#staying on ward but like. isn’t codeine meant to be ur severe pain thing. like surely that should’ve taken the Noticeably Painful pain too

[vampirebutterflies]

why must the sexiest bitches suffer the worst aggies

#not gonna lie I think this was my second time having smth w codeine and it didn’t? really do anything? like the relief lasted maybe 20mins #half hour at the most before it started being more than an ache again #like it wasn’t excruciating it was back at what’s been my standard Noticeably Painful But Can Be Sort Of Ignored level so. wasn’t worth #staying on ward but like. isn’t codeine meant to be ur severe pain thing. like surely that should’ve taken the Noticeably Painful pain too #for longer than half an hour #iunno #anyway like I said second(?) time and it didn’t really seem like much so idk if I just like. function at pain levels #where I probably shouldn’t still be alive like. on the weekly. or if I’m just one of the lucky ones who doesn’t process the drug as I should #I love knowing smth is still obviously wrong but having normal test results and not really having other resources or any clue what to look @ #I’m very heavily torn between “I must be being dramatic / it’s a psychosomatic thing” and “there really feels like something physically #wrong but I don’t know what or who to ask or how to find out what it is” #exhausting shit #I don’t even necessarily want A Solution I just wanna know what the fucks wrong at this point #mercury.txt