#to bring it up . and then when i finally did say yh lets do smth lets get thru this tgth she just shut down on me somehow

[oatbugs]

the way my heart sank . lol

#tried to get on a call to study w my gf bc weve both been avoiding stuff we Have to do and its been making us anxious #but esp her bc shes been in this cycle for a while and shes struggling w it a lot . and i love her and i want the best for her #and all my friends r like u should push each other to do better even if its uncomfortable somewhat and i agree #so we were like. yh lets do stuff / get on our work tmrw even tho its anxiety-inducing etc...and then we got on a call #and this is the most like. bored/displeased ive ever heard her sound like she seemed extremely disinterested and even mildly irritated #and it honestly shocked me ??? so i ended the call bc i need to do work and it was making me sad #and im trying to listen to words more than tone but it was so extreme and such a sudden change that it literally wasnt good for me . im so #confused rn . like ik facing tasks youve been avoiding for months causes anxiety ik theres like a mental block around it that makes u not #want to deal w it or become irritated at ppl who suggest that you should #but omg?? it was so weird and like. when i said she was making me sad so i wanted to end the call she was like. ok 😐 #which is a fair response ig but shes never responded to me that way b4...like what is this what is happening... #i want smn who encourages me to move forward and who appreciated that i want them to do the same #instead of staying stagnant and anxious for months. i talked abt this before on here and everyone collectively was like Be More Patient and #work through it w her etc etc (my friends said the exact opposite tho) and i have been Trying To but its making me feel actively . bad. #like. im Afraid. #to bring it up . and then when i finally did say yh lets do smth lets get thru this tgth she just shut down on me somehow #idk what else i can do #i will talk to her abt it later i just need to work rn. i had to get this out of my system first. #shes so sweet and wonderful and supportive usually. but when it comes to thsi topic. im rly shocked idk #i knew she felt bad abt it but i thought she agreed to move through it w me and i didnt expect her to direct it at me #like whatever i said shed give me the coldest ok 😐. like. again nothing inherently wrong w that but when contrasted w #the way she talks to me usually there IS smth wrong it . its jarring and uncomfortable and made me rly upset bc it felt like she was mad at #me for trying to help . idk #UGH whatever ill talk 2 her later i have to do this lecture itll help distract me

[fernweh-writes]

hi okay so uHm MATHCUP YEAHH

im around 5'3? yeah :) i have long - ish brown hair and brown eyes (basic As fuck but ok) i go by all pronouns

im rlly interested in architecture, writing n painting :) i LOVE painting outside since it brings me peace n shit and it helps me calm down

now u May be wondering,, calm down from what bithc???? well im RLLY energetic and talk a lot, but when someone tells me to shut up then i shut up(ofc i Get fucking mad bc of it wtf, but i shut up).. also i have slight anger issues?? and i like arguing,, those two don't rlly mix tht well

i consider im a Pretty intelligent person,, like i could help ppl w hw and shit yk

HOLY SHIT!! do i have a thing for that "rlly mean bf that would literally kill anyone for his gf and completely clueless gf that wouldn't hurt a fly" dynamic..... i am the Clueless gf i literally don't know what going on.. like ever

i rlly like playing video games n stuff:) my favorites are probably red dead redemption annnnddd minecraft:) I literally could play that shit for HOURS

i like those stupid mf memes.. the ones that have a rlly low quality pic of a bug and it jsut says "jose" or smth I LOVE THEM

my love language is probably touch ?? is that what u call it idk?? and quality time :)

i get jealous easily But i don't confront ppl abt it,, i just bottle it inside,, or like tell a friend or smth?? idk

my music taste changes everyday but i rlly like chase atlantic and the weeknd so yh:)

i get attached easily,,, like show me basic kindness and im on my knees!!

one more thing (person?) that could get me on my knees is klaus from the originals FUUUUUCK ...

i love bullying my friends as a joke,,, and i like it when they do it back idk if that helps w anything but yeah

kinda size kink?? yeah 😏 blood and knife kink are ON THE TABLE!!! most of my crushes wear masks so Like.. yeah 💪💪 i also rlly like degradation and praising YUP ALSO IM A WHOREEEEE FOR PET NAMES💪💪

that's abt it love yeah hope i did this correctly lolz

I’m sorry this took me so long to get to luv, I’ve been feeling a bit unmotivated lately :/

-Fern🌿

Vincent Sinclair

Would 100% be down to paint with you. Since you like to paint outside it means you can finally drag him out of that dark depressing basement he calls a workshop and get him some fresh air. He needs to remember sunlight is a real thing and candles aren’t the only source of light.

Vincent would enjoy your energetic personality. He also enjoys that you’re able to ramble on about stuff and keep the conversation going since he doesn’t talk very much. Although he works while he listens, don’t be mistaken, he’s still listening to every single word you say. His brother might tell you to shut up but he never would.

Since you like arguing it means you can just yell at his twin for him. Bo also loves to argue so feel free to start a screaming match upstairs. Sure Bo may break a few things but he knows better than to ever try and hurt you no matter how upset he is. Vincent wouldn’t hesitate to make his brother his next project if he ever laid a finger on you.

Vincent is touch starved and more than willing to just cuddle whenever you want. If you like holding hands then he will follow you around while holding your hand. Also lets you sit on his lap while he works just so that you can be close to him.

There wouldn’t be anyone for you to be jealous of. He makes quick work of victims unlike his twin who likes to flirt with the girls and taunt the guys. Vincent takes them out as quickly as possible and is very efficient about it. He’s to busy to toy with the people passing through town and with you around he has no reason to start.

He’s not one to venture out but if you brought up your different kinks he wouldn’t hesitate to indulge you. Those twin knives will trace your body while Vincent towers over you. Since he can’t really talk expect praise to come in the form of gentle caresses, it’s the best he can give you.

Doesn’t understand how you find blurry images with random words funny. If you show him one… well he won’t even give you a pity laugh.

#slasher x reader #slasher x you #slashers #slasher hcs #house of wax #vincent sinclair #vincent sinclair x you #vincent sinclair x reader #slasher matchups #horror matchups #fernweh