥ how long have you watched 1?

I watched all 5 seasons in like ,, 2 months like ,, a year and a half ago. I was 15, and I started watching this show during my mocks lmao bad idea

❥ how did you become interested in 3?

 I watched it when it was new to Netflix after my dad was like , yo, you should watch this! And I was like, fuck yeah!! And then ,, I fell in love with it oof!!

❥ who is your favorite actor in 4?

Lucas Jade Zumann I think! Maybe slightly biased bc I loved him in 20th century women!

❥ which do you prefer, 1, 2, or 5?

   Breaking Bad for sure. It’s regarded as one of the best shows of all time for a reason!!!! Just,, story and character wise ,, it’s all very beautifully crafted and the cinematography and the acting and the UGH ,, I literally watch so much video essays about this stupid fuckin show I LVOE IT

❥ which show have you seen more episodes of, 1 or 3 ?

  Breaking Bad because .. there’s 5 seasons and stranger things only has three lmao!

❥ if you could be anyone from 4, who would you be?

  Uh, Anne or Cole. I wish I had talent lmao. And also to be that cute and lovable lmao!

❥ would a crossover between 3 and 4 work?

   Ahh ,, it shouldn’t, and won’t .. but I’d pay damn good money to see the stranger things cast in wholesome avonlea ,, or like ,, scifi horror elements in this pure period piece ,,

❥ pair two characters in 1 who would make an unlikely but strangely okay couple?

Jesse X Happiness. :) please? please give him a break.

    

❥ overall, which show has the better storyline, 3 or 5?

 Oh, man .. I really do love stranger things and it has like a. Really fodoof like storyline and overarching themes but like .. bojack is so real. It’s so ,, it cuts so so so deep. And it’s so moving even if half the characters are fuckin animals and called Princess Carolyn and Mister Peanutbutter. It’s just ,, it’s something else. So Bojack.

❥ which has the better theme music, 2 or 4?

  If I’m being honest I haven’t really been paying attention to either of the music in either of thejsen shows so like ??? I’m doing tos aha Anne because I do think I remember the music being like ,, really good?

I’m gonna rag @emforrest @thedeacywaltz @queen-rogerina-mercury @somedeadredshirt @emilyenchanted4 !!! If duii wnwnr to of course !!!

#tag games #someone tell me to fo to bed lmaoo #u can tell im tired by how incrwainbly shorter my answrrs get :)

[thegracegatsby]

this post is all over the place but here’s a super long update if you care lmao 

So it’s officially been one month since i’ve been on this marketing internship in Prague which is basically working a full time marketing job without the pay (duh, Grace) lol I really thought I was going to be filing papers and going on coffee runs, but nope this is the real deal. I didn’t even get a day to fix my jetlag nor was I eased into the job. The day after I arrived I had 15 minutes to learn about all the projects everyone was working on, got acquainted with the office and the other interns, then started on all my tasks. To give you an idea of what I’ve been up to, my first week here I had to think of several marketing ideas for a local company and had to present them to the owner. The Stress and nerves had me on bed rest that weekend ngl lol. The owner loved the presentation, but I couldn’t help but be so hard on myself. I felt so underprepared I didn’t expect to be thrown into the field at full speed. I literally felt like the Mr. Krabs meme. I was shookington. I thought college and a regular part time job was hectic, but wow I was not prepared for job that required 110% of my time and mind. What I mean by that is I was/am technically working on four different projects and each of them need to be unique aka I can’t repeat ideas. I learned to trust myself and just trust that if I did my best…. it would just had to be enough. I can only learn from my mistakes and find a way to improve myself every day. Those “do one thing to be better than yesterday” quotes were always cute, but they have been extremely relevant this summer. That’s been such an important lesson and habit. Some other things I was up to is sometimes the company gets invited to special private events so so far I’ve attended two events. The first one being some networking event with a panel so different CEO’s discussed the future of tech & marketing and answered questions, then another event where the communications director of Manolo (shoe goals) spoke on the brand. Even got to meet her she was so sweet! Last week I got sent on my first official business trip to Poland to meet with different Korean companies at an expo! I had to basically see and negotiate potential products to market in the US and Latin America. Crazy. I loved every second of it. I’ve been meaning to write for a few weeks now so my thoughts are probably a little all over the place, but now is when I feel like I finally have the time and energy to sit down and catch up on a blog even if no one reads this lmaoo. It’s wild how a month and a half ago I left my job at the bank with a heavy heart and had my summer classes get cancelled/wasn’t able to register for any new one’s since they were all full. I was so close to doing nothing all summer except go job hunting again so this trip was such a blessing. It’s super challenging I’m not gonna lie. I feel like I’ve grown so much from being here. I’ve had to get out of my comfort zone in every single sense of the word. I’ve had to depend on myself mentally and emotionally in different ways than I’ve had to back home. I know this sounds super dramatic lol, but honestly this is the first time I’ve been away from my home, family, friends, city, for more than two weeks. Taking such a huge step without my family around has been difficult. It’s how I imagine it would have been like if I moved away for college. I’m going through “real life with training wheels” because I’m staying with family here so I’m not 100% on my own, but that’s the farthest thing from perfect. Like.. my extended family is going through some hell shit and I feel like I’m in the middle of it so I can’t escape it. I guess that’s where my desperate homesickness comes from. I was SO ready to go home I even asked if I could book a flight after TWO weeks of being here. That’s how desperate I was to go back home. I never talk about my personal life, but I will say that my actual home life, thankfully, is healthy. No relationship/family is perfect don’t get it twisted, but my parents learned from the mistakes of their families/friends and tried very hard to raise my sibling and I in a peaceful home. Don’t take this as the “I’m the best because my parents don’t hate each other can’t relate sweetie (: just be happy and drink tea” way because that’s not what I’m saying at all lol. Sadly, toxic families are everywhere, but reading/hearing about a household that is going through a nasty divorce with unhealthy drama happening every single day is completely different than actually experiencing/witnessing it with my own two naked eye balls. Especially from my own relative. I know this makes me sound immature or naive or whatever, but I mean… I’ve never lived anywhere else so I never knew anything other than my own family dynamic ya know? My empathy for children and teenagers who have to go through what I’ve been seeing on a daily basis has grown so much. Again, this isn’t a show off way of me saying “my life is semi-perfect” (no one’s is) I’m literally saying the change has helped me understand and appreciate the importance of a healthy home so much which… isn’t a bad thing. I’d rather learn this now seeing it from afar than with regret later on in my life. I’m genuinely so heartbroken and empathetic for every single person going through this much toxicity especially my own cousin who will have to grow up with the issues her parents are making alone. The biggest takeaway is I know what the fuck NOT to tolerate in relationships. If I thought my tolerance was low, now it’s even lower I’m not putting up with any bullshit ever wow. Now none of this would matter if I only got to work then go home and mind my business, but nah it’s not like that. An argument happened? Guess who gets some insults and bad attitude. Me. Since why did my extended family think it’s okay to disrespect and insult me for everything??? Don’t even get me started on the side comments about my weight :)) All I do is try to stay hydrated and mind my business! lmaofdnsfds. I guess that’s where the mental and emotional challenge comes from. I’ve never been a super emotional person literally the last time I cried from emotion was the day of the musical in high school because I messed up on stage and was super embarrassed. That was literally 4 years ago in April. I’ve had like two mental breakdowns already not including the countless times I’ve had to calm myself down, do some breathing exercises, and mentally try to disconnect from the fuckery. The hardest times being when I’m in public. I NEVER talk back tho which is weird because I hardly ever bite my tongue I’m quick to defend myself, but deep down I know the aggression stems from all these problems.. plus I try to tell myself it’s not that deep and I’m leaving in less than a month. I know I won’t have to deal with this ever ever again. Also honestly staying quiet gets everyone on my side because people see the way I’m spoken to and are like “wtf ignore it you’re doing great”. Lol I wish I could go into more detail because there is SO much tea I can spill, but for privacy (and maybe legal idk?) reasons I’m going to stay quiet. Another intern who started seeing the verbal abuse asked me about everything so I confided in her about all the drama and she’s like “wooow everything makes sense things were worse when before you got here” kjndvdf we were super tight it was so great :’) but she left and everything changed when the fire nation attacked. Honestly, everyone I work/have worked with have been so great. I only got close with like two or three tho but still everyone is so nice lol. So yeah even though the work experience here is amazing and something I will value for the rest of my life, the home life aspect is fucked up. I’m even trying to convince my parents to sell this plot to Lifetime lmao it’s THAT dramatic. *sigh* Some other news is I was supposed to be in Spain right now. I literally Uber’ed myself and my grandmother all the way to the airport yesterday morning, show up to the check-in counter with a smile and bags in hand just so they could tell me “Sorry, you don’t show up on our system” to my face. I’ve never had an issue with my flight so the room was spinning a lil and was low key panicking because 1. English isn’t anyone’s first language here 2. I was abroad and had no idea what to do because I didn’t even make the reservation so I had to call two different airlines and try to resolve the MESS, but nothing was resolved they fucked up my booking from the beginning so only my return flight was paid for not the departure :) so after easily deciding I was NOT going to pay $580 for a one-way outbound ticket, I had to quickly figure out my next move. (PRO TIP: ALWAYS BOOK DIRECTLY WITH COMPANIES THEY’LL WORK WITH YOU AND REFUND YOU IF SOMETHING GOES WRONG. EVEN IF YOU SEE A CHEAPER PRICE ON ONE OF THOSE TRAVEL SITES SOMEONE TOLD ME THEY’LL PRICE MATCH YOU AND EVEN GIVE YOU DIFFERENT FLIGHT ACCOMMODATIONS LIKE CHANGING LAYOVER FLIGHTS IT’S MAGICAL). Everyone I’m living with went to Spain the day before, so after bending over backwards to try and get the house key from my grandmother who already passed through security (she couldn’t wait for me bc the guy at security had 5 min to wheelchair her to her gate), I found a way to contact her (a blessing bc if not I would have had to stay at a hotel or something) and had her hand me the keys back to our place. I didn’t have the patience to take a bus back to the city so I paid the extra fare to Uber back home. The weird part is I’m not even mad. After calling the airlines, contacting my parents, contacting my family already in Spain that I wouldn’t be going, I was just… chilling. Got some groceries and I’ve been living la vida loca just eating and watching netflix lol. Sure, I wanted to go see a new country and even try to see the town my great grandparents were from, but if there’s anything I learned this year is… everything happens for a reason. I think it would have been an amazing trip, but there’s a reason I didn’t get to travel this weekend. Theres a reason I had to leave my job at the bank. Theres a reason I’m here in Prague in the first place. There’s a reason I’m witnessing this entire Mess. I guess there’s some growth in that too you know what I mean? Younger me would have probably combusted in hatred and be extremely negative and complain that “my life sucks” when in reality it’s fine it’s just in general, shitty things happen…. but life won’t stop for anybody not even me. On the bright side, some good lessons came out of this experience. Forget 2016, this was the real year of realizing things™. I’m going back to Miami with a completely different drive and mindset. For example, I knew school is important and I get good grades, but my attitude towards my education is COMPLETELY different now. Being “good” just isn’t good enough for me anymore. With my grades now I could get into a “good” grad school, but now I don’t even want “good” I want something better. I want great I want the best I want to work my ass off to get into an AMAZING school. I still don’t know everything or even want I want 100%, but this trip has helped me change how I plan to approach/execute my future goals. That “oh I guess I’ll work someday idk that’s a long time from now so I don’t care I’ll worry about it another day” won’t cut it anymore. Now that I’m thinking about it, a lot of things need changing when I get back. Which speaking of getting back, I’m counting down the days I’m so excited I leave at the end of the month ayee!! Lol okay I feel like I’m just rambling at this point. There were a few more things I wanted to say buut………… I forgot it so I’ll just end it here and make a new post if I remember lol. Even if no one reads this, future me will and she’ll remember how the Ctrl album from SZA was playing in the background while writing this and probably cringe at how bittersweet this whole experience/year has been.

TLDR I learned a lot on this internship (good and bad) and I’m basically going back home a new person :-)

#even tho i didn't mention everything in this post i'm only talking about this summer internship.. #i've changed so much this year. I've really grown tf up I don't even recognize January me anymore lol

[modernwavee]

My questions :3

1. Who was the last person you held hands with? My baby sister rayne 2. Are you outgoing or shy? booth lol mostly shy i guess 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? my bf ryan in jail haha  4. Are you easy to get along with? yes 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? fo shoo 6. What kind of people are you attracted to? people like me 7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? Yes 8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? Ryan  9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? Yea 10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? my sister destiny i thinkk 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? “ Lmfaoo wdf lol haa good for her “  12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? Phora - to the moon instrumental glamorous- fergie the way i see things- lil peep meet me halfway- black eyed peas let me goo- krayzie bone

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? nahh 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? yes 15. What good thing happened this summer? Idk man nothing much.. went swimming in the lake tho was nice 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? NO lol 17. Do you think there is life on other planets? Probly not 18. Do you still talk to your first crush? yes 19. Do you like bubble baths? Yass 20. Do you like your neighbors? They’re aight ig 21. What are you bad habits? Smoking weed, burn out munchies, drinking. 22. Where would you like to travel? To the bahamas, to a beautiful place and to a beach so i can sit there n relax, enjoy the veiw. ya kno 23. Do you have trust issues? Yeaa 24. Favorite part of your daily routine? getting high lols 25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? stomach 26. What do you do when you wake up? Lay there for abit.. come upstairs n have coffee ~ 27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? darkerr  28. Who are you most comfortable around? Des 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? duh 30. Do you ever want to get married? Yes 31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? Yup 32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? idk none 33. Spell your name with your chin. z.lfcm,, 34. Do you play sports? What sports? Baseball and badminton 35. Would you rather live without TV or music? TV 36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? ya 37. What do you say during awkward silences? *cough*  38. Describe your dream girl/guy? accepting, romantic, true.  39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? warehouseone, sportchek, forever21, ardenes, peak420.  40. What do you want to do after high school? get a good job 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Yeah 42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? Im mad, or sad 43. Do you smile at strangers? sometimes 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?ohmigossh.... outer space 45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? wakenbake lols or coffee 46. What are you paranoid about? world ending! 47. Have you ever been high? Yea like rn 48. Have you ever been drunk? YAS 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? Yup 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? Red 51. Ever wished you were someone else? Nah 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? everything 53. Favourite makeup brand? Tarte cosmetics 54. Favourite store? warehouseone 55. Favourite blog? tumblr 56. Favourite colour? red 57. Favourite food? chinese noodles 58. Last thing you ate? raspberry pie 59. First thing you ate this morning? eggs n toast 60. Ever won a competition? For what? halloween lmaoo won 1st place vampire 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? Yes for fighting 62. Been arrested? For what? yes for alot of reasons. mainly domestic 63. Ever been in love? yess 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? i was just a kid lol he just came up to me n kissed me fast when i was just standing there -_-  65. Are you hungry right now? noo im full aha 66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? ya 67. Facebook or Twitter? facebook 68. Twitter or Tumblr? tumblr 69. Are you watching tv right now? no 70. Names of your bestfriends? Hoochie, Davis 71. Craving something? What? chinese noodles 72. What colour are your towels? random colors  72. How many pillows do you sleep with? ! pillow.. need to buy another 73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? sometimes 74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? 1 named wolfie 75. Favourite animal? Kittens 76. What colour is your underwear? purple 77. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla 78. Favourite ice cream flavour? cookies n cream 79. What colour shirt are you wearing? black 80. What colour pants? grey 81. Favourite tv show? Fairy tail 82. Favourite movie? confessions of a teenage drama queen lmao 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? mean girls 84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? mean girls 85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? the dumbass blonde 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? dory 87. First person you talked to today? my mom 88. Last person you talked to today? baby sister 89. Name a person you hate? sam 90. Name a person you love? ryan 91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? Yup 92. In a fight with someone? No 93. How many sweatpants do you have? Like 4 94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? 6 95. Last movie you watched? Dragon cry 96. Favourite actress? michelle rodigruez 97. Favourite actor? leonardo dicarpio 98. Do you tan a lot? no 99. Have any pets? Yes. Fat, puppy, and Max 100. How are you feeling? Burnt out. tired. high,  101. Do you type fast? yes 102. Do you regret anything from your past? Of course everyday 103. Can you spell well? yea 104. Do you miss anyone from your past? yes 105. Ever been to a bonfire party? yeah 106. Ever broken someone’s heart? Yeah my bad 107. Have you ever been on a horse? Yeah was awesume 108. What should you be doing? going to bed 109. Is something irritating you right now? yes i want ryan with me 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? Yea lol 111. Do you have trust issues? yes 112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? destiny 113. What was your childhood nickname? apes 114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? Nope 115. Do you play the Wii? noo 116. Are you listening to music right now? Yes. Redbone childish gambino 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? yea 118. Do you like Chinese food? Yeah esp chinese noodles 119. Favourite book? Lost in the barrons farley mowatt 120. Are you afraid of the dark? yes 121. Are you mean? sometimes 122. Is cheating ever okay? nopee 123. Can you keep white shoes clean? No lols 124. Do you believe in love at first sight? No 125. Do you believe in true love? yea 126. Are you currently bored? Yup 127. What makes you happy? Weed. Money. Family. Sleep. 128. Would you change your name? Nah its all g 129. What your zodiac sign? Cancer 130. Do you like subway? Yea  131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? i’de feel weird 132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? Des 133. Favourite lyrics right now? “take me to the moon, i wanna be with tha stars “ 134. Can you count to one million? no 135. Dumbest lie you ever told? give me 10$ for munchies. (using the 10$ to buy weed)  136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? closed 137. How tall are you? 5′6 138. Curly or Straight hair? Straight 139. Brunette or Blonde? Brunette 140. Summer or Winter? Summer 141. Night or Day? Day 142. Favourite month? July 143. Are you a vegetarian? no 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? white chocolate 145. Tea or Coffee? tea 146. Was today a good day? yes 147. Mars or Snickers? mars 148. What’s your favourite quote? “ Fuck the haters “LOOOL 149. Do you believe in ghosts? yea 150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? “ and said, ‘what are you willing to give me to beray him to you?’ and they weighed down 30 peices of silver to him