#thats right next to mine and younger brother's room. og livingroom next to mom's. thats all bedrooms at risk.

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#week went from bad to worse #discovered a bedbug in the livingroom #which i feared would happen when my older brother moved in a few weeks ago #he had bedbugs and we never confirmed he got rid of them and he didnt pack with any care #didnt throw his clothes in the wash immediately. nothing tucked away in plastic tubs. his items strewn about even still. #he started on the couch in the livingroom and then we moved the couch to the second livingroom #thats right next to mine and younger brother's room. og livingroom next to mom's. thats all bedrooms at risk. #and i have no fucking doubt its spread beyond. is it in my room yet? #we need an exterminator asap and even then that probably wont save us. he probably doomed us. #yb and i didnt even want him here. mom is the one that took pity on him bc he pays most bills and his room didn't even have power #like yeah he was in a bad situation but we feared it would ruin ours and GUESS WHAT #im going to buy a mattress cover and pray it isnt too late #but what of my clothes??? #plastic tubs? #what of my wooden furniture?? #i hate this i hate this i hate this #bedbugs are my greatest fear because they ruin lives and are impossible to get rid of #if i had somewhere to go id move out but rent is impossible. #i have covid this week and im starting my last semester of grad school and classes are the hardest already and this is bad #anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk