#this season is so wild because it partly feels like a very absurd therapy session

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the fact that mark bition was yelling stuff at the fix that was so full of self hatred yet no one caught that ambition had been corrupted by self loathing is soo interesting. because ambition and self loathing are not similiar concepts per se but look how easy it was for ambition to continue neglecting what's good for the self, how they tied their self-worth to their achievements, how they started to punish the big guy for failing to achieve their ever raising goals. look at how easy it must've been to blame the self for everything that went wrong, to start loathing yourself, "elias hodge is the big guy's biggest problem."

#this season is so wild because it partly feels like a very absurd therapy session #like realizing that fear masks as logic ?? #there is also so much to say about who the big guy is by how he treats himself aka how everyone in mentopolis treats each other #mentopolis is gonna make me go crazy it's so gooood #mentopolis #d20 #dimension 20 #mentopolis ep 5 #d20 mentopolis #dimension 20 spoilers #mark bition #madame loathing #watching mentopolis #my post