#the numb floaty oblivious depression of me teenage years was nice in some ways

[greenfiredragonfly]

sometimes I can't help but thinking...maybe I should just continue working through the stages of grief until I give up on wanting things

#i miss not wanting things and not caring #the numb floaty oblivious depression of me teenage years was nice in some ways #is it bad that i miss dissociating all the time? #don't wanna exist #.... #personal #anyways its 3am #bedtime now #gonna tell myself stories until i fall asleep #here's hoping for no stress dreams tonight (please for once please?)