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#time was when feeling the thing i felt from first year tm would've sent me into a week long spiral
donttouchtheneednoggle
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7 months
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shout out to thomas from ghosts for yoinking me out of a panic attack before it could really get going
#was shaking and trying not to cry and floating somewhere on the ceiling
#then friday im in love came on the radio and reminded me of him doing his stupid little dance and it made me smile and calmed me down a bit
#but i gotta give myself credit for not panicking at the panic too much and feeding it more
#time was when feeling the thing i felt from first year tm would've sent me into a week long spiral
#feels so stupid tho all it was was my volunteering manager asked if i wanted to start doing a longer shift
#when im already struggling doing two measly hours a week and nothing else like jfc
#but that's cos im not on my adhd meds which make life yknow tolerable and im gonna try getting back on them next week
#and i also don't wanna start anything else bc i wanna change my name first so it's not quite so complicated
#hahaaa it's already complicated and confusing and frustrating as all hell
#but ik if i can just be patient and take these few months to figure stuff out it'll be so much better in the long term
#im getting support for the gender tm and I've made so much progress in a month
#i still feel guilty and ashamed bc im not actively job hunting or doing more volunteering
#and like im just making excuses to let my anxiety win when ik i can cope with it
#but i can't handle going into another situation where im misgendered and uncomfortable with my name
#im at the end of my tether with it and i need to figure it out
#wahoo
#mine
#vent
#in good news tho im pretty certain im a dude more sure about pronouns and have a potential name im thinking of!!
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