#stop being gross its time to stop

[anti-transphobia]

Everyone posts about how Stardew Valley is a cozy LGBT+ inclusive game but NO ONE mentions the lack of a platonic option for the bachelors/bachelorettes. Which would be good for aspec people and also just more pleasant for many casual players I believe but that's not even the point. I just want to become best friends with everyone and not only does that require me dating everyone at once and feeling like a sleazebag because of it (ik the bad cutscene can be avoided but I know in my heart they'd be hurt if they knew) BUT it also means the women flirt with me!!!!! Constantly!!!!!!! It makes me sick to my stomach. Truly ruining the characters I liked

#this post is not that serious or meant to be an Analysis or a Discourse Post or a Hot Take or whatever #i just think the dating thing needs to be handled differently #i should be able to Not Date characters and still get 10 hearts with them #also ive never made it far enough in stardew valley to marry someone and this is the first time i could even date someone #and ive heard that the flirtatious comments dont stop once you're married which is. really awkward for me #i mean i could probably handle the guys flirting with me while im married but id hope being married would be an off switch for it #its just awkward to have ppl im not actually dating and only gave a bouquet to so i can be their friend be called my bf/gf when. they're Not #i seriously need to find some kind of mod to fix this once i finish getting all the girls up to ten hearts #i will deal with the stomach churning grossness of the flirting for a while so i can see everything #but then I'm DONE!!! I'm DONE!!!! I just want my friends back!!!! #maru and abigail and haley !!! my buds!!! #NOT emily shes scary and NOT leah because we just didn't click and DEFINITELY not penny because i fucking hate her #penny sucks. penny dni #but yeah the flirting feels gross because im gay and repulsed by women romantically/sexually #and even though i did open myself up to this by playing the game. because i dont want it it feels like its being forced on me #which makes it feel even WORSE than normal #and its like. not only do i feel like I'm stringing along these characters #but i feel like my friendship with my favourites is ruined :(

[boxwinebaddie]

did kyle cry when he found out raven was stan

yes...A Lot.

which is kind of a big deal, because jersey kyle...

never cries.

ever.

so its a large part of the Why Can't Jersey Say I Love You ask meme, that, ik, is taking me forever -- i have so many asks rn haha -- but for the sake of context/lore, i will summarize part of it here. ( badly )

in essence, kyle, who is the least okay/mentally fortified person ever, is under the false pretense that everything in his life is fine...bc he refuses to process that it isn't. because to him, as long as everything is going to plan, w/ no detours or distractions...Everything Is Perfect.

see, kyle...likes to plan. kyle likes order. kyle does not like chaos.

he does not like to deal with messy, complex human emotions, fussy things, upsetting things, dramatic things, any kind of touchy feelings. its inefficient, makes you vulnerable, its embarrassing, its impractical. most of all...its unpleasant/upsetting. kyle doesn’t do unpleasant and upsetting...kyle Is unpleasant and upsetting.

and after stan died...kyle wept inconsolably. he cried rivers, lakes and oceans, day in and day out, only to realize that all the puffy eyed, red cheeked, blubbering and snot...were for naught, because kyle could cry until he died of dehydration, sob until his chest was swollen, scream until his throat was raw & bloody; it didn't matter.

because it wouldn't bring stan back.

...that no matter what he did, how hard he begged, bartered or pleaded...at the end of the day, his sweet, precious stanley marsh was still Dead and kyle was still the same sad little boy he always was, drowning in his sorrows & his dead super best friend's jacket, weak and whimpering, eyes warbling. a waste. a weakling. a worm.

so one day...he just...Stopped.

he just stopped feeling things.

completely.

as a coping mechanism ( aka not-coping ) he just decided to compartmentalize all those uncomfortable, intense feelings, anything that wasn't useful to him and ignored them all together. pretended like they didn't exist. will not humor them. which makes sense bc in addition to not crying, kyle also doesn't laugh.

this, i think, is interesting because, to keep himself 'safe' and in working order at all times, kyle doesn't think about unpleasant things, he also is outwardly abhorrent to prevent things from getting to close to him, anything he could get attached to or might get sentimental about because he doesn't like to be vulnerable at all.

conversely, stan feels things extremely deeply and all the time. so he is constantly in distress and disarray because at all times, he is aware of how Sad he is and can't compartmentalize things like kyle can.

( can we see why it might be super easy for ravenstan to tell someone he loves them and why it would be really hard for jerseykyle? fML )

but back to kyle who count on both hands...maybe one hand...the amount of times he's cried.

he cried the morning after the sadie hawkins dance in sixth grade when all the news crews and ambulances and firetrucks were at stans old house, watching them put shelley in a body bag, and telling him like, in stans jacket, that they couldn't find him and that the flames were so hot that he probably got incinerated in the blaze.

he cried when he found out raven was stan. it was...a lot.

he also cried...

...when they broke up during the ravesey divorce. </3

like it was....Oooooof. it was so sad and fucked up. like when i tell you jersey kyle, like scary ass jerseykyle, who never bends to Anyone, was literally on his hands and knees begging ravenstan to stay I'MMM :(

he was clinging onto the hem of stan's shorts, absolutely devastated, lip quivering, fucking hyperventilating like nononono--stan, don't go! please, Please don't go! please, please, please don't go! :(( don't leave!! don't leave!! waitwaitwait!!! i do! please just--just Wait!!! :(( i do, baby! i Really do! so, so much and -- i! FUCK!!! i can--i can Say it! please just give me one second! i can--NO!!! NONONO sTAN, PLEA

sigh....*narrator vc* He Could Not Say It.

it was sooooo goddamn AWFUL!!! like literally the one thing that kyle fears the most in the world is losing stanley marsh which had already happened once and was now happening AGAIN??? oh my Godddd

his abandonment issues are so gnarly :'(

aStandonment more like

he also held it together while stan was there, however, the second that door closed, kyle wept BROKENLY into stans big shirt, full body shaking, knees to his chest, loud, open mouth sobbing, the knees of his pajama pants drenched, desperately trying to reach stan, to try and explain himself with words that wouldn't come, only to find that stan had blocked him...On Everything.

it was AAAaaAAa ;-;

uUuUuGh!!! plus it's sooooo sad and Scary when jerseykyle cries because it basically triggers a massive, full-blown Panic Attack!! because he's like oh god why am i suddenly feeling every bad thing ive ever repressed? why can't i breathe? why does my Chest Hurt??

:(( jErSey

hell is a PLACE, bitch!

anyways...tldr: yes, kyle did cry when he found out raven was stan. he cried when he lost stan, found stan...and then lost stan again.

fun! :)

-uncle nina, jojo posing at the gates of gay boy angst hell

#i gotta stop doing the ask memes at the top of my box #BUT I AM PASSIONATE ABT THIS #also please note that stan was packing a bag and jersey was like nonononono where are u going where are u going :( #and stan was like Out and kyle was like stan its -10 degrees you are in a shirt and shorts like u cannot go out like that!! #i cant let you go unless i know youre somewhere safe #and ravenstan was like Kenny Is Picking Me Up #WHIIIIIIIIIIIICH OUGH MY GOD WHEN I TELL U KYLE WAS TRIGGERED AS HELL OH MY GOD THE VIOLENCE #like kenny was dating marj but u know hes still a little insecure abt kenny being in love with stan even if it was unrequited #but more than stan was sober and kenny was not also this was def abt to cause a stan bipolar ep so kyle was worried abt him #relapsing it was OOOOOOF marj and kenny also broke up during this period of time bc kenny took stans side and marj took kyles #ommmfg i cant talk abt the ravesey divorce i hate it so Bad #but i am very passionate abt jersey kyle and how he just made himself into a machine and like doesnt know how to be human #but yeah so jers does not feel things as a coping mechanism so he does not know how to process anything that is important #and doesnt cry bc its gross and insufficient and not useful to him he doesnt love people bc it is not practical #and he did that for so long and it was so dehumanizing that like he does not know how to be vulnerable or soft so #yeah...kyle does not cry if hes crying its for a good reason its also super bad bc hes probably having a panic attack #and is rly scared/upset bc he suddenly gets hit w all the waves of unpleasant human emotion he repressed & freaks out bc he doesnt kno #what to do....i love u jerseykyle even if u cant say it back bb

[alchemiclee]

been looking in tags for a few days now to see if anyone else found the whole high cloud quintet and related story to be a bit.....poorly written, nonsensical, contradictory, full of plot holes and loose ends, etc. apparently i'm not the only one. (and i'm not even talking about shipping stuff, because any time I saw someone mad about bad writing, someone always replies to be homophobic and laugh about failed ships. weirdos.) it could have been so good but was thrown into the garbage for the most part (IF you noticed all the plot holes and contradiction. if not, then it's a fine enough story tbh. I expect most people to see it on surface level and not read all the little hidden lore bits and try to piece it together like my autistic brain did. which is ok! enjoy it if you liked it and ignore me 😆)

#apparently one of the writers did it on purpose. wont explain here. you can find it elsewhere. but it makes sense now #that's why it fell apart and didnt make sense in the end #ive seem people say anyone mad about it is a shipper and thats why. they use it as an excuse to be homophobes #youre gross get out of thos fandom. im here as someone upset about the story who was very skeptical about any ship theories and focused #more on plot theories and overall friendship and stuff so its not even about shipping you het weirdos!!! #the contradictions and plot holes are bd regrdless of who you ship lmao stop reducing it to that #aure its fine if you ignlre those plot holes. but it happened to be the little plot holes that interested me the most so its obvious to me😅 #cant wait until a talented writer in the fandom rewrites the whole story a lot better and fills in the holes and ties up the end better #please someone do this 😭 #lee text #hsr #i just wanted a close found family who met a tragic end #my idea for a better way to write it is dan feng wanted free from the high elder cycle and yingxing helped him create a new elder #but it went wrong and failed because the preceptors fed him wrong info hopong it woukd destroy dan feng since they hated him #instead it was yingxing that died and dan feng selfishly brought him back somehow and thats why hes immortal and hates dan heng now #they created a monster in the process that made a mess and baiheng died trying to kill it maybe but hit its weak spot #so it was weaked enough for jingliu to slay it #maybe for a plot twist jing yuan somehow knew the preceptors were up to something and didnt stop the two because #they were too stubborn and he knew it would do nothing #we know the dragon heart disappeared so either it ended becoming bailu in the end #or it could be inaide blade bow. another fun possible plot twist. they never explained where it went so it coukd be a n y w h e r e #i had other ideas but i forget now. bht baiheng deserves better as well. just being a plot mechanism to make two dudes be stupid #is kinda bland and boring and wasted her character. she deserves better too!!!! #id write this if i had the time and brain power but ill hope someone else does it instead #OH yeah i forgot a big idea. dan feng and yingxing perhaps try to also kill the arbor and end the abundance and long life/reincarnation #and maybe that was one part that led to it all going wrong or something. since yingxing wanted revenge on the abundance for destroying #his home and family???? and dan feng wanted to escape the cycle? similar wants that worked together snd failed #these are all ideas from past theories i read and my own ideas i came up with all of which are better than what that bad writer did! #these are very incomplete ideas that im sure someone else can write better #lee rambles

[spaciebabie]

Tell me a headcannon about your blorbos that youve wanted to talk about but nobody has given you the chance to yet

I WAS LITERALLY GONNA MAKE A POST ABT THISSSSS ok ok

springtrap is afraid of water and by extension, the rain (my focus is really on the rain portion of it). idk the concept is just really interesting ta me. the second a drop of rain water hits him this scary sly bastard absolutely breaks down and starts panicking. it cant really do anything anymore, the springlocks already activated 3 decades ago, but its the phantom of the experience of dying that haunts him. the rain is a reminder of his biggest defeat. ive wanted to make some art of this but havent gotten around ta it yet.

i havent been hyperfixated on chara undertale in years but i hced that the reason you start off w/a LV of 1 in undertale was b/c chara already had 1 LV when frisk and chara's soul merged while frisk had zero. obviously 1+0=1 lmao. and its not b/c i think they're a genocidal maniac, but b/c they killed in self defense (which was one of the factors that made them run away and was mostly and accident). and humans being more powerful than monsters means you gain LV a lot easier.

kris deltarune practices laughing evilly in the mirror and makes evil faces at themselves. the murderous look they give you is practiced b/c they're a fucking autistic dork (based on smthn i do irl)

#spacie splains #springtrap is like the first character since chara and to a smaller but similar extent frisk undertale #that ive been able ta come up w/headcanons for #yes yes get your jokes about him being a dirty bastard out of the way #'oooh spacie hes afraid of taking baths and hes dirty and gross' yes i know now listen and think of the POSSIBILITIES #its time 2 get SERIOUS #i have so many Old Undertale Animations in my head from when i was like 12-14 #i need 2 think of more springtrap hcs........i need 2 give him sexy emotionally tumultuous characteristics #*humanizes the ugly murder rabbit guy* #cant stop me!

[rdiowx]

I, Ray: rdiowx do NOT have a piss kink anyone who says otherwise is WRONG

#pls stop accusing me of this #its definitely gross and i dont like it #every time i said i wanted gerard party poison pants was not my piss kink talking #and also the time i said i wanted gerard to piss in my mouth #it was just me being silly

[layzorr]

Mm

#i hate myself sometimes #i really fucking hate myself sometimes #i fucked up a relationship for my host and ill never het to exolain myself #he says hes not mad but i know he misses them and he got so fucking depressed over it #i keeo messing up i keep being so fucking mean #im always so fucking angry and scared all the time #i feel so fucking ugly and gross and just Bad #i dont like my body i dont like my face #i never have the energy to talk to people and it makes me such a bich #im always such a bitch to everyone #and i dont know how to stop #and i dont know if i can actually get better #fuck #i miss my friends #i dont know if they even think of me as friends at this point #because im always fucking gone #i never talk abouy my problems because i knowif i get upset ill be a dick again #i dont know how to stop #im trying i swear im trying #bit i act like my grandma i always have #and i dont know how to stopm #i hate how similiar wr are i hatebit i hate it i hate it #im the one who was there when she. did tha. to us #im the one who had to have that memory #im fhe one who felt it #andbi know its my hodts trauma too #but ive always felt ot ive always been the one who had to carry it #and im just #i do not think i am a good person #i do not know how to be a good person

[rouge-the-bat]

since its hard finding content of it without people being jackasses in the tags: to the fellow metakirby shippers who never even considered the idea of them being different ages when they started shipping them, and dont get why everyone tries to say kirby is a minor as a solid fact for the whole series when that was only (apparently) canon in the anime, i love you and heres some flowers for you 🌹💐🌸

#it sucks like im a meta knight kinny and dated both kirby and galacta knight. there was no age gaps or anything just cute orbs #like fuck off not everyone has the same fucking view of canon or holds the same headcanons as you #i watched the anime when i was little but just random bits of it #i never seen/remembered them claiming kirby is a minor so its never been how i viewed kirby #so maybe stop being so fucking gross to metakirby shippers #-sincerely a fucking csa victim tired of people assuming my ships are anything related to what literally triggers me #metakirby #kirby #meta knight #literally when i first started seeing the hate for the ship a long time ago i didnt even understand where it was coming from #i made a post asking about it bc i was like. this seems a little common and extreme hate for it to just be ppls notp ??? wtf is up #i had NO idea there was anything about kirby apparently being young in the anime #(which i actually havent even seen direct evidence for. just heard it from ppl letting me know when i made that post) #(so thus is why i put ''apparently'')

[nexus-nebulae]

i see so fucking many posts talking about how summer is just only horrible and people who like it should shut up forever and i just. I'm genuinely terrified for my health this upcoming winter. i am a person who cannot be under 65 degrees without shivering so hard i start to move my joints out of place and stop being able to use them. i live in an area where if you don't have heating during winter, you just die. like i get that summer fucking sucks for some people but christ you don't have to fucking attack me for not preferring winter

#i literally like. its one of those stupid fucking things people get so mad about for literally no reason #like any fucking time i mention i prefer summer FOR HEALTH REASONS i still get bashed for it #if i say i hate winter i just get called weak and a wimp for not liking the cold like that's just fucking ableism!!! #these past two winters have had a HUGE toll on my physical health and both years I NEVER RECOVERED #My health just declined and stayed that way permanently #like please stop telling me I'm wrong for being fucking AFRAID of being cold #yeah heat stroke is just as scary as frostbite #yeah being sweaty is gross and not fun #but fucking christ you don't have to literally tell me I'm stupid or weak OR EVEN ABLEIST for saying summer is better FOR ME

[frozenhi-chews]

How do I tell scammers I'm not falling for these so could they PLEASE STOP

Like you're literally wasting your energy with me. Why do you think you can fool me?

#and if you're being genuine uh. sorry #heard the cry “WOLF” too many times to believe you #and its even more gross because they're taking advantage of the Palestinian genocide in trying to take money #gross #the cake doth speak #just. stop you guys- #i have self ship asks to get to

[lemonlovemeanslove]

Genuinely do NOT hit on me if ur not that bitch!!

#that bitch is exclusively #older than me #darker voice than me #and unbelievablely cocky #all others #do not #i beg u #tbis is why im okey when tamimi guy 2 wants to flirt but not when tamimi guy 1 tries some shit #i actually had to stop going to tamimi no 1 bc one of the guys there hits on me almost every time he ses me which was fine #bc i knew his schedule so i could mostly avoid him #but then the. new guy working there stsrted sum shit too and now im to uncomfortable to go on there #if u are an employee of a place #DO NOT FLIRT WITH REGULARS #its soooo uncomfortable #same shit with instructors like wtf is WRONG with yall #whatever happened to professionalism #and yes i can tell the difference between a flirty personality #which i LOVE #and then being hit on #which is gross #unless ur thst bitch

[belovedisaster]

i am rereading a bunch of the arc 2 books (super bored) and honestly..why does NOBODY ever draw the side characters from these...like onyx, sirocco and rattlesnake, vulture, cobra, TYPHOON...... liosten to me

#im just picking them up and putting them down #i think darkness of dragons is a little odd in the way it handles #poverty and crime in the scorpion den #but qiblis family is really compelling...i really missed vulture i hated him so much #and cobra #fucking crying #i felt for qibli because i forgot she was just being nice to him to get his trust #it made me so fucking upset #also tui is not as bad of a writer as i remember #i think the protagonists are really bland #i get bored listening to. winter and qibli and moon babble all the time #and qibli becomes a kind of milquetoast pov when he stops doing his like...analysis #overthinking thing #though i guess you could put that down to his character development and becoming more relaxed BUT #THATS NEVER STATED #AND ALSO HE HAS NO REASON TO RELAX OVER THE COURSE OF DOD #but umm back to what i said about the scorpion den #its kind of gross and really revealing what tui about poverty or areas of poverty with the scorp den #there are definitely exceptions to some things ill say but #1. winter being a total dick about the poorer dragons in the sd and never getting anything for it and never having that challenged #LITERALLY CALLING A QIBLI A STREET THUG #and its just accepted by qibli being like #Well hes a prince. I guess he cant help it. I guess #2. the outclaws come off weird to me #and its weird how every dragon thats not an outclaw or accepted into them (usually translating to #special and smart and educated or having special talents) #is listed off as just being like. dumb and poor #but im especially thinking about sirocco and rattlensnake who are like #just as much victims of circumstance as qibli with a shitty mom but its fine because theyre stupid and violent #it feels like tuis going. Theres so many criminals and peddlers and p**rs in the scorpion den but qibli is special and good and should be li

[todayisafridaynight]

‘is there yaoi in the arakawa family’ is an incredibly funny question because it’s infinitely funnier if there isn’t yk what i mean. theyre just like that

#snap chats #SORRY IM STILL LAUGHING AT IT BUT I DO LIKE TO POKE THE IDEA WITH A STICK #its just funny to me if they arent together but theyre just So Close that people are raising eyebrows #i already made fun of this idea like two times already didnt i. #NO HELP ITS CAUSE I THOUGHT OF THAT SPONGEBOB SCENE WHERE SPONGEBOB AND PATRICK HAVE THEIR CLAM BABY #its just ichi hanging out with mitsu like Bro Im Telling You..... There Something FUNKY... #im about to go back to srb all my 🏳️‍🌈❓ comics again oh my god #NOOO IM REMINDING MYSELF OF ALL THE GOOFY THINGS I WANNA DRAW STOPPP #i think i just wanna draw masato being upset more. like gross why does my dad have a love life and i dont #son he doesnt he Legit is just close with his coworker stop being emo and angsty and go get your game up #ughh im done working for the day but im too tired to draww #maybe ill try writing something silly for once.. <- doubt i think im gonna speedrun y7

[niishi]

I love how so much zo/san is like.... Sanji being homophobic towards Zoro as flirting.. Zoro's a confident gay man he doesn't need that

#am i the only one who doesnt find that scenario cute? #sanji showing gayness and then being like #basically like 'im not a fucking faggot though' #no one says that part out loud but they say it very quietly and make it seem like cute flirting #and im like... #like listen... id be all for it if it was presented as the toxic thing it is #but its always presented to be like cute and silly #and im just like damn zoro deserves better #its not a confident gay mans job to take the brunt of someone elses internalized homophobia #also it's always sanji being like 'dont say anything about this' #like zoro himself should be ashamed and embarrassed #its not cute ! #i might ship zo/san if sanji one day stops with his internalized homophobia and shit but like #this is the dynamic most ppl flock to irt them and im like #like i said #if its presented as toxic and abusive them im okay w it bc its representing a truth #but when its like romanticized.. noooooo! #imagine if u loved someone and every time you showed them affection #or ghey showed you affection #they were like 'this is gross and im ashamed and dont tell qnyone' #justice for zoro #also?? #justice for zosan tbh #its not even that i have a moral dilemma about it #i just think if ur trying to portray sweet loving zosan maybe leave out the internalized homophobia and if u dont #have zoro react like wtf to it instead of like hehe #or portray it as the toxic thing it is #their relationship is constant fighting&equal criticism of each other #idk my brain is just bigger than everyone elses i guess

[weaseltotheface]

If there's something I've taken away from fandom is that 90% of popular fan ideas about characters sex lives are bad and biased

#theres a difference between writing intentionally seld indulgent smut and going #this is my headcanon uwu and its so complete and utterly out of character and inconsistent with how that character is that its gross #this has been an issue in very fandom ive been in since the dawn of time #because people are too afraid to go 'this is ooc but i think its hot so here u go' and theyre obsessed eith being objectively correct #anyway ill never stop being mad about the sterotyping of one yang xiao long

[oexen]

ppl are so mean abt little valdemeowmeow???? and the other courtiers but. buncha fuckin lily livered ass cowards. at this point i cant tell if it's me being neurodivergent or that there are just a metric fuckton of dingdongs that simply don't know how to have fun

#damn i went off and fell asleep. anyway #im sure its the latter #found a tier list maker that purposefully excluded valdemar. lmfao. excuse me #eyes rolling all the way back in my head #good lord. never stop being fucking silly #talk about aphobia lmfao #ik this is a fictional ass character but i think that makes being reductive about it even worse #i hate arcana discourse so much anymore but like jfc #maybe it was a shit move to have characters that are both palatable and u know #fodder that it isnt rly a stretch to say insulting them might make somebody who likes them feel bad for consuming this media at all #i cAnT bElIeVe PpL LiKe aNy oF ThEm OmGgGgG #idk i just think the courtier fans are more likely to have degrees in being fucking cool #bees personal #dont rb #anyway ~it's been a whiiile since i got any level of mad abt this #eat my aroace ass #i miss tenderizing valdemar with my fun time mallet #its been a hard year #ik i dont speak much bht i try and avoid this shit for my sanity. it was just fucking gross lol #ive also been dying since like april lmfao. girl help #gnc

[dirt-str1der]

Whatever kiryu does to you might not always be the best or even safest option but he will always do it with a lot of love in his eyes so you have to forgive him

#Yakuza loveblog #i was looking through my notes at three am and i wrote something that i reread in the morning like w .. #where did this come from .... whys he doing that ... why is piss involved again .. <- already knows the answer #i really do believe that kiryu puts the things he likes in his mouth though #hes mostly grown out of it but if you catch him at an unexpected moment or if hes overwhelmed then its going inside his mouth #even the. cylinder attached to a larger structure is going into his mouth and if he cant swallow it then he’ll just leave it in his mouth #i think that kiryu should be allowed to be a little gross especially after disgusting sex. like i believe that majima likes being clean and #having long showers at the end of the day (typical girl behaviour) but kiryu will sleep in his own mess #cant stop thinking of him swallowing harukas one hundred dollar marble because he was so touched that she gave it to him #and she starts bawling and hes like. im sorry haruka. and shes like no its okay ojisan i can tell you really liked it #i bet he says sorry to haruka all the time because kiryu is constantly fucking up but she loves him so much its okay #i actually started crying when i opened the special bundle and harukas marble was in there because like she give me .... her marble .... god #shes such a special little angel and she gave me her cute little ... marble #i think haruka should inherit more than kiryus old man music taste she should watch him do things that she has unconsciously masked all the #while and then start exhibiting behaviours around him. haruka gets overstimulated and goes outside to chop wood like kiryu does #she goes to sing karaoke when she gets stressed because shes thinking about when he told her it relieves stress ... #im fucked up that they removed the kiryu sleeping on her teeny little lap scene in yk2 like he was so fuckinf sleepy and she was like here #sleep here ojisan and he was like thank you haruka ... and snoozed ............ shes his little freaking baby #i took her. to the orphanage and then i freaked it #i cant stop thinking of markiplier playing endoparasitic where he said hah you missed me. now you must kiss me ! when the thing lunged athik #like yeah i did miss you and i do want to kiss you .. wow so true #i think haruka should give kiryu kisses on the cheek like all little girls do to their dad #he fucking holds her like a baby (about to cry) oh my god their bond shes ... so little .... #when kiryu saw pochitaro again he was like hi pochitaro youve grown bigger. and pochitaro was like yip yip tail wag ! like no he didnt. #that dog is exactly as small as when you last saw it. it is the size of your foot #not haruka though she truly got bigger and she doesnt even hold his hand in y6 anymore like fuck my entire life fuck everything fuck fuck fu #or was it y5 like god no ... no ...... #time is so fucking relentless your daughter will never be tiny again because shes all grown up #im thinking that haruka should meet kiryu again after hes dead and shes like OJISAN JUMPSCARE ??? and kiryus like no you got the wrong guy #and she wants to keep grilling him but she just sits down and sighs and asks him if she can pretend that hes her uncle kaz for a while ...