#the constant pain and soreness of my muscles! the fatigue! the fucked up sleep schedule!!

[hotfuss]

You don't understand I need this dunes pin and mcr stickers I ordered to arrived asap (pretty sure they are just blocked at customs right now) to give me some kind of serotonin bc my job is dragging me into a deep depression hole

#so a couple of days ago the most unpleasant ungrateful bitch of a coworker managed to make me cry out of anger and frustration #sure this was aided by me being on my period but i'm still so mad at myself for letting that happen #anyway i'm so deeply burned out by this job #sucking the life out of me on shift and on my free time too #the constant pain and soreness of my muscles! the fatigue! the fucked up sleep schedule!! #i don't have any energy left to do anything fun at best and i have trouble feeding myself properly at worse #i can't have a social life or even attend any kind of course ever with the shifts i do bc this isn't a 9 to 5 job #i'm so so deeply exhausted by it and i don't know how to get out of this hole #can't change job when i don't even know what to look for i'm just a uni drop out with no particular skill #personal