#this all got me feeling honeslty terrible and I’ve never had high self-esteem

[free-therapy-for-me]

Hey quick question into the void: does getting friends ever get easier?

#basically I’m on a three week long language camp #finishing the second week #and it’s the first time I’ve went somewhere for so long completely alone #like without a a single w friend or family member #and honestly: it’s been miserable #back at home I have one best friend who I cannot be thankful enough for #but we’ve known each other for well over ten years and sometimes I feel like that’s the only reason we’re friends #and most of the other people I’m friends with in school are also her friends #so I’m never sure if they actually like me or do we just hang out together #anyways I’ve been on this camp for two weeks now and I haven’t made a single friend #sure I went out with some people but we never talked or anything #and I don’t really talk with my roommate cause she doesn’t speak English #this all got me feeling honeslty terrible and I’ve never had high self-esteem #but there’s not even anything left at the bottom of the barrel to scrape #and now I’m even more terrified of falling out with her #and I know for a fact that we’ll be studying in different countries #and now looking at it I don’t even know what the purpose of this post was #I just want to know will it always feel this lonely #and is anyone out there who also has similar problems but managed to overcome there later in life