#sometimes I forget that the embarrassing shit I post online could potentially be seen by the people I’m posting about?

[cryley]

So like, do you think Matty is regularly lurking in his tumblr tags?

I love him so much but also in a “don’t perceive me” way??

#if he could read anything of mine on my blog it would just be the tags on this post #sometimes I forget that the embarrassing shit I post online could potentially be seen by the people I’m posting about? #it’s just a pleasant parasocial relationship - you know? #I (delusionally) think I would get along quite well with him but also I only know the idea of him from what he shares with the public #I appreciate his art so much and the references he makes to his other interests and artistic inspirations #I also love the passion he has for his work/art - I relate heavily to this #maybe I’m just being sentimental about matty’s influence on me and my life #thank you matty #your words and your work mean the world to me #matty healy #the 1975 #ry.exe #personal