#this ofc given the context of mandatory courting and such

[54prowl]

arranged marriage to a reformed womanizer husband on your wedding night. and he scares you at how adept he is with his fingers in unbuttoning your dress. each clasp released is a relief from a long day of celebrations. reformed womanizer husband who suddenly feels ashamed about it all when you freeze under his touch, face flushed and breathing ragged, but he promises it'll feel good. he promises this with wine in his breath and a worry on his brow. it'll be special because it's you. he promises this because you're the only girl he cares for. the prettiest in the world. and he means it this time.

#ooc #good bye dont read this im crying #i am writing this down bc my notes app won't load and i am about to fade #don't ask for who I'll just drop this and implode someday #this ofc given the context of mandatory courting and such #i just imagine like you'd want him to not be good at romance you just want him to be yours #romance he's plenty good but being himself and unmasking this ego he has? near impossible #but to be loved is to be changed #awoo