#stuff. Like miniature food and clothes . love tiny representations of things and little strinkets

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waow.. found a Beautiful Orb at the store today (giant ferrero rocher). I don't even want to crack into it and eat it.. I just want to hold it.. rotate it in my palm thoughtfully like I am an evil wizard who has just been delivered a Very Plot Significant magical gem and is scheming how to use it 

#I'm pretty sure it's hollow inside so I also have a compulsion to break it like I could crush it in my palm #also like a cool evil wizard lol #but I just want to admire it mostly #A chronic personality trait of mine is that I love things that are too small or too large ESPECIALLY food items.. #like a miniature version of a candy is cool. a large version of a candy is cool. normal sided version? who cares #BUT thats why I always loved like dolls and things like that. I wouldnt give a shrimp about the dolls I would just get them for the small #stuff. Like miniature food and clothes . love tiny representations of things and little strinkets #I like giant things less but they're still cool. I have a comically large wine glass even though I don't drink alcohol and have never drank #in my life but someitmes I have like.. coffee or orange juice or something out of it and it looks very funny. I also have a few of those gia #nt holiday themed pencils. and I had a giant apple once that was like the size of a football #This fererro rocher is not actually very big compared to a normal one but it's mostly special because it's dark chocolate #NOT Rond Noir though which are the best ones (out of normal fererro rocher. rafaellos. and rone noirs. the Typical Three) #So I was very disappointed that it's just a giant dark chocolate ferero rocher shell instead of a legit giant rondnoir :c #BUT at least it's dark chocolate lol #OH currently playing catch with it because it's like the size of a baseball and this is great #I think everyone should get a giant fererro rocher and unwrap the foil outside and then just throw the raw chocolate orb around #by 'catch' i mean more like... juggling but with one ball. I love to throw things up in the air and try to catch them #like maybe throw them across the room a little and see if I can run to the other end of the room in time to also catch the thing that I thre #w lol.. playing solo catch instead of two people thworing objects back and forth #THIS IS WHAT I MEAN!!! how do people experience boredom???? i do not understand. it's one of the Base Human Emotions that I seem to be #lacking like.. I genuine have never felt ''bored'' the way that people describe it. I can always entertain myself. I could throw a chocolate #ball back and forth with myself for 2 hours I bet if I didn't have other stuff to do . when I was a kid I would sit in my room laying on my #back kicking pillows and laundry baskets up in the air and catching them for like an hour straight. no tv in the background #no nothing. just getting lost in a repetitive physical task. i still LOOOOVE peeling carrots like if I just had a big pile of carrots I coul #d peel. or cutting candle wax into little balls or something. I am entertained by the smallest things. and even if I can't physically #do something and was locked in a blank white room for hours like.. doesn't everyone have a mental landscape they could entertain #themselves with? I spend legit half the day talking to myself and making commentary to myself for fun. there is ALWAYS something #interesting to do or think about like.. I just love everything a lot lol. I think thats part of why I'm also so detail oriented I just pay #attention to everything. I can spend 15 minutes admiring the way a piece of fabric folds at the corner of my sleeve or whatever #ANYWAY.. genuinely overjoyed throwing chocolate around. I wish I didn't have other stuff to get done so I could just Do This for 45 min lol