#to remember their elaborate plan while high on drugs had his whole life riding on whether or not he could remember it and VERY NEARLY FORGO

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while november 20th did cause me irreparable damage it was much less than i expected and i think there should be more. look it hurts when canon has a bunch of angst but it hurts more when canon SHOULD have a bunch of angst but DOESNT.

#i say shit #persona 5 #WHERE is the. sojiro being really worried because he didnt know. where is the completely glossed over fact that joker probably has several #broken bones a concussion and is high on experimental and probably illegal drugs and has been tortured underground for A WHOLE DAY then had #to remember their elaborate plan while high on drugs had his whole life riding on whether or not he could remember it and VERY NEARLY FORGO #but no. he comes back and sojiro mentions being worried but BARELY and ryuji just throws his arm around him like he isnt probably in extrem #pain and really out of it because sae had to keep him awake and conscious in the interrogation room and as soon as they get back theyre all #just like. yeah hey dude do you wanna go into another palace tomorrow? takemis messages if you have her confidant maxed literally seem to #show more concern for him than anyone else?? and hes just perfectly fine even though there is NO WAY he is #and you cant even tell them youre not fine when they ask you. its just “it isnt a big deal” which is so. man get therapy #there was so little pain compared to what i was expecting. well. time to continue scouring ao3