#the devil works hard but my benevolent chaos guardian works harder god bless

[clanoffelidae]

I don’t think I’m ever gonna be over how the whole zine incident wound up domino effecting into literally saving my life from COVID I am not exaggerating or stretching things even a little bit the devil works hard but whatever benevolent chaos deity guides my life works harder god bless

#tl;dr: zine incident sent me into withdrawal from my vyvanse #i was so fucked up from the withdrawal i couldnt stand #i shortly thereafter contracted severe covid #was so fucked up i could barely breathe enough to stay conscious and was too weak to cough out the shit in my lungs #the withdrawal earlier meant i had inadvertently stockpiled extra medication #i wouldve run out and gone into withdrawal while having covid had it not happened earlier with the zine #if not for the zine there is a fairly good probability covid would have killed me #the devil works hard but my benevolent chaos guardian works harder god bless