#the cheap stuffing is all condensed together so at the very least it isn’t messy but like

[badolmen]

oh my god this pillow….

Edit: “it can’t be that bad” behold my horrors boy

Ancient pillow as fragile as mummified linen

#ra speaos #personal #listen I grew up Poor and Autistic so as you can imagine I got this pillow second hand as a kid and I’ve had it ever since #I only got a brand new pillow for the first time ever when I was like 18 #but w aforementioned autism I couldn’t let go of my old pillow so I’ve kept it #today I took off its inner cover for the first time in years #(I KNOW ur supposed to wash it like every few months or whatever but like I’ve been using it as a leg support pillow #so it’s not like I have my face on it or anything) #anyways. point is this pillow is DISINTEGRATING #inside the inner cover it has another cover w a zipper and then the pillow itself. both are literally so thin poking it too hard breaks it #the cheap stuffing is all condensed together so at the very least it isn’t messy but like #guys it looks so sad and worn and I refuse to throw it out bc it’ll make me sad :( #besides the inner cover I’m washing now is fine and it’s one of those anti allergen ones so like. it’s fine. it’s fine guys. #aorjrbwhehsjwgshahda the most threadbare and worn pillow you’ve ever seen in your life: put me out of my misery #me. putting the cover back on: shushhhh I’ll reconsider in another 20 years