#the fact that he was triggered by Jamie's piece of sh*t father and had to call her immediately to talk about his own dad just

[eddievedders]

“I am not sad, he would repeat to himself over and over, I am not sad. As if he might one day convince himself. Or fool himself. Or convince others-- the only thing worse than being sad is for others to know that you are sad. I am not sad. I am not sad. Because his life had unlimited potential for happiness, insofar as it was an empty white room. He would fall asleep with his heart at the foot of his bed, like some domesticated animal that was no part of him at all. And each morning he would wake with it again in the cupboard of his rib cage, having become a little heavier, a little weaker, but still pumping. And by the midafternoon he was again overcome with the desire to be somewhere else, someone else, someone else somewhere else. I am not sad.” ― Jonathan Safran Foer, Everything Is Illuminated.

#tedlassoedit #tedlassogif #Ted Lasso #bbelcher #dailyflicks #Jason Sudeikis #Sarah Niles #i have no words #we knew but getting confirmation was a lot harder than i thought it would be #i was fully sobbing and now i have a headache #from crying about this FUN! SILLY! COMEDY! SHOW! #the fact that he was triggered by Jamie's piece of sh*t father and had to call her immediately to talk about his own dad just #and Jason's!! acting!! #it's 4:30 am and i'm gonna cry myself to sleep now #i can't think anymore i'm just SAD #he's opening up and that's good but god at what cost???? #'that happened to me and to my mom' #he probably had to hide so much pain to help her get through that #fake it till you make it right #suicide mention #suicide tw #my stuff #mine: believe #ted lasso spoilers