#this is my punishment for actually looking at yt comments isnt it

[999999999inadream]

toby fox needs to add like a bit of narration in deltarune abt kris like "they themmed they/themily down the stheirs" cus i cant go on seeing them constantly get he/himmed in yt comment sections

#this is my punishment for actually looking at yt comments isnt it #deltarune #kris dreemurr #maybe im looking too much into things but... #it also feels sorta. misogynistic when ppl default to he/him for androgynous/non binary characters #like ive seen multiple ppl use “well its understandable that ppl assume kris is a he when they have such masculine behaviours/hobbies” #the masculine behaviours and hobbies in question are being a prankster #i shit you not #like they called pranking... masc?? huh #can girls and others not get their silly on anymore?? #also like i said before with the exception of like frisk and chara like almost every nb character is masculinised #like napstablook monster kid #god there has to be more but my memory is shit atm and i also have to go eat dinner #but i wanna talk more abt like why it feels so misogynistic to me #i thinnk it has to do with the fact that defaulting to he/him just makes women feel like an afterthought. ig like unless its confirmed then #they must be a guy to be relevant or smth #and also like how much they gender entirely non gender specific things (see: pranking) #ofc it wouldnt be BETTER per se if they imagined these characters as girls but its smth ive noticed and i just get frustrated cus #it feels sexist but i cant FULLY articulate why #i feel like i had the answer a lil while ago but i forgot #i might come back to this who knows #wow ok rant over #for now

[kasaneteto]

anyone else remember the badgers yt video

sorry this isnt about that i just didnt know what to type above the cut im venting about my job again 👎

i really love working where i do but i think the unprofessionalism of it all has caught up with me. im realizing in retrospect that many small comments made by my boss were in her mind her “talking to me” about my cleaning not being up to standard but like. im sorry but making a comment like “i left a pile of crumbs under one of the tables to see if you would sweep it up” is not properly communicating an issue to me. like that reads as a joke. how am I supposed to take that as an actual criticism when its so passive aggressive like im obvs gonna assume thats anjoke when youre my BOSS?? especially when you know im autistic like you cant just imply something and expect me to get it. shes ACTUALLY talked to me about cleaning better once and that was like 2 weeks ago. and now this. so youve had more problems than just my cleaning and never communicated it to me and now im being punished for a problem that was literally just brought to my attention. i wish this didnt happen literally right before my three days off because now ive been brooding over it and the idea of going into work tomorrow has me chewing my foot off with anxiety. like if i talk to her about this and she shows no compassion or empathy from my perspective on this then im going to have to look for a second job. and i dont want to fucking do that because this is a really sweet deal ive got going on here. however……there is a queer coffee shop that is way closer to me and it would be so nice to not be misgendered by everyone i work with, to not have to serve primarily old conservative white men, to not have to put up with the insane lady next door or the insane entitled regular……it would be nice. but we’ll see how it goes.

#txt #sorry lol